Miraquill
HIDING
Sometimes..
we become so good...
in HIDING the feelings ....
That.....
It goes from acting to a HABIT......
©prelude
#openup
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Travel
Sun and beach what i can see but then i wake with rain and wind. Stuck i am in my land for 3 years i see the same.
Want to travel again.
©izzenorway10 0
Well some people have this tendency to open up fast with another person, when their acts, thoughts, ideologies match. I also developed this same quality recently. Tried to open up with people, understand their opinions, views and helped them out at some instances. But the problem is that wether you try to be good at your part, but you dont know when other person can turn around. While you are overbuderned, or over irritated or over enthusiast you tend to overshare things. And meanwhile you forget to understand person. Well I learned this that opening up fast is not good.
Happy realisation lol.
©Hardeep10 0
steffy2110
30w
Anchor
You amaze me everytime
Nothing deters you,
not my sinusoidal, not my turbulence, not my stagnance
Like a lifeguard, I know you'll be there to catch when water fills my lungs
How can I not reach out your extended arms, running into those inviting blanket shield
But sometimes it's just hard to seek
I want to lay staring off the ceiling
Waiting for sleep to sweep off my feet
Wishing the cogs to just slow down a mile
Give me breather, damn it!
is what my un-screamed scream sounds like
Even though I know should get hold of you, when it gets hard
Sometimes I want to feel it,
stay under waters to absorb the sullenness, and stare into the devil's eyes, daring through my shaking body.
Your thoughtful watch understands my need for pause
Your patience amazes me
Makes me tear with a mix of emotions to see you still behind me
I don't dread the abandonment as much as I used to
But sometimes takes in an unwarranted residence when sink in too deep
Your bunny eyes pulls me through that swamp
Demons are still on the hunt
but I won't let it weaken me
I won't let it overpower my vision
Sometimes I think what you think of
Sometimes I wonder would you ever regret one day
Or feel obligated to stay
Or be just done with
I want you to be true as you always are, I want to see you grow even if it means without me
You hold a special place in here
If ever comes a day like that,
I don't know, I don't want to imagine, but still the devil whispers finds its way anyway
I don't know what holds ahead, neither do I want to know nor do I want to plan,
I just want you to know, you have rented a part of me and nothing can vacate it not even the physical void,
I wish all the good upon you, always, but know that your name will be forever etched in the deepest cells,
and I will always have that like a charm, because you're my anchor!
©steffy21106 0
adalin_works
52w
Why...?
Why make fun,
Why make cry,
What makes you think better,
What makes you think great;
You won't understand!!!!
Why make feel dumb.
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adalin_works
52w
Open your...
Open your eyes,
Open your ears,
Open the word of opportunities,
Open the world of challenges;
I know it's scary but,
Open your heart to them
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dasu24
52w
Born in the depths of the ocean,
Deep is my nature.
Not often can people reach me,
For they cannot fathom the depth.
Those few who do, are the ones who are intrigued.
It took me a while to come out of my cocoon,
But the darkness of the underwater gave me an appreciation for the light I was met with when I emerged,
A beautiful expanse with the horizon in sight.
Now I tread with baby steps towards it.
©dasu246 0
natkhatiwrites
54w
चुप्पी
कोमल हाथों पर,
ज़ुल्म की छाप है।
कल रात की दास्तां
हो रही बयां है।
महान बनने का नाटक,
वो सरेआम करता है।
अकेले में रोज़ वो,
मारकुटाई करता है।
कब तक इस राज़ को,
अपने अंदर छुपाएगी।
उस दरिंदे को कब तक,
अपना पति बुलाएगी।
रात ज़रूर छंटती है,
भोर कहां टलती है।
उसके काले कारनामे भी,
साफ़ दिखाई दे जायेंगे।
अपनी चुप्पी तोड़ दे,
हर राज़ से पर्दा खोल दे।
लौटेगी फिर से बाहर,
तू पल-पल मरना छोड़ दे।
तू एक कदम बढ़ा,
उसके पैर कांप जाएंगे।
तुझेपे उठनेवाले हाथ,
धड़ से ही कट जाएंगे।
डर को अपने त्याग दे,
शक्ति का दामन थाम ले।
पहचान अपनी ताकत को,
खुदको अब थोड़ा प्यार दे।
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touch_souls
68w
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72w
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Open up they say,
You won't regret it one day.
