#movingon

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  • posheeda_ 4h

    Someone new

    When I'm introduced to someone new in my life,
    Past window opens in front of me,and I can't stop stop myself but to keep falling in its depths of
    Broken promises,ripped heart,
    Unrequited feelings,feeling of not being enough for someone,
    Constant fear of -"what if they leave" ,trust issues , insecurities

    And then I just fear that
    Is this someone new ,going to be in my future ,or
    going to be a part of my past window...
    ©posheeda_

  • mandah88 3d

    Time To Move On

    Moving on is never easy
    Take this lesson from me
    But sometimes God knows the things
    That we are too blind to see
    And though it hurts right now
    Your pain will eventually fade
    There's greater things in motion
    Headed straight your way
    So don't feel so down
    If you are forced to let go
    Just remember what I said
    You are not losing control
    Strong are those who realize
    When it’s time to move on
    One day you'll look back at this
    And see you were right all along

    © Manda H.
    ©mandah88

  • senaashita 1w

    As I withered away

    I watched her fall out of love

    I saw her move on

    Like those days never exist

    Of when she wailed

    Just how she screamed

    It brought me pain

    Even if I caused it



    I watched her start to smile

    I saw her stop crying

    It hurts me, but who am I to her anymore

    A mere ghost haunting her life

    Stalking for this life to bestow

    Someone more human

    More innocent

    Like hers, shall I hope.



    Oh, This is nothing but a punishment

    When you die for one

    To watch their lover fall in love

    In love with another man

    Lord, shall thee remember the day

    When you stay above the ground

    Only to wither away


    ©senaashita

  • kp_singh 1w

    Take your own time to heal,
    its your life and you know the best how it feel!
    Don't show everyone your wounds,
    some people don't come as a balm but to peel! -Kps©2022


    #balm #wound #peel #heal #selfhealing #movingon #lifemustgoon #heartbreak #kpspoetry #kpsquotes

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    Take your own time to heal,
    its your life and you know the best how it feel!
    Don't show everyone your wounds,
    some people don't come as a balm but to peel!
    ©kp_singh

  • thenameisnickorsomething 3w

    THE DEVIL

    Up on his pedestal, The Devil sits there and he waits
    Waits for some young Fools to come and try on his set of chains
    You and I, we went there blindly, walking hand in hand
    Stayed 'til we grew our devil horns, stayed 'til we were damned

    Lightning strike my Tower down, hit me where I stand
    Catch me on fire and let me burn, make me understand
    Change comes one way or another, don't give a damn about your plans
    The Star will come sooner or later, help you rebuild again

    You put ten swords in my back and three right through my heart
    You were supposed to be my Knight of Cups, you sure played the part
    You fucked with my Temperance, balance all askew
    Swords of Eight, tied with rope, can't see shit because of you

    Death swoops in on his white horse, doesn't stop for anyone
    Brand new and born again, he helps us to move on
    New perspectives like The Hanged Man, brand new train of thought
    The Fool can start her journey again, somewhere where you're not

    Up on his pedestal, The Devil sits there and he waits
    Waits for some young Fools to come and try on his set of chains
    You and I, we went there blindly, walking hand in hand
    Stayed 'til we grew our devil horns, stayed 'til we were damned

    Lightning strike my Tower down, hit me where I stand
    Catch me on fire and let me burn, make me understand
    Change comes one way or another, don't give a damn about your plans
    The Star will come sooner or later, help you rebuild again

    ©thenameisnickorsomething

  • eyeenma 3w

    Secret to love #10

    When you love you chose,
    Make an Informed choice ,
    Deal with the consequences
    When You are worried talk.
    Talk to them
    And if they don't comprehend,
    Its alright to give up and move on.
    ©eyeenma

  • riyagupta__ 3w

    Just feeling a bit low ,so thought to pen down my feelings on a piece of paper
    Please read , do comment and tell how's it?

