Hurrah! Its celebration time! The most favourite and popular poet in our midst is turning yet another year younger. Thank you for being born will suffice to say how much you are adored and respected. May you continue to brighten our minds with your wonderful writings. With best regards, Asha murali 28.10.2021
raghavendran@odysseus Thank you very much for the birthday wishes. I have always been enchanted by your writings which are remarkable and also for your interest in Greek mythology. Your very 'odysseus' is what caught my attention right at the beginning plus your name Kelkar which reminded me of my respectable officer under whom I had the privilege of working.
Cinnamon is the spice that goes wonders to a dish. Despite having numerous health benefits most times it is used just for its flavour. Communication cannot be just a cinnamon in a relationship. It is the main ingredient. When one sees red flags in a relationship like one person feeling lonely or let down, immediate steps are to be taken to fix it.
lovenotes_from_carolynMore than welcome. I meant to find my way back here sooner, but with all the members we have nowadays, I'm typically running in several directions at once, and getting nowhere fast.
It is a cruel world That listens to no word Coveted by our sin And cover up behind the scene With thoughts locked in a den And being afraid to hold a pen Morals lost in the society And dwelling in all insanity And while in this game Away goes the shame In a quench for a little peace We are still torn a piece
Is it right How I connect with many souls Yet I feel the empty side of the glass Is it right Having lots of friends Yet be friend-less in a lifetime Is it right Finding love But it turns out a fantasy Is it right Staring at my image And right becomes left Is it right?¿
Is it right When I was afraid of the dark And now I embrace its chills in thrills Is it right That I'm open Yet all seems locked inside Is it right That I live each day Yet seem to be the walking dead Is it right If I share my mental To heal the already fatal Is it right¿?
Is it right That I'm present Yet as very absent Is it right Being free Yet no freedom Is it right To hold so tight Yet loose it so lightly Is it right To shine the light Yet embrace the dark Is it right?¿
Is it right I wonder Is it right Beyond yonder Is it right I wonder So I take flight From the fright Is it right ... Beyond the yonder ... Is it right¿?
Dear Nanna, Wow, it's been almost 6 years since you left me and this universe. There are no words to describe my immense love for you. Every day without you has been hard, but on this day especially, I can't help but think how much I wish you were here with me.
You were the glided light in my world full of darkness. In your presence, I was happy. I'm happy even in your absence but I'm no more that happy little kid who used to smile from bottom of her heart. Though I smile 24/7 for no reason, but no more from bottom of my heart. I'm tired and hurt, I cried, I cried until my tears stopped. I tried to kill myself not physically but mentally. I tried to forget you but unfortunately you become the one who's always on my mind.
I think about you and miss you through each day that passes. Some days are really difficult and I'm overwhelmed with sadness. Other days are good, and I think about all of our beautiful memories. I miss going out with you. Just you and me, roaming here and there. I miss our fights, those funny fights and especially those pillow fights. I miss calling you by giving so-called funny nicknames. I miss making fun of mom with you. I miss teasing mom along with you. I miss going to temples with you. I miss those evenings I've spent with you on terrace. Just you and me. I miss doing yoga with you. I miss going to libraries with you. I miss falling asleep every night while listening to the stories you narrate. I miss telling stories to you, my imaginary stories. I miss making greetings on your birthday just to make you smile. I miss your smile, that million dollar smile. I miss your voice, your voice is the only one which can make me smile no matter in what mood I might be, your soothing voice make my heart skip a beat and whatnot it used to give me immense of happiness. If I keep writing the things I miss, then dad, I can write pages. I miss you and everything about you, Dad!
Whenever I miss you and can't control myself anymore, I let it out. I cry. Icry until I've got no tears left to cry. But I cry, only when I'm alone. And I make sure that I don't cry infront of anyone, even if I can't hold back my tears. 'Cause, no human can understand the pain I'm in. People tell me to move on, but if only it's that easy and if only they know what exactly it feels like.
There are days when I ask myself that "How can I miss him when I didn't even forget him. Well, he's always with me though, isn't it?"
"He has a special place in my heart, forever." - my heart says.