Well I opened up and look where it got me,
A bunch of let downs,
people just clowning around,
With the way I feel,
They don't think it's a big deal,
That I create every meal.
Every decision made has me to thank for,
I brainstorm the problems out,
So there is no room for doubt.
They sit and relax and smoke all day,
But I'm the one who has to pay,
I pay attention to everything each and everyday.
Who is the responsible one?
The one with their head in the clouds wishing they could be anywhere else.
Or the one with their feet on the ground holding it together and being desperate with nothing else to give.
And now I'm the one questioning how I should live?
I make the finally decision to be alone.
I pushed you out because I wanted a home.
To grow and achieve,
You made me believe,
That you were for me,
But now you must leave,
You disappointed me.
I found my strength, and rose up,
I found my safe place, it's here, its me,
Next time i know to only rely on me.
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touch_souls
97w
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the_venting_poet
97w
You said I was too talkative
That I'm too loud
That I should learn
The art of silence.
Now don't complain
That I don't share anything
That I don't speak my mind
That I don't open up.
You forced me shut when I was trying
To bare myself,
Now don't expect me to welcome
You with open arms
And pour my heart
Into the abyss
Where I lost myself
Many times before.
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touch_souls
99w
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#mirakee #writersnetwork #quotes #quote #writersofinstagram #stories #ttt #quoteoftheday #writersofig #writersofmirakee #wordporn #writing #writerscommunity #instagram.I wish one day, gravity pulls down your ego to earth.
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touch_souls
102w
Read MoreMy 8 golden rules for a peaceful life.
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1. Don't worry about life. Life isn't short if lived without having regrets.
2. Remember you're not the only person happy or sad on this planet.
3. Accept your failures & work on them.
4. Never sabotage yourself on how others judge you. They're not YOU.
5. Be the owner of your life.
6. Never say Yes if you're not sure about something.
7. Learn to say No to situations you're uncomfortable in.
8. Be thankful for getting a chance to see a new morning everyday.8 4
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_im_anny
107w
Life
were we born to die,
were we born to live
are we living to die,
or are we dying to live
the nametag with my name on it,
is that my life?
or is it death
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headspace_rohit
107w
Read MoreHello everyone, this is my first post and I have no clue that there exists someone who could relate to it.
I am writing because I feel there is a certain significance to open up, also being an introvert I kinda struggle doing so.
But life is all about taking a leap of faith and being ignorant to the small anxious person inside.
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#openupFragile
I wish I knew what is it to be the strong sometimes
to take a leap of faith
every time I try to emerge my heart reminds me of previous mistakes
Things people do belongs to the pool of uncertainty,
This fragile heart is mine and only my responsibility
There sits a small anxious person inside,
who pulls my legs and makes me abide.
Sometimes I want to believe that good things might happen let it be a fresh start,
but do you remember the last time you were torn apart?
To let go and keep hopes is what people would say,
why is it only the bad memories that stay
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high_on_rhyming
109w
sometimes we openup to someone thinking that they are "our" but they judge us.
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FORGOT
It was a very long day. Neil was walking back home today. With each step that he took, memories from last week till today started rolling in his mind, as if with each step he took, each locked door of exhausting memories opened.
It were not memories, it were the mixture of worries and thoughts uncontrollable. The whole month was exhausting. After he quit his job for his new startup, things became difficult. He knew it would be difficult and so he did make a perfect plan but it had many loopholes which he could not expect and when the loopholes appeared, he was under the water.
He was walking for few minutes and realized he had taken a wrong turn. He looked around, it was dark. The moon was shining brightly in the sky. There were no clouds, so millions of starts as dots in the sky smiled at him. It was soothing but not for him.
