Miraquill
Yeah it was easy to move on....but unfortunately I died while moving through...
I never had a regret of my decisions no matter good or bad they went but this is the first time
You made me regret for falling in love with you
It left me shattered
I am alive but I am no more alive
I smile but no matter how hard I try I can't be happy
It's like I am walking but I don't feel that ground anyless
I might talk to few people but I just cannot trust anyone anymore
Yes I might get full stomach everytime I eat but still I am always hungry
Yes I am breathing but I am dead from inside
I got fucking hurt but I didn't even made a sound of it
I am killing myself from inside everyday
You wanna know how bad it went for me ....
I craved for you but now I don't want you...
This insane anxiety is like a parasite inside of me growing every second I can't even sleep for an hour now without a thought spinning in my head about you...
I cannot make decisions anymore because everytime I think about something it gets overwhelmed with your thought...
Yeah it was easy to move on....but unfortunately I died while moving through...
Now it's not just my brain that reacts to your thoughts but also my body that every inch of it aches with an essence of your absence...
I am not aware of what I am anymore or what will be the leading consequences of all these sublime reactions been charged up....
Because a part of you will never leave me alone....Can also be the reason for why I can't let you go off me...
Just so can't deny that your presence was my Pride....
©stellaire_mystique
#parasite
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Exsanguinate
I feel everything yet nothing all at once. I am faceless/graceless. I am the spiderweb that grows unnoticed in the corner of your room. I am a parasite in your brain and I WILL kill you. I live off of your hate and love what you loathe. I've invested years in your fears and I sink my hands into every tender spot. Kneeding the knots digging our plots. My soil is useless an emotionless dustbowl/ but I can see you enjoy rolling in it. I fancy kissing you in an authentic way. I contemplate freeing you so I can free me. We can then be two anemic garden gnomes in this weary desolate landscape/ evenly draining the blood out of an opposum on some unexspecting couples porch.
©syncope4 0
The parasite persists
What meaning has my life?
What power?
What significance?
What value, if any at all?
What vain contentment
allows me to draw breath
and give nothing back?
What have I been
but a leech,
sucking at the teat of
the 21st century.
©tokingbetweenthelines9 0
slylemuse
56w
Read More#hairsonfire #slywiththeeye #eyespysly #viforet #slylemuse #slyxyla #slyfox #slipperysalamandersly #delaforet #forest #poetry #poet #poem #journal #write #writer #art #artist #pearl #programmed #exam #selfcare #mentalhealth #racing #ensnare #twirl #whirl #shadows #destroy #childhood #trauma #fostercare #fosterkid #orphan #identity #parasite
Racing, facing the world
I stand up tall to say, I know who I am
I've sat in the shadows becoming a pearl
Your irritant parasite did not destiny me damn!
The hands coming to ensnarl
I slipped and dipped through the exam
Spinning through each story in a whirl
They tried so hard to squeeze me back into the cracks, crammed
Now I'm free, I excitedly twirl
Sorry not sorry I couldn't be programmed
©slylemuse8 1
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conflicted_
73w
Read MoreI live in a shell,
A good shell, which very much can give and gave, the strength and power require to deal with hardship of this life
But what is a shell when the soul fears it's very own insecurities of past lives?
Look in the mirror you don't have a broken shell, it's your image of yourself beneath the shell which you feel broken and to fix that,
you break your shell,Your coping habits;
You put this shell to more pain than it's supposed to endure...
Deep down, unknowingly ;
You become your biggest enemy,
You become your very own parasite,
And this shell which serves as host between you and this world would eventually wither...
In time you'd understand and be thankful for your shell,
In time you'd stop hurting your shell,
In time you'd feel no fear,
In time you'd feel nothing.
.
#Ghostinashell
#shell #ghost #soul #enemy #habits #fear #feels #parasite #hostBut what is a shell
when the soul fears
it's very own insecurities
of past lives?
©conflicted_73 7 9
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anush18
77w
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I dreamt I were born as a human being and now I've woken up and I no longer know If I'm a demon who dreamed he's a person or If I'm a demon who's dreaming it's a person.
©anush18 ( yours deadmeat)
P. S. - @zikra_official_ You inspired me to write this.
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#NovemberInk #anxiety #parasite #dead
Ending #NovemberInk (inspired by diah ��).
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james_taumas
81w
Hate
Venom flows
Steals away emotion
Leaves only one
A poison
Cancerous and debilitating
Weighs down the heart
Fills it with dark
Cannot think
Everything conspiracy tinged
Rip away the parasite
Love dawns.
©james_taumas113 3 19
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lockhart_red
101w
Parasite
Do not be a parasite,
Having a host body
To rely upon, to live and grow on
Have your own sense and body
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thebhavnasaxena
102w
Good things
They told me, all good things must
Come to an end, but nobody told me why
So I never stopped putting extra sugar in
My milkshakes, running away from demons
Because they scared me, I never stopped Borrowing light from others when dark clouds Overshadowed me, because childhood was
The best thing I knew and I was unable
To let it go.
All good things must come to an end
'Cause if they don't, they grow upon you,
Till they cross the line into being a parasite,
Till they hollow you out from the inside,
So let the good things go, say your goodbyes,
If you don't, how far do you think you could
Walk with your feet rooted in the past,
Send it away to rest in memory, the
Thing that you loved once, for madness
Is the fate of those that keep their ghosts,
Or else they must kill that which they loved
In a bid to survive.
