No Narcissistic, not today
I look at the face and I see the fights
I look at that face and I see the lies
I look at that face don't see no love
I look at that face and know your not the one.
That face once which I loved and adored? Is now just another soul.
I see the hate in your eyes, I see how much you despise, everybody around.
You know the problem isn't in me, but in the beautiful brain that you think with.
The sliently beating heart that you use
The hatred filled in your body and nothing there is to diffuse
Baby? You don't love me
Hell you don't even like me.
You like the idea of being with someone you can control
Dismiss and invalidate me like I'm not a breathing soul.
So fuck you
And fuck what you think
My mind is filled with hate for you
And man you stink.
©happieehippee
#newpoem
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- happieehippee @last_love took me sometime to understand how they can manipulate you and gaslight you into thinking you are the one who has all the flaws. And who is to be blamed
Gum
Jab akela reheta hu tab ye taare hi saath dete hain,
Aur tere yaad anne se judai ka gum sehe lete hain.
©dipayansingha_9 0alhaad 6w
The Throes
When the sun shines too bright,
And I crawl to live on,
When the heat burns me down,
And I struggle to breathe...
Do you think I'm blind? I choose not to see.
That I can't hear? I choose not to listen.
That I can't speak? I prefer the silence.
That I can't feel? I choose not to touch.
When it rains and the earth shatters,
Floods consume and storms ravage.
When the cold slowly seeps down your veins,
And time freezes in a blanket of ice.
You will see what I saw,
You will hear what I heard,
You will feel what I touched,
Blooms will wither.
- Alhaad
©alhaad5 0alhaad 7w
A Road's End
The air around me smothers me,
I know not why, it is clouded yet clear.
An unfamiliar premonition lingers somewhere,
Of desertion, loss, and desperation to come.
I yearn for the mountains,
but my feeble feet know not strength.
I yearn to breathe cold air again,
But my heart knows not warmth.
I wish that it would rain again,
I cannot bear the hard light,
I just wish it were a little darker outside,
Not only inside.
-Alhaad
©alhaadPhoto By Gagaz Adam on Unsplash6 1Shadows and Highlights
Few steps you stepped ,
caught an eye on something aside .
You're followed or trapped,
a noise or silence by the roadside.
Punch your senses,
Align your focus .
Smell the time and tenses,
Learn from the locus.
There is no person ,
maybe it was you , who followed.
Jump, shake ,stretch your function ,
excrete all assumptions you shallowed .
There are shadows and highlights ,
make them your best enemy .
Learn from escapes or fights ,
Slow down ! Shit , make it hurry.
©avi_inks5 0Oh love ! Let's go your home .
She rubs her hand on my neck
horizontal and goes vertical for a check .
Thought I was ill ,
I can't take proper care of mine .
She reminds me of taking each pill ,
In actual her presence heals me fine .
How can someone be so lucky in love ,
yet words can't express all emotions though.
Distance between us is absolute infinite,
I'm lacking her in days and restless nights.
She ask why love is so tough ?
We often get stucked with incomplete stuff.
Why the wait is so long ,
for someone who belongs to us.
Can't we hold each other hands
and vibe on a song .
Let's go your home ,
sitting along the window seat of cool bus .
©avi_inks7 0 1yashi03 9w
Miss Myself
I remember how I was
Like girls, my favourite color was pink
Like everyone else
But I changed and you were the cause
I loved to teach people
Like most girls I wanted to be a teacher
Just wanted some care
But I didn't get, I became abominable
What happened ? You taught me
Never to trust, to expect even from close
Yes, I saw everything from you
I was a fool as "he's first hero" I agree
You were the one teach me not to love
I took your teaching and here I am
I HATE you unconditionally
As you thought thought you're most above
I'll make you regret your every action
I'll make you cry the triple you did to me
You never know who's in front ? Devil !!
Seeing you crying guilt I'll get satisfaction
Still I'll never forget and forgive you
You made my most precious time hell
I'll give you everything but nothing
I'll make you existence hell, my hate is accrue...
©yashi039 0On those restlessness nights
When I'm wide awake
Shower on me like the rain
That quenches the thirst
Of a lost traveller
For he has walked miles
In search of his destination
Came a long way
From where he started
Still wandering
Through meadows and deserts
Still roaming on barren lands
That once bloomed with life
Where am I supposed to be?
In the end will the world engulf me?
If it does bring me down in flames
Shower on me like the falling rain
©re_han8 0I built a friend ....
I built a friend
from pieces of crazy context
From that desk corners
from that non innovative smiles
I built a friend
Who's crazy when it means
Who levitates herself when everyone leans
She is there
When you feel disconnected from each
She's the comfort of no reach.
I built a friend
Who was lost in friendship love.
Who cuddles the graph of time and believe
Who was deep in each potential
Who cares , either you stay or you leave .
©avi_inks9 0Two in the morning
And I lay awake in my bed
I want to sleep
But I can't
I've lost my peace
Conusmed by chaos
A heart so fragile
That aches to beat
A mind so soft
That struggles to heal
The bloodstains of heartaches
As red as hell fire
The scars of the past
Stain life's canvas
With agony and restlessness
Maybe I'll live through the night as it changes
To see the dawn
That brings new hope.
