The was a time when you were hopeful And aimed to reach for the stars With unlimited amount of joy And fiddled with laughter Just like a toy
There was a time you had unending smile Packed to brim with positive energy With eveeything touched vibrant To the world it was joy And to the heart love
And this is the time it all feels a fantasy Like a dream that faded with time A joy that died in its own prime Faded away the ecstacy No longer vibrant
This is the time the smile is upside down A frown that forms its own delight With a light full of darkness Closed end of the tunnel To shun the light
There was a time you were hopeful And it was buried by shattered love There was a time you had unending smile And it faded across with the distance social This is the time it all feels like a fantasy This is the time when the smile is up-side-down
Lost between the lines of lost hope Clogged within a mind of self-doubt Unfound within a beimmed daekness Scorched in a time-loop so saddened
fromwitchpenRelatable as I'm going through this nowadays that's why I can't fathom what should I write even I'm writing in a very simple way and this is at a time making me anxious that I'm not finding words to express my thoughts .
Well , this is well penned and deep ❤️ loved this
pj_animation@fromwitchpen you'll finally get through it, i often find myself in such situations too, thus decided to write on it
For the past few weeks, I've been mental. Surfing through the polar and bipolar swings, the moods of personal doom. My mind was/(is) clogged and my thoughts blocked. The nib of my pen was broken and the ink was overflowing, but it only painted the walls of my mind red. Filled with suicidal thoughts, but couldn't comit, i guess it was the fear of dying twice, a shadow with life, a Walking Dead.
A walking dead Frozen head in-deed With mental in need Drowning in the bleed With a silent plead
Running with wild thoughts With thoughts on drought The thoughts locked in its loft Confidence with lots of doubt Fear with a second debut
In a maze Of my thoughts In a gaze Of my soul In a blaze Of my sole
A walking dead Through a blade On its sharp end At a steepen
From the depth Of the darkest end From drowning While afloat
For long I'm gone Longer I hope to stay For the less I say The more I do pray
Is it right How I connect with many souls Yet I feel the empty side of the glass Is it right Having lots of friends Yet be friend-less in a lifetime Is it right Finding love But it turns out a fantasy Is it right Staring at my image And right becomes left Is it right?¿
Is it right When I was afraid of the dark And now I embrace its chills in thrills Is it right That I'm open Yet all seems locked inside Is it right That I live each day Yet seem to be the walking dead Is it right If I share my mental To heal the already fatal Is it right¿?
Is it right That I'm present Yet as very absent Is it right Being free Yet no freedom Is it right To hold so tight Yet loose it so lightly Is it right To shine the light Yet embrace the dark Is it right?¿
Is it right I wonder Is it right Beyond yonder Is it right I wonder So I take flight From the fright Is it right ... Beyond the yonder ... Is it right¿?
I fade through time I'm lost In my mind Through my thoughts Its dark inside Dark fantasies Lights out I'm burned Back turned I'm haunted By the ghots That live within I didn't let them in They grew and stayed And they're home In the skull dome To danger I'm prone But used to the pain I may be insane But sanity ain't luxury If I'm sane I'm mad Insane and sad To the sweet dream I'm glad But the darkness Creeps with its salad Into the bad lands I creep I'm locked I stay Welcome to my mind