13 posts
  • thanewb 2w

    Wanted to write you

    I wanted to write you a letter about how i would love to sing to you forever! But i cut out the middle man and thought this would be better! It was going to say, as long as i breathe, you would hear a melody and as long as music lives so shall we! Even when the world falls off we'll never miss a beat and my song to u is "i am complete"! or "ly your's" the only one who's ways can make me feel some type of ways are your's! You bring out the best in me... always, and even at my worst you always stay! The greatest love song ever sang is to you because no matter what for as long as i've known you i could always count on you! through sickness and health, death could never do us part cause even when it can't beat no more you are my heart! only you have the ablity to turn my frown upside down with just a sound! You are the one that sat with me through all my tears and never left me because of fears! You were made for me and i for you hell one of the reasons i still breathe today is cause of you! You help me express myself even when there are no words and through you i can communicate with anyone anywhere in the world! i know you'll never let me go and i'll do the same and that's why this song "our song" is always playing!

    Tha New B(lue)

  • thanewb 118w

    I Promise,

    If you let go of the limitations, the expectations, the stipulations and the generations of what is believed of everyone but you

    Live your life as if it's never been lived before

    This is it and ain't nothing after

    However you live your life

    just remember we are to love one another no conditions follow


  • thanewb 124w

    You ever find something you didn't know you were looking for

    Something you didn't know you needed but now that you have it, it helps

    Like running in to someone and getting a hug that just blesses your life

    In a moment where you let go in that hug cause you know they're holding you

    It don't hardly ever feels like but right now, It's okay?

    Me either, but it sounds good don't it?

    Here's to 2020 where whatever that is I'm hoping it finds you

    And maybe me too!

  • thanewb 183w


    Love me where I am or leave me where I was.


  • thanewb 186w

    Grow up

    All she wanted, was for me to grow up
    Was for me to grow up

    Damn, when I look back at what I had

    Sometimes I get mad

    Cause it took so long for me to realize what a good thing I had

    And now I'm doing bad, cause she's never coming back

    And I tried to move on but the feelings so strong that they just keep coming back

    We were two and no matter what we went through

    You never ever saw us apart

    And even though she'd leave

    She'd come back to me

    Her and I we shared one heart

    They say hindsight is twenty-twenty,

    but looking back at it now what would it get me

    Aside from a world of heartache and pain, full those moans and groans

    I'm trying to see it from the other side

    Trying to view the picture now from the brighter side

    And I can finally say, that today I'm such a better man

    Now that I'm grown

    All she wanted, was for me to grow up
    Was for me to grow up


  • thanewb 190w

    The greatest love of all

    I believe the children are our future, if they don't kill themselves doin all these dumbass challenges, someone show them how to go play outside, nevermind that's more dangerous, just hide all the sharp objects, make sure you put the bleach away or they may try to drink it through there hole.


  • thanewb 190w

    Open Heart Xclusive

    Another chance i may have blew, cause i was feeling u but u never knew

    But now i found the courage to let u know, and it's totally up to u how far it'll go

    And right now I'm paying the price, cause i don't know if I'm going to be a part of ur life

    All is fair in love and war, and you awaked a heart that swore to love no more

    I know ur pain and seen ur struggle, and when I'm within ur presence it makes me humble

    I know u and love what u r, and u make me feel truly like a star

    Ur heart I'll keep and always protect, cause the world u r to me never forget

    That I'm urs if u will have me, with all my baggage, i know.... I'm not easy

    We never argue even if we disagree, talking to u is sometimes like talking to me

    Open heart letter here, 'am i a fool?!', even if, that's what I'll b, for u

    U brought back a joy i thought was lost, and now i stay with a smile like a boss.

    Now, how do i say all this so that u know that this feeling for u continues to grow

    That for u I'll risk my life, and for u any minute with my all ready to fight

    If life imitates art, u r the Picasso hanging in my heart

    What would u do with this power, let me love u or let it wilt like a plucked flower

    This is something i know not how to do, but my smile is a direct reflection of u

    Just know I'm always here, and my heart no longer lives in fear!!


  • thanewb 190w

    Here we go again

    I said never again would my heart be handled by another being and I meant that

    But here it is again opened up and let you in, and with no fight, just like that

    Something about you has me captivated, I try to flee but there's no escapin

    My heart, here please take it but you have to promise that you'll never, ever break it

    Cause like with trust, it easily shatters, so the real you is all that matters

    It's dark and cold out there, come on in but know I don't deal well with moments of, "here we go again"


  • thanewb 190w


    I'm a writer, not a punctuationist. I barely check my speleling, let alone go back over it.

    I'm not a reader. At least, when it comes to my stuff. I just write and then I'm done with it.

    All this "I before e except after c", all i know is there is an i and a c somewhere around an e.

    Your rules and exclamation marts went out the window along with your conformity.

    Let me be great and just do me and ill leave you alone as long as paper and a good high comes from a tree!

  • thanewb 191w

    My smile

    I'm looking for my smile. Did I leave it with you?

    I tried retracing my steps and the last time I remember seeing it was with you.

    It was so big and bright, it reminded me of a gleam of starlight.

    I miss it so much, it's getting hard to sleep at night.

    A smile meant to be shared and you seemed like the only one who cared.

    So, if you help me find it again, you can have it! It's only fair.


  • thanewb 191w

    What I want

    I want to fuck but I want more. I apologize if I've wasted your time, I was just trying you fuck wit your mind.

    Not in a bad way, but I want to get intimate and hear what your heart mind say.

    I want to hear the things that excite you, hear about the things from which I need to hide you.

    I want to see those moments that no one else sees, that, "no one will ever see this side of me", I want to see because you trust me, that truly love me at my worst me.

    Until we die I want to live with you, as long as, I live I wanna die with you.

    I want to write about other things but my heart just speaks you!

  • thanewb 191w

    I guess

    Have you ever been in love? I mean to the point of no return. Like you've jumped off a building and midfall changed your mind. Like you knew the car had no brakes but you wanted to go for a drive, now you wish you could just pull the car over. Like when the minister asked was there anyone who objects to this person marrying the love of your life and you said nothing, now you wish you would have spoken up. If you've ever been in love then you know there is a moment of clarity in there somewhere. Sometimes at the beginning and others right before the end. Also know, to love someone else means to kill one's self!

    Life imitates art ©thanewb

  • thanewb 191w

    May I be honest

    May I be honest? If you're going to love me, it's gonna take work. Not cause you have to work for my love, it's just that I've been excruciatingly hurt. I'm not saying that you haven't, but to be honest, we can work together and make healing a habit. To be honest your smile makes me smile and honestly I need more of them in my life. Some where along to way I forgot how to be me and if I may be honest, you remind me how to be me. Honestly speaking I'm dead on the inside but you bring me life. I honestly don't want to treat you like everybody else cause you do something different, you make me proud of myself. I allowed myself to get lost in the music and comeback as needed, but tbh, you were what I needed. It's like you bring me back to life, back to reality, and living in a world with someone like you is incredible and 'ly indescribable honestly. Tomorrow isn't promised today but if I could be honest, it's okay because you brought me a little more joy to last forever and a day.


    Tha new B.