We don't get to blame the consequences of our conditions on anyone, do we? The treatment we recieved wasn't right and so was the coping mechanisms we chose. A little bit of fault on both sides. Theirs from the past.. and ours for the future. Balance if you can call it that..
But I'll be fine you know, eventually. It may take a while.. A long while. And I wish you stay by my side for the whole healing process