Miraquill
Hey
am okay
but some parts you took
my cute laugh is gone
am fearful of what else the years have robbed me off
©tshegofatsopelotona
#surviving
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I don't think I will survive this world.
Somedays the clouds are too heavy to carry and the sun won't even shine.
©writified8 0
queershubh
11w
Selfish.
My honor and my pride has all dissolved;
Since I have been labelled selfish,
And been told that I think of none at all.
It seems like from the beginning I am taking,
Shamelessly receiving,
Leeching myself onto…
Never ever
Stopping once, to think of giving.
I am disgustingly self obsessed,
Nonchalant, heedless, self-serving.
I wonder why I am still not frozen;
From all the coldness in my heart.
Never thawing it warm to cherish the,
Warmth and joy in devoting.
I have always been complaining,
Pondering hideously about my petty form.
So evil of me for not understanding,
That this grotesque figure of me;
It is made for destruction.
Nothing around me is ever capable of surviving.
I am from the world of darkness;
I drink my wine with the devil.
I tarnish what I touch and I never miss, no.
The air around me is putrid;
I smell of rotten flesh,
Beware! If you ever come around me.
Sometimes I wonder, why the hell have I;
Come to this world of sane sentient beings.
Maybe I would find the arena of the deads,
More deary and humbling.
So that I stop being the selfish being I am;
Get started with devoting my life,
To charity of the lifeless, unearthly entities.
Leaving the living alone,
That I have,
Since long been selfishly burdening.
©queershubh8 0
We all carry
Heart breaks and emotional emptiness with us in a world
that considers us as a whole.
The outward confident reality is many a time, just a facade for survival.
©fearlessforever13 2 1
khushi_07
22w
Read MoreAll friends are not loyal like some �� #broken #alone #surviving #sad #depressed #blackhearted
FRIENDS can too break your heart;
They can easily leave you a apart.
They can easily leave you in life without any clue;
Telling you a simple reason that you are not "TRUE."
From declaring that no one is as best as you;
They will start cursing you like you are existing in their life as a "TABOO."
They will not be bothered about after all this what will you be going through;
Only at last they will easily forget you like you didn't existed according to their view.
So it's better to distance yourself from every fake individual near you...
©khushi_0715 1
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scaredycat2222 23w
Nope
Im sorry
if the way
that I love you is too soft
My hands were bound with promises made With words that meant
to break them
My cries were muffled with sheets twisted in silk
That mopped up the milk That dripped from a broken cereal bowl
He threw at the wall
Right above my body
where my head broke my fall
I was naive in hoping for the end when I knew it was just the beginning
I tried to shut my eyes
but my world just kept on spinning
My nails numb to the carpet and
they just cant stop digging
I cant claw my way outta here
I can scream or yell my way out,i fear
the only thing that stops them is ny blood on their hands
and im just not bleeding yet
who knew there could be so much pain inflicted
with out leaving so much as drop baring witness
to the wickedness that hid inside.
who knew I could loose faith
In everything and still beg for anything other than what he was doing to me right fucking now
I just dont have the strength to fight back right now
I vowed
I would never, ever, ever
never ever, ever again
trust another person, lover, or friend
with even the smallest piece of me thag they could beat, bloody, break or bend
So im sorry
If the love I give you seems like a tiny quiet cry that gets carried away
In a soft summer breeze
when its compared To the way you can love somebody it looks like you love blindly with the greatest of ease
©scaredycat222211 0 1
unimaginative_world
28w
Read MoreWhat about you??
Drafts 24th feb., 2021
(16|12|2021)
#mirakee #drafts #survivingAre you actually living?
OR
Are you just surviving?
I thought for a moment and surprisingly i got a mixed answer as my heart quietly whispered to me
"you are half living and half surviving".
©unimaginative_worldPhoto By Frdric Perez on Unsplash3 0
nocturnal_enigma
34w
Read More* 5.11.2021; 3.29 P.M (Malaysia)
* For: My #crush #AHBA
* 777th post ��
#survivingc @writersbay #surviving #challenge-ving ~
I'm a survivor of this harsh world; Surviving.
I'm a lover, who love you, so much; Loving.
I'm on an endeavor of true-love; Endeavoring.
I'm on a path of life. God's believer; Believing.
© Nuruliffa Emirah
@ nocturnal_enigma16 0 2
There's a time when I feel everything I do is wrong .
Every little things that goes wrong is my fault .
I feel tired and sick everytime .
There's a time when I don't want peoples company .
I just want to be alone . Want to Live by myself .
I feel uncomfortable with lots of people .
Even with love ones .
Sometimes It's hard to breathe .
I feel like lots of worry is moving in my head .
Lots of questions to ask but whom I don't know .
My voice shakes when I speak loud .
I wasn't like this earlier .
Maybe my anxiety is increasing .
Or I'm so depressed .
I'm holding my tears like a cloud .
I don't want to cry . Cause I don't want to seek sympathy.
Sometimes rubish things come to mind .
I don't want to leave .
I want to live but happily .
Wants to tell my friends about my feelings .
But I'm scared to be judge .
Offcourse they will judge me .
