Miraquill
Trust and Tears
God! I trust a lot
Reason for the pains within
Drowning in my tears
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2w
Read MoreEverybody is you, you is everybody
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Everybody wants to take their time.
Take their time to do things the way they want to, without taking into account how their fellow man feels.
Everybody wants to make decisions because they feel it is best for them.
Everybody stands on their ground based on the principles they have, nothing can make them move.
However, the moment you decide to do for yourself what everyone is doing for themselves,
You become a bad egg, smelly and rotten.
You become the one person who is inconsiderate and can't tolerate others.
You become the one person who's hardhearted.
It is always alright if it is them, it is never okay if it is you.
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2w
Left Alone
I would like to be left alone
Alone to listen to the beats of my own heart
For I no longer can tell the rhythm of its beat
I've been away from me for so long
I would like to be left alone
Alone here sitting and pondering
Wondering what the morrow will be bringing
I would like to return me home
I would like to be on my own
For all the emotions I've invested has yielded no return
I'm here, but 'all' is gone
I fear, for my power is gone
I will like to be left alone
Alone with the noise of the silence
Feel free to call us best friends
For really, we have been together for a while, and we have grown.
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9w
Reality
Over the past few months and a year, I've lost people I hold dear
I'm still alive, but I must confess it's hard to bear
I'll be lying if I say I don't know why, it's all clear
I'm sure they know too, because they're not here
Is it family members that left without a word?
Or a lover that left with my world?
Is it friends who became formal as we communicated?
Now, it feels like we all never bonded
Life Goes On, they say
Some things are inevitable, try as you may
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11w
Super Human
I'm holding back tears as I write
Nobody believes that I ever shed tears
That sometimes I'm overwhelmed and I give way to tears
I'm no super human
I'm holding back the pain in my thoughts
It hurts deep inside, yet nobody believes I'm in fear
I struggle and pray that I continue, this pain to bear
I'm no super human
I'm holding back tears as I write
But it rolls down my cheeks and then disappears
And then I'm blank like it was never there
I'm no super human
I'm holding back the pain in my thoughts
Well, I'm afraid I'm still in pain and in fear
But I hope and pray that it will soon disappear
I'm no super human
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12w
Changes
They say I've changed
I agree I've changed
I worry less now
I'm happier now
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- missdontknowwhattofeel
- ak_anjali_daydreamzz Good
- penceze @missdontknowwhattofeel ☺️
- penceze @ak_anjali_daydreamzz ☺️
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13w
Clueless
I told myself I would write this morning
Now I'm here, and I'm lost
I'm finding it difficult to even stay calm
Yes, I know what I want to write about
However, the words aren't just coming out
I had a good night's rest, but I woke up restless
It just didn't seem right
The day is gradually turning to night, yet I'm still clueless
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- sidh_ru Same vibes here too bud
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murryben
Damn, feels just about right
Good one ☺️ - penceze @innovative_writer thank you
- penceze @sidh_ru
- ak_anjali_daydreamzz Everything will be okay ❤️
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20w
TWO
Stunning, your gait
Staring at you, I lose track of time
Stunning, your smile
The same a Queen dishes out to her 'King Charming'
I'm right here, behind your gate
Always here to watch you - just in time
Always here to steal glances, although I've walked a mile
I'm sure you know I'm here, stop pretending
We are all thieves, are we not?
Stealing glances, stealing hearts once upon a time
I hope someday we will be caught walking down the aisle
Hand in hand, two of us, showing off all we have been stealing
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20w
Replay
Unfortunately
Last year started off for me
Now, the replay has started
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20w
Problems and Pain
Some say, "a problem shared is half solved"
Others say "a problem shared is a problem solved"
For me, I think it depends on whom the problem was shared with
Imagine sharing, and becoming overwhelmed with regret
I take that sharing gives some kind of internal peace
The kind that comes from having someone to confide in with ease
But then, regret sets in
Especially when they let that information cause a crack in between
Like a boat drifting
They move away like you're some sick thing
It's life, you really don't know who will hold you down
One way you'd find out is when you're really down
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- missdontknowwhattofeel True that
- missdontknowwhattofeel You share your problems looking for a listening ear and later on because of sharing, other problems will arise
- penceze @missdontknowwhattofeel exactly
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23w
Broken
You know how I feel
But you glide by
You see that I've lost the will
Yet, you turned black and dry
How can I go on if I don't heal?
