Miraquill
^ Wlc to ma world ^
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So It's currently 8:49 AM, I woke up early because of Rudolf (my brother) who stole my pack of cigarettes lol. And yea I drank my coffee in my room while watching some "motivational" videos on youtube to study. But the truth is, that I don't feel like studying at all. I just wanna live the best week of my life and then die peacefully. Is it too selfish ??? :/
I don't care though, that's what I really want. Anyways, me and my mother always have this huge fights, nothing new. But each time we fight, she manages to hurt my feelings even more than before. How does she do that? She finds the perfect word to make me feel like shit.UGH. I'm so scared, I don't wanna fail my year. Everyone will be so disappointed.I'm not even kidding EVERYONE. Cause yea the whole town knows about my fucking loser background and expect me to do good this time. ( THE PRESSURE). The worst part is, in front of me, they motivate me and be nice, and when i go back to my room I can hear them talking shit about me and how much they feel sorry for my mom to have a daughter like me. Even her, thinks that too and said it to my face multiple times.
Now I feel bad for myself
For being born,
Born in an unwanted world
Where failure is not an option
Where being happy is just a word of crap
Where being who you are is define as haram
Where the only thing that matter is how people look at you
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WELCOME TO MY WORLD
*my fucked up world* (:
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#realisation
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- reneewolfcrowdenunez Please don't be sad you were born, I'm happy you're here, or i wouldn't Have got to read something like this, that really gets me thinking, i really liked this!!
- 0_winxclubgang_0 @reneewolfcrowdenunez thank u so much
Everyone is just like me so I am everyone
©solely_imperfect6 0
Thankyou
A very sudden realisation and i wanted to thank the people that left me empty at the time of dire need .
I 've been so wrong, i understand ..!
But some were 'nt that right too..!
The doubts they guys had about me , has made me to believe on myself more ..!
Helping to find new light throught all the darkenesses..!
Helping me to understand that one's can get better with ones's believe in themselve even when the world is expecting none from them ..!
Even though my affection toward them may be never fade away ,But i want you to know you hurted me and helped me to be more stronger ..!
Nonetheless i justed wanted to say thankyou ...
Thankyou .. Live and Laugh
©itsme@nshita11 0
It's better not to concern yourself
With the duty of others...
The fruits you reap, shall always
Be those of your own efforts!
© The Poetic Doc3 0
Sufferings will stay...
Until we understand them
And take the right action
To be free from them!
© The Poetic Doc7 0
As my blindfold was removed...
I could see...
That in the crowded room...
The one standing alone was me...
I didn't know how to react!
In awe I stood...
About how deluded I was!
© The Poetic Doc6 0
dr_scolly
7w
It's disturbing...
The mind is in turmoil...
When it isn't with a clear view!
When it isn't in acceptance!
When it is in rejection!
It burns from the inside!
© The Poetic Doc10 0
You can ignore the reality,
but you cannot ignore the
consequences of ignoring
the reality12 2 1
Spending time with you made me realise that for real I am living in the moment, where my mind is calm and not disturbed by thinking about the past or the future. And maybe that's the reason why I feel the happiest while I spend time with you.
©edwrites8 0
Asked God for a million ,
he gave me one
It
proved me then ;
Why one is , always special and foremost.
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princea 13w
Read More#Realisation #firstfeeling #nostalgic
Sometimes you only feel but can't express.
#it_will_never_be_that_sameWill it again?
Kya vo batt hogi dubara
Whhi pehli mulakat tere hath m rakha tha drte drte yeah hath
Kya hogi dubara yeah batt
Tughe chup chup k dekhna na jane kitno ko tughe dekh mere mn ka jalna.
Kya hoga yeah dubara khalna
Tera yuhh meri zindagi meh aa kr meri zindagi ko janat sa bnana.
Kya hoga firse yeah dubara
Bachpan toh tha meh manta hun jane anjana sa tha,bachpan he shii pr pyara toh tha.
Pyar ka aehsas yuh sa tha jo na aya dubara kiss pr...
Kya hoga firse kabhi yeah dill abhi bhi hai puch rha??
