Do I hate myself ?
Oh Yes! You do my inner soul replied.
But Why ??.
Because you are searching for exuberance (happiness) in others opinions and thoughts.
You live for others. Their happiness is more important than yours.
Because you put down your self-respect and self-esteem.
Because you don't value yourself.
Thinking and thinking and making oneself feel that your entity is not worth it.
Because for you the only thing that matters is Log Kya Kahengey
( What will the society say and thinks ABOUT You )
Because you don't stand out in the world who imitates around of they being happy and grunted (satisfied) with their lives.
But trust me no one is.
All are fighting their own battle in their own world. Everyone is going through a hard time
It's just not everyone shows what they are going through.
Maybe for some of them it is worse than yours.
Be happy with what you have.
The things you have taken granted for someone else might be praying for it.
Be Thankful. Have Gratitude.
Stop complaining and hating yourself.
Believe in yourself. Love yourself.
Be Yourself and trust me
You'll be find lil warrior.