angeljohn@heartily_voice I'm really pleased, as I witness you supporting me so much, dear. I have subscribed your artistic work and I am watching your creation as well.. Keep Shining and conquer heights dear.
Have you ever experienced how some friends are always there for their BFFs thinking the other guy or girl will reciprocate the same behaviour in the same manner throughout the days of their lives?
If your answer is yes, then we're in the same boat.
What I mean to say is, in a duo, there's always one friend who is always there, and the another one is just there. However, you still continue to be nice 'cos you don't want to hurt anyone's goddamn feelings, and it is you in the end who is expected to be mature, act accordingly, act your age, not be so kiddish, understand that they have a life, not be cringy, and do hundred thousand other things when in reality, the latter one cannot even make an effort to stay in touch.
But the time never seems to be right for you to get a chance to express how you feel. Because then you're just being melodramatic. There will always be times when they'll seek your advice on every tiny matter but always do what they feel like.
And I cannot come to terms with the fact that how is it they can stay in touch with their exes (of whom they desperately wanted to get rid of), but not with their best friends. It kinda hits hard when you realize all you've been doing, all this while, is just a sheer waste your time and energy.
These are the times that call for a reminder to self:
"If your absence doesn't bother them now, your presence never mattered to them ever."
When you know someone who loves you with all their heart, soul, and might, never disrespect them by showing sympathy. It is the worst kind of pain you put them through when they realize their existence is absolutely of no value to you.
World's definition of beauty is so unfair towards the brown skinned or the fancier version of it called the wheatish, that they almost forget how much hate and hurt they're spreading when they chose plastic over what's so real to the skin and bones.
It is so easy to call a girl, a golddigger but no one sees how even a genuine guy who is yearning for love, has had his heart broken once, and is vulnerable to the core, will still be and always will be interested in someone who shows zero interest and respect towards him.
People who fall for the face, are the people who reject a heart full of love, go on complaining to the whole world, and then will end up generalizing that "all girls are the same", and vice versa.
Not just in my life, but I see it happening around me every day. Do not make love all about the looks. Instead, look for the heart that is made of love, and for love. And when you find one, never let it go. Keep it. Protect it. Nurture it. Cherish it.
You will not only feel secure then, but you will also find a partnership, a friendship, and a bond that grows soaked in unconditional love, and is there for you when you need it the most.
Our worlds may be poles apart. But the love, the heartbreak, the pain, and the damage, will always be the same for everyone who has loved another soul with all their might, at least once in their life.