91 posts
  • yoyoshatalkswalksnrocks_ 2w

    I have lost it,
    The sweet scent of a blossoming immature bud.
    I have lost it,
    The soft warmth of my sunshine's rub.
    I have lost it,
    The exciting shiver of a cold shower.
    I have lost it,
    The pulchritude of the fallen bewildered blood-red leaves.
    I have lost it,
    My sheltered cozy drapings in an outgoing iniquitous winter.

    All I have now are the lost seasons.

    •iniquitous: grossly unfair and morally wrong.

    @writersnetwork @miraquil
    #writersnetwork #miraquil
    #abuse #assualt #awareness #sexualabuse #sexualassault #seasons

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    The Lost Seasons

    (A poem on Sexual Assualt and Abuse Awareness)

  • angels_halo_shines 9w


    I know what’s ahead
    A blow to my head
    Might as well be
    Then I could see
    When my vision is blurry
    I try not to worry
    As might sight will remain
    Making me want to refrain
    My memory is not so great now
    My therapist says I’m sick that’s how
    My therapist just sees me when cry
    I apologize, he says he knows why
    With all the nightmares he’s there
    His face, his evil face he didn’t care
    He was in it for my pain
    What did he have to gain?
    His grubby hands, on imagery alone
    Why I taken to the steps and shown
    I mustn’t have been the only one
    Me, I was on my own and done
    I hope you took everything you could
    You will be paid in full, karmic rules
    The stakes are high for you
    Doubling up not a good idea to do
    With no place to hide or run
    Signing your name as you were done
    Hoping you choke on your guilt alone
    I will take that credit, karma’s a bitch


  • taytay_nicole424 18w

    *Sexual Assault Trigger Warning read at ur own risk*

    I'm nothing more than a mere painting
    Tarnished by your touch
    You took all these beautiful colors I once harbored
    Splattered them across my canvas
    Ruining the once beauty and brightness of my soul
    Now when I look at this art I call my body
    I see nothing more than the scarring smears you left behind
    Forever taunting me
    Always reminding me that my purity was never truly mine to hold

    #painter #wod #ruinedcanvas #rape #feels #metoo #sexualassault #victim #survivor #warrior #struggling #drowning #deep #dark #cruel #art #depressed #ptsd #writer #poetry #poem #poet #mirakee #miraquill #writersnetwork @miraquill

    *I want to give a very grateful thank you to @writersnetwork for reposting my poem, it truly means so much to me<3

    *Giving another grateful thank you to everyone who reposted my poem, just knowin that y'all enjoy my poems enough to share them just makes my day:)

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    Ruined Canvas

    When I look at this art I call my body
    I see nothing more than the scarring smears you left behind

  • manicmaniac27 32w

    When I saw your face again

    I ruined everything about myself
    Your face reminded me of how worthless I was
    How I was only good for one thing

    When I saw your face again
    I broke in two
    I was a reckless tornado tearing through anything in my way
    I only realized the damage I caused
    Months later when the winds finally calmed

    By then I didn't know who I was
    Or where any of the pieces fit back together
    I was alone with nothing but wreckage all around

    Because I saw your face again


  • the_fragile_broken_and_lost 44w

    My heart my tears go out to each of you, fighting a battle that's hardly ever overcome. No matter the time. No matter the distance.
    May peace be with you.

    #rape #sexualassault #innocent #hell #prison #bars #steelbars #mirakee #Miraquill #writersofmirakee #writeon #writetoheal #therapy

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    Bastardized Animals

    Battles fought silently, I lose them all.
    All the words I have written or spoken are the truth. Sexual assaulted men and women are sometimes afraid of their rapists. I am gonna say a high percentage, of 83%. That's right off top my head. The lucky, and i say lucky victims cuz their worst nightmares are behind bars. Some walk free. Like me or you like they are victims. The ones behind the steel frigid bars, are asked by the prisoner they are bunked with. So, why are you here? Me? Oh, just sum bullshit. I'm Innocent. Some little girl saying I raped her. Oh.... OK yea I'm Innocent too. My DNA was planted at the crime scene gone bad. I'm Innocent.
    There are all Innocent, ain't none of em done a damn thing wrong. Just taking what what his, you know?

    The damages have been done. The girl, boy, man or the woman abused or raped has been scarred. Throughout her entire life now.
    And the man that did so, sitting there pleading their innocence. Trying to convince them, in turn convincing their selves. The woman/girl/ boy/ man has no damn choice innocence is taken now. Envelope sealed, mailed and fukn done.
    There is no returning. Never.

