I am bitter yet I am your sweet...
I am the mayhem that circles you
I am both your dream and your nightmare...
I am your reality and I am all surreal
I am the one that leaves you feeling unaffected and delightfully detached
I will impair your judgement
and make your choices
I will cloud your ability to focus
and steal your memories
I will isolate you
from the rest of the world
and make you forget how to interact
I will fill you with such anger and rage...
Yet take every ounce
of strength you have
You will shoulder responsibilities
at your weakest point
and I will leave you all alone
I will immerse you deeper and lower
into my void of nothingness
And you will concede to become the compulsion itself
I will consume your every thought and like a magnet...
Drawn in by my poisonous allure...
You are trapped in this
My delusion is now our delusion
I'll fill your days with with restlessness and agitation and I offer no reprieve
I will present you with urges
you cannot resist
and then sit back
as you endure the consequences
You are tireless and tiresome
but there is no rest for you here
I am still in control
and can take you as high or as low
as I please
From one extreme to another...
You are a beautiful wreck
Oh you are a catastrophe...
Desperately grasping for anything
you hope may be real
But you are nameless to me and you are neither asleep nor fully awake...
Under my hypnosis...
You are merely existing
You are a curious aberration of society You are a case study
Functional yet fragmented
A puzzle for the professionals
An exquisite Calamity
I can make you fascinating
or I can make you fall
For while I reign you are but dreaming and you will be terrified and tortured
by your vacant truth
Like a natural disaster...
Feel my wrath
I will leave nothing but destruction
in my wake
Your loved ones will suffer while you remain empty and unresponsive
Only after I have stripped you
of your empathy
and leave you cold and lifeless...
Only then will you understand
my true power...
For you will feel nothing
and nothing can change that
I am the chaos that makes you such a seductive disaster...
*I AM MANIA*