    #miraquill #writersnetwork #love #attachment #facade #secondlove #brokenheart #broken #ex #sad
    #movingon

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    I do feel

    I do feel sadness sometimes,
    Accepting it as a part of my life.
    But happiness,love ,peace,
    Is what I always think,
    I can never deserve.
    Loneliness,panic and anxiety
    are my three soulmates
    making fun of me,
    whispering in my ears
    "Hey you can never win over us,
    So stop trying"
    I can see loneliness proposing me
    "Baby doll ! We both will live together
    I'll not let anyone come and seprate us",
    Panick sitting on my head and dancing
    "You look beautiful this way,after all you love me a lot",
    Anxiety holding my hands and refusing to leave
    "Babe,You should be proud of me.
    I'll accompany you even if you don't want to."
    And all I can see is myself shouting at all three of them
    "Leave me alone".
    Sometimes happiness offering me wine on our date, making me all blushy and happy saying
    "I actually suits on your face.i love the way your eyes shine when I'm around."
    Making me wonder "what price I have to pay for it?"
    I have seen my three soulmates pushing my happiness out,
    Warning me to be worse if I'll ever try to leave them.
    I have seen love sitting in front of me asking for just one chance to make my life beautiful.
    But all that comes to my mind is
    He is faking it. He would be the one who would push me into the darkness leaving me alone to fight.
    Now comes my long lost best friend
    "Insecurity"
    Which just pulled the love and warned him that I would never ever leave my insecurities for love .
    For me love is the last option.
    Listening this love just left me there in the black hole
    Hating me and not hoping to see me again.
    No no, I'm not single
    I'm in a relationship,
    Not one but many
    A toxic relationship with
    Loneliness.
    A complicated one with panic,
    And hookups with anxiety.
    Now whether I'm a Playgirl
    Or a dark girl , with a dark soul with no light around,
    Its for you to judge ,
    I don't mind it.
    Afterall Who knows
    Maybe with time
    I'll accept my these three soulmates
    And my long lost bestfriend
    Hoping to live a life with them
    Full of miseries and struggles.

    ©riyagupta__

  • riyagupta__ 3w

    Just feeling a bit low ,so thought to pen down my feelings on a piece of paper
    Please read , do comment and tell how's it?

    #miraquill #writersnetwork #love #attachment #facade #secondlove #brokenheart #broken #ex #sad
    #movingon

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    He says I love you but.....

    He says I love you but....
    The smile at that time on his face seems forced,
    Not genuine, maybe hiding some secrets,
    "You okay??", I asked getting worried seeing those frowning lines on his forehead,
    He looked away suddenly wiping those pearls falling from his eyes
    "Yeah I'm" he said in a shivering voice.
    It seems like he is present here but his soul is away in some other world,
    Waiting for someone special,
    Who, unfortunately I wasn't.
    The mere idea of loosing him makes my eyes filled with tears.
    Still smiling I said"Look at those stars, they are beautiful,aren't they???" resting my head on his shoulder gazing stars on full moon night.
    "Yeah yeah" he said trying to divert the conversation to some other end.
    "You still love her right??"I suddenly asked making him startled by my sudden question.
    "But we can never be together,so it really doesn't matter.Dont get so insecure"He replied with a tint of rudeness in his voice.
    "Yeah I'm sorry"is all I managed to whisper.
    Only I knew how much hard it is too be some girls replacement in my guy's life, but the deal is love,
    Afterall I can't leave him at this point of time.
    I have seen the smile playing on his lips at the mention of her name,
    I have seen him crying when she misunderstands him for something he has never done,
    But in my heart I knew I want that love which he has in his heart for her,
    It feels stuck, neither can I move forward towards him,
    What if she comes back claiming for his heart which only belongs to her,
    Neither can I move backward
    Leaving him alone then tagging myself as a cheater,
    "You are my present , Don't make the things worse between us.You promised to accept all of my goods and bads,now cribbing like a kid behaving immaturely" He said breaking the chain of my thoughts.
    How would I make him understand that yeah I can accept the goods the bads but how would I accept the heart which doesn't belong to me.
    "I'm sorry ,this won't happen again. Sorry for hurting you again and again.
    But she would have stayed if she would have loved you"
    "Stop it!,I don't want to hear anything against her."he literally blasted like fire on me, and left me alone on beach at the dark night.
    That day I knew where I stand,
    That day I realised may be saying "I love you" doesn't matter,only the feeling" I love you" matters.
    The day I decided to distance myself from the second guy in my life.
    Yeah may be I'm a Playgirl in front of the world,
    But only I knew what price I have to pay for my love and attachment every fu**ing time.

