For her love is a strange emotion. Some days she wears her heart on her sleeves and throws a lot in with fate just hoping for a happily ever after. On other days, she can't help but be scared of losing him. She invariably starts thinking about how it could all go wrong and get lost in the whirlpool. When she's with him, for her the world seems a better and happier place to live in. She just wants to get out of her bed and have something or someone to look forward too. She wants to be accepted by him just the way she is. But then again that's when her fear starts kicking in like a hammer chiselling away at her. Her mind mind starts making up reasons why everything with him could end, she thinks maybe it is nothing but one of her wishful dream. She tries to get rid of all these imagination of her, but again she ends up overthinking. What if one day she wakes up and he's not here? What if she's not good enough for him? She can't help but ask herself these questions again and again. Everytime she's with him she feels alive, but a voice at the back of her head always keeps on telling her that "he's gonna leave you once he finds someone better than you" and keeps on reminding that "nothing is forever". And that's when it strikes her like a lightening that loving someone is confusing and being scared of losing them is just a part of it. She knows that life is like a rollercoaster ride with it own difficulties. Neither can she change the fate and destiny nor can she stop herself from being paranoid and from overthinking. She also is quite well aware of the fact that there will be good days and simultaneously there will be bad days. But all she wants and hopes for is to hold his hand and enjoy the ride together with him till the end.