    Maybe these bastardized animals had daughters, as I was. I was raised as his daughter. And ended up being a victim. I don't really think I'm the only one out there. The last thing I would want to do is call any woman out. That's not what I am writing this for. I am writing, in hopes one day you heal. From the inside out. As I have trouble myself. Doing just that.
    I pray for you as I do myself, in silence.
    I cry a million tears for us all.
    I am crying writing this.
    I hope that one day, judgement day comes for each and every bastard.
    Out there. Lying. Saying they ain't do shit.
    I'm fukn Innocent.
    That so called innocence you trying to claim right now, just wait. Your ticket to burn in Hell is being printed and burned in the steel fukn bars your ass deserves to stand behind. Until one day you can't stand, you can crawl to the pits of Hell. As you have claimed yours.

  • taytay_nicole424 48w

    Tales of a Survivor

    Why is it considered such a taboo when we speak of the monsters playing tag in our minds
    When we express our concerns about the boogieman that seems to be around every street corner
    When we write about the prince phillips of the brother's grimm tale who stole from sleeping beauty that of which she may never get back

    Why are we considered the villains, the liars once we muster enough courage to tell our dark tale
    Once we out your brother, your lover, your friend of the rapist he truly is
    Once we remove the tape placed on our lips by him in hopes to keep us forever silenced

    Well I'm done being a victim to my trauma, to the pain
    I've found my wings, my courage and I will let them both shine
    And noone not even him may ever take my words away from me again

  • dosbambi 58w

    As a guy, you remember reaction that happened, when you see ladies that turn you on?

    #dosbambiwrites #dosbambiinspires #turnon #sexythoughts #sexuality #sexualpleasure #sexywittythought #sexualassault

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    Once, my nerves were calm like the sea
    when taking a nap,
    my hormones were a flock of sheep
    behind a shepherd and his staff,
    my innocence was safe
    like precious stones kept in the safe,
    you could say my Johnson, is like the
    calmness that envelopes the day.

    Since you came into the picture,
    your figure eight, has unsettled my sea,
    my hormones are no longer a flock of sheep
    and my innocence is no longer safe,
    your thought keeps tickling my Johnson,
    daily showing me a slideshow of your breasts,
    your cleavage; a beautiful and sexy window
    has gotten my eyes totally hooked on.

  • suhani05 61w

    So , most of the ppl know abt sex-selective abortion.
    It is the practice of terminating a pregnancy based upon the predicted sex of the infant.
    It's mainly done in girl child case which means male children are more valued as compared to female children.
    According to me , abortion is a murder.
    No one has right to kill anyone before his /her birth.

    As mentioned above in the poetry , a girl child is telling her feelings to her mother nd blaming her also that her mother is killing her. So .. absolutely no, in most of the cases , the mothers are forced by their family to abort the girl child.
    There is no intension to blame only a mother for the abortion.

    Thnkyou @_aradhana di for suggesting me this topic❤️✨

    #abortion #abort #abortagirlchild #girl #girlchild #mother #motherfeeling #womenempowerement #femalefoeticide #hiphopculture #standbyher #protectgirl #women #saveagirlchild #safety #indiafoeticide #stop #girlabortioninindia #abortionlaw #stopabortion #equality #betibachao #womenrights #childrights #womaniya #raiseyourvoice #fightforyou #femaleinfanticide #womensupportwomen #girlpower #womenpower #addiction #discrimination #infanticide #sexualassault #childabuse #crime #myvoice #voiveofmillion #poetry #poem #writers #mirakians #mirakee #mirakeewriters #mirakeeworld

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    कन्या भूण हत्या..

    एक बेटी अपनी मां के कोख से अपनी मां को कहती है-
    "क्या डर शब्द से मेरी मुलाकात करवा रही हो..
    जिंदगी की शुरुआत डरने से करवा रही हो..?
    या कहीं..तुम जीने का हक मुझसे छीन रही हो..
    एक लड़की हूं..इसकी सजा तुम दे रही हो..?
    मां तुम खुद एक बेटी हो..एक बेटी की जान क्या तुम ले पाओगी..?
    पर डर शब्द से मेरी पहचान तुमने करवा दी..
    दुनिया को देखने की मेरी इच्छा अब तुमने मरवा दी..।।
    इस दुनिया में मेरा अस्तित्व होगा या नहीं..या बस एक शरीर कहलाऊंगी..।
    'तुझे तेरी मां के कोख में ही मार देना चाहिए था'- बार-बार यह सुनवाई जाऊंगी..।।
    मां तुम खुद एक बेटी हो..एक बेटी की जान क्या तुम ले पाओगी..?
    सबसे अनजान..पर तेरी जान..
    अब मरने के लिए सक्रिय है..।
    क्योंकि अब रोशनी से ज्यादा मुझे अंधकार प्रिय है..।।"

    समाज की आंख पर तो पर्दा है..।
    पर एक मां तो देख सकती है कि
    एक बेटी का उसकी कोख से बाहर आना एक स्पर्धा है..।।
    निर्दयता को ये समाज दे देता है मात..।
    एक बेटी के जन्म से पहले ही करवा देता है
    असुरक्षित शब्द से उसकी मुलाकात..।।

  • survy_ 64w

    The first time you put your hand down my skirt
    You told me how it was just a game
    The night after you came into my room
    And said
    "Just play with the thing"

    It's been 10 years ever since
    But still, I see you in every sleep.
    How do I wash myself from this sin
    If all I do is see you in every family scene.

