Miraquill
Disappear...
I asked the sky to swallow me inside
But he refused to do so
So I asked the river to help me flow along
She said I weighed too much
And i better walk away lest I'd drown
Then l I asked the wind to carry me with her
She paused fr a while
And gave me a gruesome look
"How can I carry you if you already carry so much guilt on your chest?"
Disheartened and grieved ,
I requested the earth to bury me inside her
She too denied , for I would hv to turn to dust to be one with her
and that
she can't take me alive.
Then I pleaded the fire to burn me to ashes
For I have none to grant me salvation
Those flames of purity tried to grab me
But they couldnt.
Disappointed and exhausted
I asked them all together
To help me liberate through my misery
They wondered why would I ask so
For I was young
And brave
But Then asked me to wait,
Conspiring against my wishes
Soon after
The sky gave me a pair of wings to fly
To wander alone up and high ,to find my destiny
The water showered me with her power
The beauty Of lightness and consistency
To be persistent and ever flowing in this journey of mine
The wind asked me to flow along
but With no strings attached
Worthy of my every deed,
And Soar High Always
as light as a feather
The earth then nurtured me
with her buds of faith
and fruits of patience and temperance
The fire advised me
Not to chase her but the darkness in me
To tame my own demons
and play with my own fire,
Fiercely and delicately
For it's the only thing
that will keep me alive
and set me free.
©juhiyverma_
#notyetdead
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juhiyverma_ 18w
Read MoreDisappear...
I asked the sky to swallow me inside
But he refused to do so
So I asked the river to help me flow along
She said I weighed too much
And i better walk away lest I'd drown
Then l I asked the wind to carry me with her
She paused fr a while
And gave me a gruesome look
"How can I carry you if you already carry so much guilt on your chest?"
Disheartened and grieved ,
I requested the earth to bury me inside her
She too denied , for I would hv to turn to dust to be one with her
and that
she can't take me alive.
Then I pleaded the fire to burn me to ashes
For I have none to grant me salvation
Those flames of purity tried to grab me
But they couldnt.
Disappointed and exhausted
I asked them all together
To help me liberate through my misery
They wondered why would I ask so
For I was young
And brave
But Then asked me to wait,
Conspiring against my wishes
Soon after
The sky gave me a pair of wings to fly
To wander alone up and high ,to find my destiny
The water showered me with her power
The beauty Of lightness and consistency
To be persistent and ever flowing in this journey of mine
The wind asked me to flow along
but With no strings attached
Worthy of my every deed,
And Soar High Always
as light as a feather
The earth then nurtured me
with her buds of faith
and fruits of patience and temperance
The fire advised me
Not to chase her but the darkness in me
To tame my own demons
and play with my own fire,
Fiercely and delicately
For it's the only thing
that will keep me alive
and set me free.
©juhiyverma_
#life#love#survival#existence#catharsis #free#freedom#liberation#misery#disappear#doubt#belief#hope#alive#justalive#nature#fire#earth#water#sky#air#notyetdead5 0
Read MoreI don't remember when it all started.
When did I start feeling this cold.
As if the blood flowing through my veins suddenly coagulated , closing all possible routes of oxygen to my grey cells.
I felt an excruciating pain that couldn't be controlled even by opiates. I was gasping for some fresh air but was unable to breathe.
My heart ached and I skipped a few beats.
That abrupt stop in my thoughts left me blacked out for a second or two, but then
I was in pure ecstasy.
I was traveling to some unknown world , leaving behind these petty human things.
I was soaring high in the infinite realm , devoid of gravity to pull me back to this hell.
I was living a dream and didn't want to leave that place.
No longer did it take me to realize
my soul was in absolute peace.
Finally I was dead.
©juhiyverma_
#life #thoughts #diary
#mirakee#soulwriter#justthoughts#notyetdead#deathispeace#peace#darkthoughts#diaryentry#iwishPeace.
I don't remember when it all started.
When did I start feeling this cold.
As if the blood flowing through my veins suddenly coagulated , closing all possible routes of oxygen to my grey cells.
I felt an excruciating pain that couldn't be controlled even by opiates.I was gasping for some fresh air but was unable to breathe.
My heart ached and I skipped a few beats.
That abrupt stop in my thoughts left me blacked out for a second or two, but then
I was in pure ecstasy. I was traveling to some unknown world , leaving behind these petty human things. I was soaring high in the infinite realm , devoid of gravity to pull me back to this hell.
I was living a dream and didn't want to leave that place.No longer did it take me to realize
my soul was in absolute peace.
Finally I was dead.