ALERT it's a vain post! If you are reading im sorry to disturb your peace of mind! _____________________________________________
So it's December now. The year about to end. All I have achieved is nothingness, impatience, rudeness, moodiness, unproductivity and to spoil myself further. It feels like I am a character in a movie which has got no foundation. Void. The movie wouldn't have had changed a bit if this characters exits. I play no role in anyone's life. And maybe if I do, I am unaware of it. I am so done. Tears would roll down . What are they? Nothing but water with some sort of salt. Lifeless. Burying the face in between knees and let the salt solution be soaked by the pants . When I stand up no one would even know the tear stained part of that cloth. I am unaware of being unaware. Why people are good at things and not me? Is there anything waiting for me ahead? What is it? Why I feel so vain? How can sunshine enter the window if you keep it close? They say to shine like sun you have to burn like it. But the major difference between me and sun is that it has a reason to carry on. It has a reason to burn, to lighten the world, to keep life going on. It had a reason to come back every morning after each night. What will i come back for? Actually why am I even coming back? There is nothing. It's like being purposeless. The difference between careless and carefree is well defined. But yet so difficult it is to understand and imbibe it. They say I know the necessities but am a complete alien to the execution. Ripples in water formed when a stone is thrown in still water, the destruction of the peace and equilibrium. That is what it feels like. And I don't know how to survive.
kaetkeyUh oh. So. You know Isha, you have your answers already. Within yourself and it's visible here. When you question yourself something, don't just question but try to seek answers too. They are always with us and as you said, we are just unaware about it. I really hope your mind is in a good state, at peace. Take care of yourself, girl! It'll be fine ^_^
And I'm good! ^_^ Thank you so much for remembering me. Also, I'm really sorry for being here so late. Merry Christmas ♥️^_^
kaetkeyI'll just like this okay? Won't repost because ppl will come to know I was here XD
diana733@_hessa_ it's the best thing that u came!❤ U read it that's it! It's enough to make my day special!❤ Thanks for coming!❤ And im so grateful for a constant like you! Ur words really hype me up! And i miss you!❤
Sometimes we already know the right answers, yet we still are conflicted on what to do. This time it's not only a matter of deciding for ourselves. This time in every step we make others are also involved. Like ripples.
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Reflections Be they mirrored or a memory Do they really reflect the truth Or a slightly distorted version of What we want ourselves to see Any image that’s reflected Will always be seen differently By whoever’s doing the looking If we hold a mirror to ourselves We can either love or hate The person that we see, and Sometimes who we think we are Isn’t always an accurate reflection Of how others truly see us to be The same can be said when Holding a mirror to someone else Are we really seeing them Or just the image of a person They’re allowing to be seen Even the past is often reflected Through a rose lens coloured glass And though not done intentionally Our own memories will always be A distorted version of the truth We rarely save the whole story Often choosing to remember Selected details of a person Or the moment that has been It’s like looking into water The difference lies in what we see Because an image is reflected But the smallest ripple changes The reflection that is seen