©thebhavnasaxena11 0
conflicted_
105w
Read MoreTell me how does it feel when you are born as a daughter when they do not want a daughter?
#daughter #trapped #hell #parents #abortion #girlchild #feels #desires #wants #expectations #toxic #symbiosis #parasiteTo be trapped with a bunch of malicious symbiotic leeches who would only remind I am their daughter when I achieve something good
©_a_saint_somewhere_7 0
Pain🔥
As soon as you celebrate that it's gone, it returns back to you.
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grantcreates
110w
Parasitic
Feed. Feed. Feed.
My head itches more each day.
Feed. Feed. Feed.
The pain won't go away.
Bite. Gnash. Wear.
I can feel you on my skin.
Suck. Drain. Tear.
I Will heal and try again.
©grantcreates9 1
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sacreddreams
111w
Plan
You know what kind of plan never fails? No plan. No plan at all. You know why? Because life cannot be planned. Look around you. Did you think these people made a plan to sleep in the sports hall with you? But here we are now, sleeping together on the floor. So, there's no need for a plan. You can't go wrong with no plans. We don't need to make a plan for anything. It doesn't matter what will happen next. Even if the country gets destroyed or sold out, nobody cares. Got it?28 0
unearthly_fool
112w
Parasite
Insecurity waits to find you
On a dark, vulnerable night
Plotting to pounce on you
Like a disloyal parasite
It will attack your existence
Till you bleed all over
You'll build walls of distance
Or just run for cover.
And when you're stranded in the thunder
You'll miserably want to hope again
But all you see is the stained mirror
Echoing back your tainted reflection
Why isn't it so bright anymore?
Did the haters dim your spark?
By mocking your unfortunate constants
Or has abandonment left a permanent mark
Made you feel lost and unimportant?
But you see, insecurity feels at home with instability
Cause none of the nice things come with guarantee
Love and riches, fame and wishes
Will come and go as they please
But why do we let worldly woes
Have power over our well being?
We might never be enough for others
But we're still souls gleaming in innocence
Capable of fulfilling our divine purpose
Without having to seek our worthiness.
So let us truly love ourselves
In the best ways that we can
There's peace in acceptance
Of all our glitches and flaws.
We'll end the cycle of self-hate
Even when the going gets tough
And we shall never be the unloved victims of guilt
Once we believe our love will be fulfilling enough.
©unearthly_fool120 4 7
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poeticfarmer
112w
Boredom
Boredom
Sad, deprived louse
Flaunts itself in my brain
And causes my mental spring or
Breakdown
©poeticfarmer21 0 1
pi_infinite
116w
Read MoreAnger - towards these thoughts, towards the expectations imposed on me, towards myself for being so weak.
#body #parasite #bodyimage #society #expectationsParasite
My body doesn't feel like it's mine
Instead, it feels like a parasite
And I wish I could cut
Some parts off with a knife
Not to hurt myself
But to finally feel
Like the person I am
Who I'm meant to be
Who they want me to be
Who I wish I was
Who I'll never be.
And it turns to aggression
That poisons my thoughts -
How can I ever laugh
If a battle is fought
Every time that I move
And remember my looks
And that I am "too much"
To ever be good?
~p.t.51 5 13
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barkha99
119w
Parasite
The rainbows never spread on my bread
as I swallow stars from my own sky.
Pockets full of graphite,
I am ionized in my own air
leaving traces 400 miles away.
The colors in my palms
changed from blue to red
as they touched your collarbone.
The litmus corrodes
into a rusty water gun,
you fire phosoporic acids.
The whites in me
have been particularly envious
of the greens in you.
My innocence always had a
chubby face but now
the skin falls off
when you pull my cheeks.
You start building trophies.
©barkha9984 2 6
Poor is the host,
While the rich is the parasite.
©sparklingteja19 10 1
- standbyme Yeah,but it happens in the other way round too as shown in the movie.
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- _create_23 Truly..this movie gave me goosebumps!
- sparklingteja Yeah!!! Good movie. Recently I've watched movie called Room. It made me awe. Please do a watch if you can @_create_23
- _create_23 @sparklingteja Sure!
_samkit
119w
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harshita_witty_smart
108w
Love of Parasite
Born a little bud
In the lap of mud
Wrapped in glowing dud
My heart pierced before it spud.
I cuddled him in my arms
Keep safe from any harm
I feed and keep him warm
He is my little charm.
The time flies by
Now he is a handsome guy
For me all the worldly pleasure he can buy
He never let her mother cry.
I grew old and weak
Give him my part of steak
Leave my bones bleak
I am no longer a teak.
On the gloomy day
I lost my way
I can't feed anymore as a prey
On the moist soil I coldly lay.
He cried out loud
Heart pierced to see his mother in shroud
Sky is enveloped by despair thundercloud
Nature plays the monody oud.
The child is bereft
His peace has left
His life no more pumps in breast
Its wrong to call him a pest.
@harshita_witty_smart62 18 10
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- gunjan23 Very beautiful
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dervishwrite
Behit khudsorat legti hoi
Tasveer bankar bahir awo
Aur gufta kar tanha hoi
Is wabal dunaya mai.. -
ra_shree
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It's amazing wonderful very nice superb
Keep writing always. ✍✍✍✍
God bless you always ✍✍✍
Go ahead
Best wishes to you ❤ - harshita_witty_smart Thanks @ra_shree