©princea12 0
Realisation
I walk in the night,
Alone on the path
Memory makes everything easier
It seems
I live on memory and
Just that
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vibingsoul 14w
Most of the time it happens,
I choose the way that differs from the opinion of the society in general & I always realise that I am going in the right direction.
And sometimes when I realise that I was wrong, I feel its better to learn with experience.
Thats Life. And Its okay to be wrong.
What matters is you don't repeat the mistake.
©vibingsoul5 0
madmans_diary
19w
He & She
She tried a million times , yet he failed
Her memories did , what she couldn't ..
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the_scribbles
20w
Sometimes stuffs go wrong in life, only to become right later.
Some people walk away from your life, only for some others to stay in yours.
Some times failure never leaves our side, only for the success to never leave us behind.
©the_scribblesPhoto By Dezaldy Irfan on Unsplash14 1
Supremacy
Manhood isn't about
lying next to women
It's about standing upfront
for women
©madmans_diaryPhoto By Jari Hytnen on Unsplash8 0
FLU...
Lied to myself,
How far I'll go into this mess?
Ain't it happy to be here,
All alone and rare.
Too much of the drinks,
On the floor lying all the old and new rings.
Weight off the skin,
But still surfing in the sin.
Nothing compares to the pole you go into,
Laughter and jokes at you if you survive in 3 or 2.
And when the fire tells me to go back in the game,
That's when I start drawing unseen lines between me and you.
Had the faith in all the wrong shit,
Which can bring you in the nightmare that you're livin in.
Will get better and better and embrace a thing,
A lie for which you've been cutting all your wings.
It's like they say you don't really belong here,
"You were weird before and now weirdest ever."
The bullet had been shot from the place it can't get through,
A place where all is hidden since I was 2.
Falling over everything it's like you've been too,
The fiend in this tale or maybe it was meant to happen to you.
No rain, no pain, no shame they show,
How could you be so cruel that I never know?
No faith in God, no mien to talk,
To the parents who can be everything to you.
Owning an iphone doesn't make you rich enough,
But mein it surely tells how poor you are.
All I know is you don't know how lucky you are,
But aren't even grateful so I hope you lose it all.
Maybe here you see the bad side, a more devilish from the inside,
But that's what you did when you proved your crime.
Full of revenge and planning to get you all the way down,
All I can hear them say "that's not what you are."
Maybe I kill you or change my mind,
Sitting here surely wishing for Karma to get you right.
The secret that I've been holding is what it's like when you underestimate your life,
And forget what is right.
God will come all for you like he did for me 3 years back,
He will take everything away from you until you start following his map.
This what is up for you,
So I will end it between us two.
No limits, I will show you,
My cruelty will kill you,
Coming for you now I am done with this flu.
©srishti12100113 1
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The most DANGEROUS person is the one
Who LISTENS THINKS and OBSERVES
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_shattered_soul
28w
Read MoreWhen I'm gone
I hope you’d remember that I loved you,I hope you’d remember that I always wanted to be there for you regardless of how far you pushed me away from you.
I wouldn’t want to look back with regrets because I gave this my best. I gave you my all but you let me fall.
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When I’m gone,
You’d remember that I was your one and only.You’d remember what it feels like to be lonely whilst being holy. Nostalgia is what’d be left for you to hold unto.
I might not be the hero in your fairytale but you’d realize I was the superhero in your reality.
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When I’m gone,
Even the cool night breeze would whisper my name to you and that’d give you a chill. The moon would give a soft halo and that’d always remind you that I’m gone but never forgotten.
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When I’m gone,
I hope the universe conspires to make you see how much of a precious soul you’ve lost,I hope all of earth’s elements work in unison to make you understand that you are mine even when I’m gone.
#Realisation #Regret #Broken #Gone #ShatteredSoul #Mirakee©_shattered_soul
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Real
हम तलाश करते रह गए जिन रिश्तों की
वो तो कबसे हम कच्चे मान के निभा रहे थे
भागते थे जिनके पीछे सोचकर साथ निभा रहे थे
पर कभी ना सोच था जिस तरह से
उस तरह से ये रिश्ते हमे ही डूबा रहे थे
और जो रिश्ते हमने कच्चे माने
वो नजाने कहां हमारी राह देखते
आसू रहे थे ।।
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