The lover from the other street who has one day took off the road, unaware that the exit is exactly your address I searched a lot over my google map from the past days where I missed you but didn't show up or cried. I felt it and this subtly emanated through the words written over my English vocabulary notebook or my mixed playlist of songs might seem too dark However they are the light to my blank space.
Your rubber band is in my wallet. One day mother asked who this belongs to I said to you but lied that I would return. I won't you know that somewhere in your heart. Do you too have a dream personified as me in your heart as I have you wholly in my heart?
Not necessarily as love but as a feeling you would love to partake once ( Just the love part cause I have dealt with the grief). I am saying you unless I am myself, I am nothing. So meet me only when it's possible otherwise the possibility of yearning turning to an urge won't take too much time to wreck the world I have built with your memories collected every hour passing within the clock hanging over the wall.
I am stuck in between the paths one taking me to the street with starlight scenic while the other to the outskirts of the city where dark space seems more serene to the operated heart ( no stitches or wound just ironically, trying to cut down the veins and portraying myself with the madness for love).
Is it me or have you too gone through this? So many questions to answer but none to discern the real query of ours?
dil-e-nadaan tuje huya kya he Akhir is dard kii Dawa kya he jaan tum par nisaar karthaan hoon - Ayushmaan Khurana
Own skin source of insecurity, Burns daily, Evolution one two many, Still light years from comfortability,
Pride soars high, First aboard the train to sky, Humility boards it last, To and fro it's journey regular, Pride's class stratocumulus, Humility stuck with cumulonimbus, Getting dirty a daily chore, As people sigh with relief, Blessed with the aroma of petrichor,
Perfection personified, Ready to replace moon, Dazzling due to the light of others, Shadow shows your scars, At least sun tries to hide the Moon's,
Chaos, hidden desire, Peace, the ideal answer, Tragedy, people detest, Sob story, many buyers, Fantasy novels, escape, Real news, no viewers, Propaganda bullshit, cult followers, Underdog tale, many champions, Tale turns reality, critic choice, Actors, idols Writers, who, Politicians, god, People, who, Scientists, architect of your surrounding, Society, huge credits due...
Hypocrisy, foundation of any civilization, Lies, roots of any culture, Norm, agreed upon values of some losers, Principle, manipulative tactic for the conscience Heroes, shown society the mirror, Villains, shown society the mirror, Road same, turn different....
tnr1046That's whats good good... tell me something out of this world and impossibly easy and unbeliable but yet undeniable feeling better than never and knowing that I-N-U-IT.... sincere & sincerely beings forgiven by our own under-standing conseeing inside-out coexisting within the confinise of your own refinds to refine & define by deminding not reminding but overcoming inexistingly within our own pair-ables!!!
I gulped the night Chewed your fragrance Though i was a dandelion Blowed others wishes Freely towards fulfilling Yet they burned down my fluffy feathers from their gaslightening And lighters
People intentionally damage When you are too friendly to care because don't have boundaries misuse silence when they know She don't have courage to say no and make you culprit & sneak
About whatever bad happens Whether victim is also me But also criminal to not protect My soul sighs and yearnings Which is foolishness to not stop Them doing so when did that first time Reason,think getting another chance Is very easy from stupid her Practice calendestine stabbing in multiplications Yet not stop until you will not kick out Them from life by own Though make excuses, whitewash everything to stick
Yes,i was stupid! Give you all space in my orbs Should have barricated myself Like a novel within the electric wirings Left you peeking from the cage holes In the helpless state,without touching it! #novelc
kanwalkhanHey I'm a Urdu Writer, so how can i publish my poetry in Urdu?
yuktibhatiaaaHi, I really liked your way of writing and would love to have u as the co-author of my upcoming anthology 'The Broken wings'. If interested do connect with me at @yuktibhatiaaa on insta. You will charged a minimal amount for it.