    Daddy talks about how much of a good man you are
    And mummy even calls you "my son"
    Every step you take has been declared holy
    So much so I think that it was all my fault.

  • strongest_girl 74w

    When you started playing with my body when i was just eight,
    My body,
    It never felt like mine again.

  • sanju13 74w

    A little girl asked the god
    I want to live in a world where people won't rape anyone.
    God replied okay I will change just for 12 hrs.

    The little girl has seen the men and woman are behaving like brothers and sisters as we pledge every day in the school all people are my brother and sisters.

    Where lovers, married couples have started loving each other by heart rather than for bedtime.
    Same-gender people are having sex without hesitation.
    Girls are happily roaming in shorts even at night time.
    No one is giving weird looks or slut stares for the girls or girls body.

    No one is objectifying anyone, for others personality.
    Everything seems like half the problem in this world has just vanished.

    And she was seeing this from heaven.
    God told 12 hrs are over.
    She asked why can't you make it forever.
    I don't want anyone to get raped & die like me.

    @nyxwrites @mirakee
    #rape #rap #rapeculture #rapevictim #ayahuasca #metoo #xamanismo #feminism #sexualassault #rapesurvivor #india #women #womenempowerment #haux #abuse #kuripe #feminist #hauxhaux #justice #sexualabuse #domesticviolence #survivor #medicinadafloresta #o #consent #sexualviolence #love #tepi #stoprape #bhfyp #love

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    A world without rape cases


  • rohinisarah 85w

    Birth of a rapist

    Some demons raped her and cut her tongue
    Some demons raped her and burned her alive
    Some demons raped her and threw her naked
    Some demons raped her in the shrine
    Some demons poured acid on her face
    Some demons sexually assaulted her
    Some demons threatened her
    Some demons slapped her
    Some demons catcalled her
    Some demons cyberbullied her

    Make sure that you're not a demon among this!


  • darklingtales 86w


    And maybe the females who were killed before birth had a better death than one after getting raped.

  • inked_it 88w

    Sexual Exploitation!
    Domestic violence!
    Marital Rape!
    Force Kiss!

    Yes, sometimes boys also get
    Victims of these.
    So why do we keep our mouth shut...?
    Why do we a stick a tape...?
    Isnt it weird?
    Isnt it a kind of rape?
    Is there any priority in gender?
    That we fight for girls only
    Not for boys?

  • ore_olive 103w

    Dear rapist,

    "I was once abused"
    "She wore something short"
    "He displayed his pacs"
    "I had to pay her back"
    "His mum left him with me"
    "I got the blue balls"

    These are not reasons, stop trying to justify your inhuman act. You've got no excuse whatsoever for such brutality. Your reaction to things you see, hear or get defines your person and what offense you would be charged for. It is YOU and not them. Rape is not a nice way around things.
    These girls, boys, men and women live through the years with memories that leave them disturbed and that's if you even let them live.Stop raping! And to you who would always find excuses for a rapist, you're in no way different from that person.


  • feral_thoughts 113w

    Anger was running through my veins,
    Waiting when the justice will be served,
    Court kept on dismissing the mercy pleas
    Of the devils, unperturbed.
    Today is the day, you four will be hanged.
    For the reason, in cold December night, you ganged.
    She was alone and helpless, crying for helping hand,
    But you all scanned her as if she was a brand.
    Today, after 7 years, she can finally fly
    Bidding last words with her family before she actually die.

    -Nirbhaya (The Fearless)Verdict:20/03/20, 5:30am


  • angels_halo_shines 116w

    Before one judges on why this topic was written about, please know I was drugged and raped. I'm trying to sort it out in my mind.

    #daterape #sexualassault #rape #empath #empathmind #mirakee #miraquil #writersnetwork #thoughts #diary #writerstolli #readwriteunite #life #ceesreposts

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    Following Suit

    It kinda makes me wonder, if necrophiliacs started drugging their victims, before killing them. And both ways do as they wish with their lifeless and cold body. So if one follows suit with the other, drugging a woman to take advantage of them. They would go so far as to kill them if need be. To get what they want. Is it just me or what?