My wings are broken, how can I fly?
Weak I am to climb this hill
All I do is lay here and cry
For this I'm certain there's no pill
I'm certain for I see you walk by
My voice so loud but to no avail
All I do is lay here and sigh
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35w
Action Speaks Louder Than Words
They say "action speaks louder than words".
I do not doubt. However, many also seem to forget that the word "louder" comes after "loud".
In other words, "words" also speak - "loud".
In fact, it is "words" first - written or spoken, before action(s), which makes it "louder".
I'm thinking, is "speaking" or "saying words" not an action too?
What do you think?
Well, this might seem too far, but even the Creator spoke "words" before "action'. In fact, the words made action possible.
So, while we all agree that action speaks louder than words, we should not forget that words also mean a lot first.
You can't be "louder" without first being "loud".
In that vein, I'll prefer to say, "words backed with action, speak louder".
How would you rather say it?
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- k_lair Blown away
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- penceze @k_lair thank you ☺️
- penceze @ak_anjali_daydreamzz ☺️☺️
- penceze @unspokenpen1927 thank you ☺️
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35w
Make Or Fade
Should I take it?
Should I not?
I'm torn between choices
But therein lies blessings
Wait! Not only blessings
It also involves bad consequences
However, it's a choice I must make
Good or bad, one I'm willing to take
Maybe not. For I would not want to break
Not now, not tomorrow, but this risk I must take
Decisions, however difficult, must be made
But I still fear, for I wouldn't want to fade.
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41w
When You Left
I felt my heart swelling in my chest
I found myself regularly forming a fist
Every second my eyes would fill up with tears
All my strength was lost as I found my fears
Till this moment, there's so much I still can't digest
Till this moment, I still can't believe that you left
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42w
Action Speaks Louder Than Words
They say "action speaks louder than words".
I do not doubt. However, many also seem to have forgotten that the word "louder" comes after "loud".
In other words, "words" also speak - "loud".
In fact, it is "words" first - written or spoken, before the action(s), which makes it "louder".
So, I'm thinking, is "speaking" or "saying words" not an action too?
What do you think?
Well, this might seem too far, but even the Creator spoke "words" before "action'. In fact, the words made action possible.
So, while we all agree that action speaks louder than words, we should not forget that words also mean a lot first.
I believe that you can't be "louder" without first being "loud".
In that vein, I'll prefer to say, "words backed with action, speak louder".
How would you rather say it?
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penceze
44w
The End
Endings are not always as peaceful as sunsets.
Most times when it ends, you cry the most when the sun sets.
That is when you truly realise that it has come to an end.
Yes, tomorrow awaits, also does another sunset to remind you of the end.
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44w
My Nights
I'm more lively with every new day that comes
For these days I fear when the night comes
I used to love watching every phase of the sun setting
Now, I am filled with worry when I see the sun setting
I long for the night time, to lay all my worries to sleep
It's no longer so. I am restless all night with little or no sleep
I miss my nights, my most favourite part of the day
These days, I just pray it should pass, so I can start another day.
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45w
The Pain I Feel
My head is so light
I can barely feel my feet
But I feel it all in my chest
So heavy, it swells every minute
So heavy it weighs me down
These thoughts I wear like a crown
You'd hardly see me without a frown
I wear it often like a designer gown
I spend the whole day busy
At night when I should be sleeping, I'm uneasy
The day breaks again, I'm up and about, all fuzzy
I wonder how I get by daily without going crazy
These wounds, how do I conceal?
How long will I keep praying for me to heal?
For I'm tired of the pain I feel
I'm tired of this pain I feel
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