(This in the PoV of a professionally successful actress)
HERE'S A GLIMPSE OF MY FAN MAIL.
HOPE YOU ENJOY.
I COULD RECITE THE ONES BY THE WOMEN WITH CLOSED EYES.
"You're so beautiful, a goddess on earth. Not a single blemish on that golden skin. I wish I could be like you." .
THAT'S WHAT THE GIRLS SAY. TO THEM MY FACE HAS NEVER SEEN A PIMPLE OR A BLACK HEAD. IN OTHER WORDS, MY FACE IS PLASTIC TO THEM.
DON'T FRET LIKE THAT HONEY, APPLY THE FOUNDATION AN INCH THICK, AND MAYBE SKIP A MEAL OR TWO SO YOUR STOMACH WON'T SHOW, AND YOU'LL LOOK THE SAME.
DON'T LOOK AT MY THIGHS AND MARVEL THE LACK OF STRECH MARKS, THEY'RE ALL AIRBRUSHED IN TO PERFECTION.
THE MEN ARE WORSE, YOU KNOW.
"The way you walk, it's like you're a walking wet dream. I can't get enough of you. Any man who scores you is a lucky man, indeed." .
WHAT DO YOU MEAN, THE WAY I WALK? I DON'T WALK LIKE A WOMAN, I WALK LIKE AN ACROBAT IN SKY HIGH LOUBOUTIN STILTS. AND IF THAT'S WHAT YOU LIKE, I'M SORRY FOR YOU.
THIS BODY ISN'T A PRIZE TO WIN, THIS IS MY PRISON . I'M CAGED BY YOUR ENDLESS EXPECTATIONS. I WISH I KNEW HOW TO BREAK FREE OF THEM, BUT IF I DID, YOU WOULDN'T BE WRITING THIS TO ME.
AND MOST HEARTBREAKING OF ALL...
"You're an angel, aren't you? Mummy asked who I wanted to be when I grew up, and I said I wanted to be beautiful like you, so everyone will like me" .
OH SWEETHEART, NO. IT DOESN'T WORK LIKE THAT. I'M JUST LIKE YOUR MUMMY. (WELL, LET'S BE HONEST, SHE'S LIVING A BETTER LIFE THAN ME, CONTRARY TO WHAT YOU TWO THINK). YOU DON'T WANT TO BE ME, DARLING. IT'S ALL GOOD FUN FOR A WHILE, BUT THEN YOU REALISE HOW EMPTY IT ALL IS, BUT IT'S TOO LATE AND THERE'S NO WAY OUT.
AND THAT'S HOW IT GOES.
THE ACTRESS WHO DAZZLES YOUR TV SCREEN, AND SMILES AT YOU FROM BILLBOARDS…YES, THIS IS ME. ALONE AT A PLACE I'LL CALL HOME FOR A MONTH, WITH NO ONE TO LOVE, BUT THE STRANGERS IN ENVELOPES.
arya_ballalBtw, I am not just referring to you, but that actress as well. Like I understand how you twisted the sides in this, and honestly, I am loving it!! The "you" is for all (as well as the actress) that felt this somewhere in their lives
a_gentilischi@arya_ballal Yes, I understand what you mean, and I agree with you, dear angel ❤️❤️❤️ Thank you for sharing your thoughts, it means a lot to me ☺️
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