Cause not every friend is true .
Sometimes they pretend like they know everything but no , they don't .
I used to hate writing but now it's the safest shelter I could find .
I'm just surviving with lots of hateful thoughts :)
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vixx1013
57w
Grief
Your loved one is gone but not forgotten.
Leaving your mind forever haunted.
They start taking over your dreams.
Before you know it thats all you see,
Even if its brief.
Alls you ever feel is the grief.
Its unbearable
You will dig deeper,
Sitting there waiting for the touch of the reaper.
Just know that you dont have to carry this solely.
You have someone you can console in.
You will never be alone as long as i walk the earth.
Reach out and hold my hand
I will take some of your pain
And pull you from the rain
Though grief never ends
The heart will eventually mend.
Especially if you open up and find comfort in a friend.
©vixx101311 1 1
This mortal path I wander
Along this mortal path I wander
Away from the crowded clusters
Longing to dance with the music
That's just out of reach
Yet here I am
Empty, alone
Thorns ripping my feet apart
Fire burning in my eyes
Ice freezing over my heart
That I tried so hard to protect
Alone in this world
Sometimes it isn't pretty
Watching my time run out
Right in front of me
©rachelatherton9 0
Delapidated bird hopped around desperate to live.
©lum_nk6 2
Alive (?)
You're not strong for surviving-
They're selfish in asking you to stay.
Staying alive is much too abhorrent.
©thetramp3 0
fayemi_13
72w
Read MoreReviving the warrior within her❤️
#mirakee #warrior #life #lioness #surviving #stronger @writersnetwork @mirakeeThe dead, decayed girl you see today
Was once a lioness.
Giving up fighting,
She's breathing serenity
But life wouldn't agree on losing
A warrior it had made.
Shoved into the battlefield,
She stands defeated
Broken and bruised,
But stronger than ever,
Back to her old ways,
Roaring, struggling and
S u r v i v i n g
©fayemi_138 1
fayemi_13
72w
Read MoreIt's not over. Not yet. This is simply not how it was supposed to end.
#mirakee #life #fightinglife #surviving #depression #nevergiveup @writersnetwork @mirakee
The last lines are nothing but a glimpse of how you changed my perspective, how you inspired me @the_late_night_tales brother❤️Why is it so chaotic inside?
Something's reaping me apart,
yet all I feel is nothing.
Why can't I feel the life
rushing through my veins?
Something's killing me.
I've lost track of the tic-tock.
There's nothing left in me now,
There's nothing left for me now,
But still I want to see how far I can go,
If I don't give up now !
©fayemi_1311 0
tiny steps never hurt
maybe
a fall there ,a forever to get
back up
but still
you get up
©tshegofatsopelotona11 0
All I wanted to do was laugh
while all he wanted was to put his hands
on my body and weep.
©tshegofatsopelotona11 0
Some days
Some days make me feel light,
When I rummage through my actions
When I step back from my responsibilities
And realize my mistakes
Some days make me feel heavy,
When I realize that hours passed by
When I laugh so hard over nonsensical things
And binge-watch shows like no tomorrow
Some days I look for antidote
To cure my sadness and happiness
And some days I don't feel alright
While most days I just attempt to get by
©secrecyofthemind7 0
mercileie_zealeaous01
78w
Read More©mercileie_zealeaous01,#death & life , fight until mine death ,#surviving ,fighting ,but not meant for defeating to accepting.
Death and life ......
Tumbling down sometimes in mine life ,
In order to create a sustainable vibe ,
Just like a little boy watching for the help ,
Looking upto the clouds,
wavering winds flowing over the sky .
Sometimes I think just why not I had died ,
But something inside keept me aside
to make me in this life to be alive ,
Then one day it showers from the sky ,
Heavily rain's flowing through the hovering drops over the skies,
I'm keep on telling me to myself lies .
That it came to nourished me with from the heavenly lights,
Then suddenly a light came turns the huge scene with the beautiful colours of rainbows
Over the skies ,
that are inside one another which is intertwined,
and see this what's the gameplan of this life, when I want to live it tried to disguised ,
but I always never give up and tried,
what a miracle when talent tried ,
It faces a message that you had to live and still had to survive ,in order to create a meaningful life , in order to create a meaningful life, & that's it , #death and life ,
true game of life's ,
# eternal truth .
©mercileie_zealeaous017 2
A war has begun
All around this land you'll hear cries out for help as a battle has begun
People try to give others a hand but,
This land that you stand in was once grand now it's in ruins
You'd stand and hear soldiers screaming "grenade, grenade!" trying to warn others as everything becomes a blurry
Many fears would be rushing inside your head fearing your alone yet again but,
You get up bearing the pain you feel so you see how everyone is as you spot a solider bleeding
You tear off what you wear to wrap it around a soldiers leg to try to slow down the bleeding
As you do so you hear others begging for you to come help them
So you hear they're yelps and try helping but,
You see the many fallen soldiers that thought that if they fought everything will be fine but,
Those they fought crossed the line of what's right and what's wrong
So a war has begun and many are still fighting for what they believe is right as you try to survive
©sadar_ammar