The park up head was empty as it was past nine.
Only two street lights worked, so there was minimum light coming into the park.
He stepped inside the park and made his way towards the swings. He sat there for a few moments before he realized that someone was sitting on the swing next to his. He was so shocked that his heart skipped a beat. He started to get up but realized he couldn't. He put his strength but soon realized it was vain. Something was pulling him. He tried but gave in after few more afforts to get up from the swing.So he turned to the left side towards the other swing and saw a boy in his teen sitting there who was looking up at him with a curiousity.
'Hey!' Said the boy with enthusiam.
Hearing the enthusiams in his voice eased Neil a little bit.
'You seem a little tired.' said the boy again.
He was shocked to hear the concern from a boy who was half his age and was a stranger to him but still he replied.
' No, I am fine. Just a busy day.' He said.
They did not speak for a while and heard the wind passing by. In a distance, they could hear the sound from the vehicles and the commotion on the cross section.
' So what are you doing here? You have not been here for a very long time?' Asked that boy.
' Do you know me?' Neil asked while looking around recognizing the place.
It was the neighbourhood where he spent his childhood. His mind flooded with all the fun and happy moments with his friends that he had there. The innocence, those laughter and smiles, brought a mixture of feelings in his heart. Feelings of pain and longingness and happiness that he had forgotten.
'Yes, it has been twenty years since I came here. Everthing is changed, though I cannot see anything in the dark.' He said to the kid.
The kid chuckled, ' No, nothing has changed. I think its you who has changed. Yes some more houses and buildings were made in the locality but other than that everything is the same.'
Again he was shocked to hear such thoughts from the boy. The boy was speaking to him as if he knew him very well.
He wanted to reply to him but he couldn't.
' Its almost over nine, don't you have to go home. Your mom would be worried sick, child. I think you should go home.' He said to the child looking at his watch and wanted the boy to go away because he was saying those things which made him at ease but at the same time pricked him. He did not like the feeling.
" Its okay. I did my homework and had my dinner and I have told my mother where I am. I live there." said the boy pointing out to the house far east from the park but still in the view.
In the dim light, Neil could see the blue gate of the house.
For few moments they sat there in silence before the boy spoke again.
" You know I had a tough day at school today.' And so the boy started the story not stopping for a even moment.
Neil stared at him in the dark, listening patiently to his story, smiling at the innocency and laughing at the right moment. The boy didn't stop for almost ten minutes but Neil didn't stop him too beacuse being with the child, sorrounded him with a familiar warmth that he had forgotten a long time ago.
Then he remembered, how talkitive and sharing he was like the boy at that age. Those times were different. He was different.
Even in college, he used to have a lot of fun. Bunking the classes with friends, clubbing on saturdays, playing movies and video games on sundays, studying and covering the syllabus for the exam one day before. Those times were so different. He had friends to share his feelings with and family to strengthen him.
But as time went on he forgot to share and became a close man not even opening himself to his loved ones. Experience and maturity had made him like that.
When he was thinking all this, his phone rung. It was his wife. He told her not to worry and that he would be home soon. But before ending the call, he said to her " Hey, I know its late but can you make my favourite dish. I want to share something with you." With that he ended his call.
His wife was very supporting and if not for her, he wouldn't have reached this far. They communicated very less but her silent support always strengthened him. But it was time to end his as well as her suffering by removing some of the worries from his shoulders and sharing it with his loving wife.
With that purpose in his mind, he got up forgetting all about the pull.
"Hey kid, thank you so much. You may not know but today you inspired me, little buddy. Truely it was nice to meet you. When I am not busy I will come and visit you again. But its getting late so I will get going. Have a good night buddy." He scuffled the boys hair and made his way out of the park.
The boy stood, and watched the man crossing the road and thought to himself, pitying himself on turning like that. Unsharing, confused man.
He shook his head, sighed and disappered in the thin air.