But I'll always regret
Letting you put me through this suffering
I'll always regret loving you51 2 6Weak
I'm so weak
Roaming around the cities
Without caring about the week
Trying to be strong
Failing every night
Me myself prooving wrong
Tears in eyes every night
Promising everytime I'll not cry again
But letting my bed holding me tight
Waking up every morning
Making myself ready to face the world
My heart giving warning
Making everyone happy
Smiling as if nothing ever happened
At night my heart all crappy
Loosing all of myself
Not possible to forget what they did
Will I be free from the shelf .... ?
©yashi038 0 1Try try
Try try but never cry ,
Just make it count and earn some pound,to make yourself feel proud.
Just make sure your share a pound who gives
You a blessing aloud. ✌
©beingpoeticsneha23 9 3- _myogenic_heart_
- beingpoeticsneha @_myogenic_heart_ thank you.
- daniyaaaaaal Great
- beingpoeticsneha @daniyaaaaaal ☺️✌
All these songs
And all these poems
They remind me of you
But how long will I keep holding on
To the ghosts of my past
Shed a tear for you
Never did I before; for anyone
Begged you to stay
Never did I bow; to anyone
For my fear of losing you was greater
Than the suffering my heart beared at your hands
Thought I couldn't be defeated
And yet love did
Died at my lover's hand, alas!
As i pleaded for mercy
But she had no empathy
Dropped the sword that impaled my heart
Shed a tear for you
Never did I before,
But still you walked away not valuing that love
For destiny had it for me to die
At the hands of the people I thought I loved.
©re_han6 0re_han 19w
//Memories//
Every night, I think about you
I think about us
I think about what we used to be
Sometimes in the middle of the night,
I wake up, only to realise you're no longer mine
Your thoughts are an inescapable labyrinth
I know they will drown me one day
The more I think about you, the more I will break own my heart everyday
So I would put all these memories in a box
Lock them up, put them in the attic
Trying to forget, hoping never to find them
And after years have passed,
I would wander into the attic
Only to stumble upon that box and
All those memories would come rushing back
I would love to live them again in my head, recalling and cherishing that beautiful time
But I am afraid to go through the pain that end will inflict upon me
And I would know the cost of loving and losing
Because moments become memories
When people from your present become your past.
©re_han7 2 1blossommist 33w
Cherish
The woman in the mirror laughed
Standing there she mocked
Calling out my sham
She knows, damn
The cover was blown
Seems she has long known
I was pretty good
Laughing all I could
Pretences so nicely kept
Many a times quiet heartfelt
I felt crappy inside
As failures set me aside
But everytime I faked smile
That fake became me after a while
Couldn't spot the difference
Such was my arrogance
Guess a cry is nice as well
Will give the aching heart a swell
I figure, now the fake must perish
For woman in me to cherish
©blossommistPhoto By Robert Bahn on Unsplash6 0abmaria 37w
Sometimes
Sometimes my eyes looks watery
Sometimes my face looks pale
Sometimes I sit lonely
Sometimes I doesn't speak too much
Sometimes my mood swings
But didn't know the reason why it's like this
Finally one day I got an answer
Yes! It might be I'm lost in my thoughts
My heart, My soul and My brain need to
Be in a connection with
What I want and what I need..
©abmariaPhoto By Martin Brechtl on Unsplash10 0heavenly_broadcast 38w
Happy New Month Everyone!
Remember, this shall be a September to Remember as you experience the tender mercies of the Lord in the midst of that crisis or tear filled situation.
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tep into His Grace
xperiencing His faithfulness
ush beyond your flaws
aking up His Faithful Word
nter into His courts
ade for you, to behold His Love
eaming Ever with joy,
ncapsulated in His Graciousness
edeemed by His enthralling kindness
©heavenly_broadcast4 0blossommist 40w
Don't cry, when I die,
Do smile, please do try
Just come by my grave
To see you once, I crave
How do you ask, I say
When we met last, same way
Please bring your smile
To soothe my ache a while
Simply drowned in your love
Free, unbound just think of
It's that I wish to carry with me
My little forever meant to be
©blossommistPhoto By Georgia de Lotz on Unsplash33 3 7-
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mahi_patel 47w
Deal...?
Let's do every little thing we can...
Except falling in love.
Deal?
Let's stay awake till 4 ame and
Blabber about random things,
But not fall in love.
Let's go for long walks with no destination,
But not fall in love.
Let's sing our favorite songs and
pretend to have our own live concert,
But not fall in love.
Let's prepare maggie as we prepared at your home and eat
Like we haven't eat in a long time,
But not fall in love.
Let's hold each other's hands and
let our fingers play with each other,
But not fall in love.
Let's do every little things we dream of
Inspired by all the books and movies,
But not fall in love.
Because I had heard that
Love ruins everything.
So let's do everything we can...
Except falling in love.
©mahi_patel3 0 2blossommist 47w
Na tum kuch bole
Na maine kuch kaha
Is tarah dekhte dekhte
Na jaane kitne saal chale
Ik Tamashe si chal rahi hai
Lamhon me zindagi pal rahi hai
Khwab aur haqeeqat ke beech
Kuch aur armaan pale
Tum ab bhi muskurate ho
Mai bhi dil ko manati hun
Ki Kal jab subah hogi
Hum phir yun hi saath chale
©blossommist