I remember evey moment I spent with you. I might be a kid back then, But dad, you know what, I really got a good memory. I remember evey little thing from childhood as well, like almost everything. I remember when I was little kid I used to fall asleep on terrace while counting stars every night by having you beside me. I remember, those evenings, I used to go on terrace and I used to sing along with you. And sometimes, I used to secretly record while you sing. I still regret the day, when I formatted that SD card unknowingly back in between 2010-12, which contains all your voice notes and our photos. I really feel bad and sad for not having a proper picture with you together. I wish at least, I could've one picture is together in it, but sadly, I've got none. Moreover, I wish I could hug you. Maybe, one last time. Maybe, we could have a goodbye. Cause the fact that this unsaid goodbye hurts me even more than anything else.
I'll never forget the day, when I was in 6th grade and I've left a 8 mark question unanswered in English exam even after knowing what to write and I got scolded by you. Though, it's really rare that you used to scold me but now I miss the way you scolded me. If I get a chance to get scoldings from you, then I'mma leave every question unanswered, so that I can get scolded by you. But I know that's never going to happen, and that kinda aches my heart to make myself understand that you really aren't here anymore with me and you really left. Every night, I never slept until you narrate a story and the struggles you had to stay awake, just to make me fall asleep. And now, I miss your stories and the way you used to narrate them. Moreover, you're the one who introduced me to novels, and now I can't stop myself from reading them and falling in love with books. You're the one who introduced me to sketching, whenever I feel low, I sketch and think about you and your artistic drawings. You're the one who introduced me to sports, now sports has become one of my dose of survival. You're the one who introduced me to writing, now I bleed my emotions and feelings on a paper and one day I'm going to make you feel proud, for sure! You're the one who taught me how to stay patience and calm even when I shouldn't. Was so lucky to have a multi talented person as my dad. Whenever I feel low and feel like giving up every damn thing, you and mom are the only people who comes in my mind and in the second thought I change my mind and tries my best.
I wished for you to come back, I wished for love of my life to come back, Yes, it's you dad. You're the love of my life. Little did I knew, You're gone and you ain't coming back, That you're gone forever.
Though I miss you but I'm not sad that you aren't here anymore. 'Cause dad, in this world there are people who doesn't have parents and doesn't even know how dad's love is like. And there are people who doesn't know how mother's care is like. I'm so happy and lucky that I had you as father at least and I know what father's love is like and I'm glad to have mommy with me. I promise that, no matter what, will never give up! Also, I promise that I'll always try my best to keep mommy happy and safe. I might not be the best daughter, but I know, I'll always be your best one in your point of view. Wherever you are and from wherever you're watchin me, I will let the world know who's daughter I am, than letting them know just my name. I'll make you proud, one day, for sure! I used to make greetings for you on your birthdays before, but now I've decided to write letters to you. I love you and I miss you so much Nanna!
Love, Your daughter, Bhargavi aka Dolly!
PS: I used to make greetings for my dad on his birthdays before, but now I've decided to write letters to him. And here is the letter, I've been writing little by little with each and every shed tears. Now I've finally decided to post it on his birthday, which is today, 11th of May. Happiest birthday, Nanna! ❤️
sulu80A beautiful tribute to mother .There is no person to replace them.Your poem reflects the same quality about my mother as well .Not caring for herself but caring and taking care of family.Well done.
You were the glided light in her world full of darkness. In your presence, she was happy.
She is happy even in your absence but she's no more that happy little kid who used to smile from bottom of her heart.
Though she smiles 24/7 but no more from bottom of her heart.
She tried, she is hurt, she cried, she killed herself not physically but mentally.
She tired to forget you but unfortunately you become the one who's always on her mind.
She wished for you to come back, She wished for love her life to come back, Yes, it's you. You're the love of her life. Little did she knew, You're gone and you ain't coming back, That you're gone forever.
Omnggg yes yesss will surely read. Oh you on instagram sissy?! Care to text me there?! Cause I really wanna talk to people again. I mean I barely talk to anyone apart from my mom and everytime I get a notification of yours idky but it makes me so good. oceansandgraveyards is my id ❤️✨
oceansandgraveyards@_blessed_girl Yes dear, many people left mirakee. Some left because Mirakee has changed a lot and Some had their own reasons. But now, mirakee is sorta well as it was before when we joined.