    If you're not over from your ex,just don't move to next.
    Someone's feeling are not the medicine that you need to heal from you ex-lovers syndrome.
    ©riyagupta__

  • rahoof 6w

    Please don’t belittle my efforts in getting to where your heart reside.
    For I'd lost my ways a long time before.
    I walk with a pair of shivering knees,
    laying my feet carefully up on, one after the other,
    just like a soldier of a fallen brigade, on crossing a fragile bridge.

    I am easily forgotten and pitifully looked upon by you in my desperateness.
    But my heart still sings the tune of an unending hope,
    where I find myself fuelled to take another step,
    hoping to get closer to you every day.

    But the irony is you saying I'm already one among the closest ones.
    But we both know I am only welcomed up to your doorsteps and not further in.
    And If I ever try to compel my way in, you always ask to leave my heart outside.

    ©rahoof

  • ayushi_writes 7w

    Sometimes we have to leave the thing's and go with or without closure because self respect is more than anything else even your own feelings.
    ©ayushi_writes

  • the_faye_adams 7w

    Your wounds should not hold you back,
    nor should your trauma.
    Take all the time you need to heal
    and don't let others try to rush you.
    It's okay to feel what you feel,
    the pain, the hurt, the anxiety,
    you feel as if you are slowly losing yourself
    to the madness of what others say is all in your head.
    It's not.
    Don't let others belittle your emotions and
    your healing journey.
    Everyone has different experiences and gone through different circumstances.
    We all have a different tolerance level for pain.
    I might hold it in and clench my jaw and act as if nothing is wrong
    and you might burst into tears the very second you are alone.
    You are after all human
    just don't forget that today you might feel a world's worth of pain
    but tomorrow you could feel a world's worth of joy and happiness.
    Do not think just because today is a bad day that tomorrow will be too.
    you have the power, right in your hands to take control over your happiness.


    #selflove #selflovejourney #selfcare #selfgrowth #selfdiscovery #selfworth #selfconfidence #selfappreciation #youareenough #youareworthy #youarebeautiful #loveyourself #movingon #healingjourney #mirakeewriters #miraquil #writersofmirakee

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    Wounded soul

    These wounds
    hidden beneath fabric
    layer upon layer
    deeper they go, hidden
    beneath flesh and bone
    the tears you weep
    alone by yourself
    you struggle to sleep
    in a crowd full of people
    a brush on the shoulder
    you are afraid
    to yourself you keep
    trauma, silent, unnoticeable
    but there trauma.
    how strong you are to carry on.
    ©the_faye_adams

  • aditisays23 7w

    Moving forward

    I am have lost she in me as the HE in SHE is no more with me ...

    ©aditisays23

  • bushbaby 7w

    ~

    She sits here beside me
    in her torn dress, wearing leaves and dirt,
    humming an old tune- faintly, under her breath;
    she sits here and strokes my hair
    in the dead of night,
    when my watch tower has fallen to its death,
    and I grimace as I unwittingly recollect
    the song that she sings without rest.

    She skips ahead of me on the path
    running to meet a forgotten house in a forgotten place
    that knows her better than I, and remembers her name,
    and welcomes her with goosebumps tickling my arms;
    she laughs at the crayon scribbles on the walls
    and that familiar, odd crack on the kitchen windows,
    but she quiets down at the stillness of her home
    and she asks me, "where have they all gone?"

    She sits beside me at my family dinners,
    smiling sadly at the flip of our worn picture books,
    singing loud, our song,
    in her frail, hoarse, old-time cry,
    bringing tears to the stubborn edges of my eyes.
    She stands, ghostly, beside me when I stare
    at reflections of myself, naked and bare,
    but she flickers, and she flickers, and she fades
    with every trembling step that I dare to take
    towards a future built solidly
    upon the restful silence of her grave.

    ~bush

  • rahoof 8w

    This silence which I am trapped in surrounds me like an incomprehensible cotton ball.
    Where I find myself held down to a nailed out plank.
    From where I struggle to make a comeback.

    I am lost in a murky lake of blankness,
    in a motionless heathen of debilitating silence.
    I row my boat in hopes of finding Something
    Clear open blue and bright.
    Instead I found my paddles stuck in between
    Muddy roots of a shallow lake.

