I may sound weird, but maybe I don't want to share anything with anyone..maybe I just want to sit silently and overthink. Maybe I just want to reach that point where I will cry my heart out because I am afraid of attachments. What if the person I will reach out to will break my heart again? Will those heart breaks be ever healed or will that broken heart be broken again? But my heart is tired. It says to leave it alone because it knows that I am tired too. For how long will my heart be broken? And if it ever heals, will it break again? Or will it break in pieces before it heals? Who knows? Better live the sadness. I might be wrong, but I don't want to reach out to people. What if they too end up breaking my heart? What if........?
_ Utkarsha Kalambe
Dt. 10 Jan 2022 @2:46 hrs IST