#notyetdead

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  • juhiyverma_ 18w

    Disappear...

    I asked the sky to swallow me inside
    But he refused to do so
    So I asked the river to help me flow along
    She said I weighed too much
    And i better walk away lest I'd drown
    Then l I asked the wind to carry me with her
    She paused fr a while
    And gave me a gruesome look
    "How can I carry you if you already carry so much guilt on your chest?"
    Disheartened and grieved ,
    I requested the earth to bury me inside her
    She too denied , for I would hv to turn to dust to be one with her
    and that
    she can't take me alive.
    Then I pleaded the fire to burn me to ashes
    For I have none to grant me salvation
    Those flames of purity tried to grab me
    But they couldnt.
    Disappointed and exhausted
    I asked them all together
    To help me liberate through my misery
    They wondered why would I ask so
    For I was young
    And brave
    But Then asked me to wait,
    Conspiring against my wishes
    Soon after
    The sky gave me a pair of wings to fly
    To wander alone up and high ,to find my destiny
    The water showered me with her power
    The beauty Of lightness and consistency
    To be persistent and ever flowing in this journey of mine
    The wind asked me to flow along
    but With no strings attached
    Worthy of my every deed,
    And Soar High Always
    as light as a feather
    The earth then nurtured me
    with her buds of faith
    and fruits of patience and temperance
    The fire advised me
    Not to chase her but the darkness in me
    To tame my own demons
    and play with my own fire,
    Fiercely and delicately
    For it's the only thing
    that will keep me alive
    and set me free.

    ©juhiyverma_



    #life#love#survival#existence#catharsis #free#freedom#liberation#misery#disappear#doubt#belief#hope#alive#justalive#nature#fire#earth#water#sky#air#notyetdead

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    Disappear...

    I asked the sky to swallow me inside
    But he refused to do so
    So I asked the river to help me flow along
    She said I weighed too much
    And i better walk away lest I'd drown
    Then l I asked the wind to carry me with her
    She paused fr a while
    And gave me a gruesome look
    "How can I carry you if you already carry so much guilt on your chest?"
    Disheartened and grieved ,
    I requested the earth to bury me inside her
    She too denied , for I would hv to turn to dust to be one with her
    and that
    she can't take me alive.
    Then I pleaded the fire to burn me to ashes
    For I have none to grant me salvation
    Those flames of purity tried to grab me
    But they couldnt.
    Disappointed and exhausted
    I asked them all together
    To help me liberate through my misery
    They wondered why would I ask so
    For I was young
    And brave
    But Then asked me to wait,
    Conspiring against my wishes
    Soon after
    The sky gave me a pair of wings to fly
    To wander alone up and high ,to find my destiny
    The water showered me with her power
    The beauty Of lightness and consistency
    To be persistent and ever flowing in this journey of mine
    The wind asked me to flow along
    but With no strings attached
    Worthy of my every deed,
    And Soar High Always
    as light as a feather
    The earth then nurtured me
    with her buds of faith
    and fruits of patience and temperance
    The fire advised me
    Not to chase her but the darkness in me
    To tame my own demons
    and play with my own fire,
    Fiercely and delicately
    For it's the only thing
    that will keep me alive
    and set me free.

    ©juhiyverma_

  • juhiyverma_ 110w

    I don't remember when it all started.
    When did I start feeling this cold.
    As if the blood flowing through my veins suddenly coagulated , closing all possible routes of oxygen to my grey cells.
    I felt an excruciating pain that couldn't be controlled even by opiates. I was gasping for some fresh air but was unable to breathe.
    My heart ached and I skipped a few beats.
    That abrupt stop in my thoughts left me blacked out for a second or two, but then
    I was in pure ecstasy.
    I was traveling to some unknown world , leaving behind these petty human things.
    I was soaring high in the infinite realm , devoid of gravity to pull me back to this hell.
    I was living a dream and didn't want to leave that place.
    No longer did it take me to realize
    my soul was in absolute peace.
    Finally I was dead.

    ©juhiyverma_

    #life #thoughts #diary
    #mirakee#soulwriter#justthoughts#notyetdead#deathispeace#peace#darkthoughts#diaryentry#iwish

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    Peace.

    I don't remember when it all started.
    When did I start feeling this cold.
    As if the blood flowing through my veins suddenly coagulated , closing all possible routes of oxygen to my grey cells.
    I felt an excruciating pain that couldn't be controlled even by opiates.I was gasping for some fresh air but was unable to breathe.
    My heart ached and I skipped a few beats.
    That abrupt stop in my thoughts left me blacked out for a second or two, but then
    I was in pure ecstasy. I was traveling to some unknown world , leaving behind these petty human things. I was soaring high in the infinite realm , devoid of gravity to pull me back to this hell.
    I was living a dream and didn't want to leave that place.No longer did it take me to realize
    my soul was in absolute peace.
    Finally I was dead.

  • juhiyverma_ 140w

    If not
    my hands,
    Will yours
    reach out
    for mine??

    ~ hands
    ©juhiyverma_

    #life#love#lord#god#hands#question#random#lost #notyetdead#stillbreathing#mirakee

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    O'Lord!

    If not
    my hands,
    Will yours
    reach out
    for mine??

    ~ hands
    ©juhiyverma_