    -on depression

    ©rahoof

  • nocturnal_enigma 9w

    Dear, person who... ~

    Dear, person who I need to forgive. I forgive you eventhough you didn't apologize. I hope you forgive me too. As I also make mistakes. I shouldn't disturbed you, your sister and your friend. Plus, I shouldn't sent you the harsh message. I'm sorry. I cannot even forgive myself. Eventhough, I did those because I was so depressed, but, still, they are wrong actions.
    Dear, person who hurt me. I said to you, that you hurt me. But, then, I feel bad about it. I feel like I hurt you, too. I didn't meant to hurt you. Please accept my apology. I hope that we stop hurting each other. It's so hurtful.
    Dear, person who I could never forget. I never regret getting to know you. BTW, the reason why I liked your profile back, on Muzmatch was: one of your pictures look like my estranged biological Dad!
    A few minutes ago, I put my Dad's picture and your picture on PicTriev website. There's a similarity of 52% between you two! Wow!
    While there's only 33% similarity between my Dad & me.
    Before this, I wrote about there's resemblance between your Mom & me.
    Happy birthday to her! Hope she stay healthy & be happy.
    Send my regard.
    A few nights ago, I had a dream that I cried and your Mom hug me.
    Such a weird dream.
    Before I end this letter, I'm telling you,
    I'll go there- Singapore, as soon as possible!
    Please, wait for me. Let's us meet and greet!

    © Nuruliffa Emirah
    @ nocturnal_enigma

  • mariateresa 10w

    Moving through cycles of grief as I continue to heal. Three life changing events are swirling around my heart. By recognizing each of them, I breathe aliveness and celebrate my own survival. By the end of this month, my Dad will have been gone from this physical plane for one year. Ending an eight year relationship with a man who was my best friend hurts like hell yet is the best thing I could've done for myself. Ten years ago, 11/12/11, I attempted suicide. The Divine number of that date is 9, symbolizing endings and conclusions. This year I said good bye to two men I loved dearly in different ways. These past ten years have taught me so many hard earned and learned lessons of faith, trust the power of belief and the meaning of unconditional love. I am my own best friend hero.

    #grief #endings #newbeginnings #cycles #relationships #healing #selfawareness #healing #healingjourney #empowerment #higherconciousness #movingon #iwillalwaysloveyou #writingcommunity #writersnetwork #mirakee #miraquill

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    Life in Pieces, Part 2

    Seeing clear into deep scars of pain
    Carrying a torch of Light, shines upon each one by name
    No longer do I swallow the poison of their lies
    Pain and suffering seen from inside
    Mindfully choosing to release the energetic charge
    By loving myself and witnessing my shadows
    Holding these pieces together by love's tender and eternal flame
    Time releases the tension of blame
    No longer must I feel ashamed for what I wasn't ready to see
    Traveling through life's experiences with truth as my guide
    Love for myself comes with forgiveness on my side
    For only I can heal these wounds
    Gracefully accepting the lessons, dancing between periods of stillness, pausing with patience
    Walking forwards is the only direction
    ©mariateresa

  • rainbowlight45 10w

    Broken

    One day your my all
    Next day your a stranger,
    What happened?

    How do I forget the memories
    How deeply in love we were
    Teenage love.

    So strong our love
    But just at the wrong timing
    Oh I wish I didn't have to forget you.

    So naive but would give eachother the world
    Where did the time go....
    ©rainbowlight45

  • kayceediv 11w

    I thought I had built this wall
    I was hoping it was sturdy enough to save me from you....


    I thought I had built this wall
    I was hoping it was sturdy enough to save me from you
    Again you did something and I felt it

  • alankar_ale 12w

    When you realize that you’ve moved on and so over the person, it is aesthetically pleasing.

    ©alankar_ale

  • sreedevi_ 19w

    Vehemence

    Fears in my mind ,
    Don't let me sleep.
    With my frail hopes ,
    A little comfort I seek.

    From my vantage point ,
    Things often seem so bleak.
    But I carry on the walk ,
    With this heart so weak .

    For sometimes ,
    While moving along ,
    I might forget,
    That I am made strong .

    A strong faith is all,
    I need to sync with flow,
    Like an undying flame ,
    Which noone can blow !!!
    ©sreedevi_