Oh how I wish I could murder you Forever turn off all these sweet little things you left to sting at every piece of my heart Like some kind of sadist you got off on my hurt If only you were gone Maybe then I could gain that blissful yet illusive clarity
Oh how I wish I could murder you Throw your cruel necklace in the trash Like you did with me three years ago When you chose to mess around with that bitch in South Korea While I awaited my brave soldier lonely yet patiently in the states Like some love sick idiot Was she even truly worth it
Oh how I wish I could murder you Permanently eradicate you from my once thriving earth Instead I allow to pour your deadly pesticide All over my tormented flowers Killing what little life I have left inside of me You left me to perish 6 feet under my own dirt
Why can't I just murder you And wipe you off the face of my earth ~Taytay_Nicole424
This makes my 100th Poem!!!But certainly not my lastThank you all of you for your continuous support on this young fragmented writerI hope y'all continue to enjoy these little fragments of my heart
Tik click tik! There goes my lighter as I try to light my cigarette and pour some wine into the glass and play my favorite artist on Spotify oh! how I wish I could fly, I can feel my emotions clash am I happy or rather upset? just hoping for my night to get brighter.
Knock knock! Hello there? I shouted out from the sofa as I heard someone at the door wait it's him. Could I have asked for more? no I'm not dreaming. There you're, voila! my heart was now beating with love and joy and not in gloom and despair.
Hugs turned to kisses turned to cuddles turned to...turned to..... I closed my eyes teleported to a parallel universe my body heated up as molten lava heart faced a tsunami of feelings soul flooded with adrenaline zombies conquering my inner self my nerves and veins set on fire fulfilling my pot of desires lost track of thyself are you now really mine? it's indeed a boon or a curse? On the bed we were laughing and giggling but now wrapped in silence the clock went tik tok tik tok I, I....
Beep beep beep! So was I dreaming? I woke up from my dream by the sound of the microwave realised all this while I've craved for someone and that's was him, my sleep flashed visuals of passion and destruction was it love or unhealthy obsession? My cigarette lay dead on the floor Wine glass empty racing heartbeats, dry lips I picked up my phone to notice the last song played ..... APOCALYPSE.
♀️♂️ I know, I know.. I m a whole day late. But my University Examinations are going on so, Perdónenme, Señores y Señoras..!
I've taken this opportunity to write on one of my fave song: ~Khaabon ke Parindey by Alyssa Mendonça, Mohit Chauhan from movie Zindagi Na Milegi Dobara~
Ude, khule aasaman mein khwabon ke parindey Ude, dil ke jahaan mein khwabon ke parindey Oho, kya pata, jayenge kahaan Kisi ne chhua toh yeh hua Phirte hain mehke mehke hum Khoye hain kahin baatein nayi Jab hain aise behke hum Hua hai yoon ke dil pighal gaye Bas ek pal mein hum badal gaye Oho.. ab to, jo bhi ho so ho..
●(In the open sky, fly the birds of dreams In the land of heart, fly the birds of dreams o, who knows, where shall (they) go when someone touched it happened I roam around scented, I am lost somewhere, there are new things happening, so intoxicated I seem to be, it has so happened that hearts have melted, in a moment I (OR we) have changed O.. whatever happens now...)
❤❤Our favorite song was already told in one of the older posts. So I'll take one of his song which was written in the way he has promised things to me.. song is ~Ek Mai Hu aur Ekk Tu from Movie of same name.. by Benny Dayal and Shefali Alvares~ It goes like this:
Boring boring zindagi ke, muh pe chhidkenge paani Is pal ke hum baadshah hain, karein kyun na manmaani Gham ki baatein bhool ja, khushiyan saja Jo bhi hoga I am with you (I am with you) Yun na ghabra, thoda muskura Jo bhi hoga I am with you Ek main hoon aur ek tu I wanna be with you Tere peeche peeche main Mere aage aage tu Ek main hoon aur ek tu I wanna be with you
●(We'll splash water in the face of this boring life We're the kings of this moment, why not do what we want Forget sadness, celebrate happiness Whatever happens, I am with you Don't be so afraid, smile a little Whatever happens I am with you It's just you and me I wanna be wiith you I'm right behind you And you're just ahead of me It's just you and me I wanna be with you..)
Signing out with a Geeli Pappi to all. Its virtual please.