  • angels_halo_shines 116w

    Worth It

    Gusts of wind howled all night
    Cradling me to sleep like a baby.
    Sleep comes and so does his guns.
    I dread going to sleep most nights.
    For I know what's to come next.
    I'm spared his evil face,
    I'm never spared his glove box.
    why did I just open it?
    It was reflex, I was going in and out of consciousness.
    I can feel these visions won't go away anytime soon.
    It has a hold on me, so damn tight.
    The grip, please let me go.
    For the grip you have on me, won't make it happen again.
    I hope it was everything you wanted and then some.
    As the sight of your face sickens me.
    More and more everyday.
    I remember being on the steps at Harrison and Northbend.
    I can't even look at that place, not now.
    Not ever.
    Please, let me go.
    I never wanted this.
    It's only a bad reoccurring nightmare.
    I have control.
    You lost your control that night.
    As the cars went by, I could not scream.
    I was drugged, muting my sounds.
    You have ruined my life.
    I hope it was worth it for you.
    Cuz you haunt me in my sleep.
    You haunt my nightmares.
    The thought of you haunts me.
    Final answer, please just go away.

  • gelukzoeker 117w

    So one of my friend was sexually assaulted by one of her friend.The guy who did this to her, had done the same to 3 other girls,but those girls didn't open up because they were scared.My friend,
    she stood up and came out.That guy is getting the punishment he deserves.But even the girl.
    Instead of telling her what a brave and courageous step she took,that it isn't easy to speak up about this,the society is labelling her.
    Rumors are spreading like fire and no one is there to stop it.
    Things like
    "the girl just wants attention."
    "she is lying,none of it happened.He was such a good guy.
    "she is a liar."
    "She wants to save herself as she was caught kissing the guy."
    I don't get it.Why will a girl lie about this and what kind of girl would want attention.Instead of been there for her,the people are talking.There are so many rumors but the least popular is the Truth.She really doesn't really need all of this.
    As I think about this,maybe this is the reason why some of the girls who face this don't come out..maybe because they know the society will talk and no girl will want to hear herself framed as a liar or anything.Its the fear those girls,that the society will talk,no one is going to support her as in the end ITS THE GIRL WHOSE QUESTIONED AND NOT THE BOY.

    Let her know that we all support her,We believe her,We trust her, that she isn't alone and we'll stand by her, that she should be proud of herself and that


    #sexualassault #pain #her #society #brave #westandbyyou

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    Its not her,
    Its the messed-up society.

    (Please read the caption)

  • angels_halo_shines 177w

    Everything Taken

    Innocence is taken.
    Trust, smh never to be seen again.

    Love, it was never there in the first place.
    He is THERE.
    HE smiles.
    HE gazes in her direction.
    HE thinks for a split second he is wanted.
    But HE has to know HE wasn't.
    By the look in her eyes,
    HE has to know she is uncomfortable.
    HE has to know HE is not welcomed.

    HE touches her, making it all better for HIM.
    HE says she wants to as well.
    But she tells HIM NO.
    HE doesn't know the meaning of NO.
    So HE keeps HIS grubby hands on her.
    She feels it was her fault.
    But how?
    She said, NO.

    She sees HIM from across the room, staring her direction.
    She looks down at her shoes to break the tension she feels.
    The only place that is comforting, that is not HIS eyes.
    Hoping as she gazes down a shadow will appear.
    Someone will wallk in.
    Not a soul is near.

    HE tries to hold her hand,
    she can't say it aloud.
    Her voice is taken.
    She is shaken.
    HE says it will be ok.
    She knew damn well it would never be ok again.
    She knew better.
    She did only what her trembling body would allow.
    In fear.
    Saying to herself, HE will just go away.
    She promises herself, HE will just disappear.

    Some promises were meant to be broken.
    This was one of THOSE promises.
    Meant to be broken.
    HIS hands slithered up her legs,
    And then farther.
    She told HIM to stop.
    But HE doesn't.
    In the room she thought HE would go away.
    But that is where she went wrong.

    HE didn't go away.
    She told no one untill,
    In the cold room afterwards.
    She sits in the cold chair.
    HE watches her every move.
    She can't face her fear.
    She can't look up.
    But says what the man had done.
    And she is 14.
    HE was 37.

    All of the stares.
    In the courtroom, HE proved he was elsewhere at the time.
    They all take HIS side.
    She could barely move.
    Only sit and shake.

    She tries to ignore everyone's stare.
    But can't ignore HIS.
    It is HIS that makes her feel dirty.
    Used and abused.
    From HIS thoughtless mistake.
    Led to her first hate.
    She hated, and despised HIM.

    HE had lied to them, she hadn't.
    They let HIM walk freely out the door.
    Only to haunt another young lady.
    She knows HE will do it again.
    Innocence will be taken.

    People tell her to forgive and forget.
    NO. NO. NO.
    HE had taken everything else.
    Not her forgiveness.
    That is one thing she will not give to HIM.
    And she never could forgive him,
    Or forget this day.
    She realized for her own good, her own peace.
    She had to.
    But could she?