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  • humanityraiseup 13h

    The most dreadful thing is loved
    person who breaks our heart
    without even knocking the door,

    They push us in between the dark
    clouds with thousand thunderbolts
    hitting the core,

    Uneasy blood from veins thriving
    out into the shore,

    We need to cauterize the wound to
    move forward with rest assure.

    ©humanityraiseup

  • biha_soundarya 16h

    Who is SHE?
    The FLOWER and the SEED,

    Who is SHE?
    The FLESH and the BLOOD,

    Who is SHE?
    The TURBULENCE and the PEACE,

    Who is SHE?
    The FIGHTER and the SOLDIER,

    Who is SHE?
    The WEAPON and the NUCLEAR,

    Who is SHE?
    The TORNADO and the BREEZE,

    Who is SHE?
    The KRYPTONITE and the DIAMOND,

    Who is SHE?
    The TEACHER and the STUDENT,

    Who is SHE?
    The WORKER and the BILLIONAIRE,

    Who is SHE?
    The PROVIDER and the PROTECTOR,

    Who is SHE?
    The SCIENTIST and the INVENTOR,

    Who is SHE?
    The LOVER and the WIFE,

    Who is SHE?
    The DEVIL and the ANGEL,

    Who is SHE?
    The MOTHER and the DAUGHTER,

    Who is SHE?
    The SUN and the RAIN,

    Who is SHE?
    The FUTURE and the BRAIN

    Who is SHE?
    The SURVIVOR of all pain,

    Who is SHE?
    SHE is ME and SHE is YOU.

    Conscience : Wow❤️
    Heart : Straight from the heart baby! Straight from
    the heart. ❤️

    Conscience : This is deeper than I thought.
    Heart : Yes it is

    **She is isn't she? ❤️.. She is**

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    Who is SHE?

    ©biha_soundarya

  • biha_soundarya 4d

    I'm learning the hard way
    Of how God is the biggest prankster
    I'm learning the hard way
    Of how God joke on things that happen

    I'm learning the hard way
    Of how the prank went a bit too far
    I'm learning the hard way
    Of when the joke was on me

    I'm learning the hard way
    Of how God orchestrated the whole show
    I'm learning the hard way
    To play along

    I'm learning the hard way
    That God is the best Director
    I'm learning the hard way
    To act on HIS stage

    I'm learning the hard way
    Of how God send an only person
    I'm learning the hard way
    To understand it was through this person I got ME back ❤️

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    God is the best Director

    ©biha_soundarya

  • biha_soundarya 1w

    A light in the sea of darkness
    Is how I see you
    When I walk aimlessly
    You I could only rely on

    A light in the sea of darkness
    Is what I look for
    The glimpse of hope
    Is what you are

    A light in the sea of darkness
    Is when Im drowning
    Ever so deep
    And YOU rescued me
    My glimpse of hope

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    My glimpse of hope

    ©biha_soundarya

  • humanityraiseup 1w

    When I'm deep asleep; try to crawl
    slowly through the bed and wake me
    up by undressing my dream to reality
    with one small kiss on my forehead.

    ©humanityraiseup

  • biha_soundarya 1w

    Heart : I'm aware and very much conscious of my decision
    about you. I'll wait. It's not like I will be rushing for
    anything anymore. I got you back in my life. And
    I am not willing to let that go ever again.
    Conscience : Even if it takes many years?

    Heart : Yes. Who else was there for me. You made sure
    I wakr up everyday, literally pushing me out of
    bed. Sending me contents upon contents.
    Upgrading me, you made me realised my potential.
    Of all the people, you made sure that everytime I
    relapse, you were with me no matter what time
    of the day. You barely slept because of me. You sit
    and cry with me Even from my food you want me
    to eat better. Hell, I dress better without
    the cartoons t-shirt. So yes I know. Plus every
    emergency contact that I need to fill up or even
    contacts for anyone to reach when I passed on
    it only carries your name. I know I'll keep getting
    hurt along the way. I know. It is what it is.
    Conscience : Sigh. I'm responsible of you.

    **She have the entire time in the world and she will not make that mistake anymore**

    #acceptancec #heart #journey #pod #tod_wt #writersbay @miraquill #miraquill @mirakeeworldwidewriter @mirakeeworld  @writersnetwork   #wod #mirakee @writersbay #writersbay

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    A conscious decision.

    ©biha_soundarya

  • biha_soundarya 1w

    Carry my heart like you're holding a glass
    Take care before it breaks the glass's gold brass
    Make your palm its resting palace
    For where it should dance
    And be its solace

    Heart : My heart is extremely fragile
    Conscience : Sigh

    Heart : It could just break anytime, but I learn.
    I have to learn that many times I only have me.
    Conscience : I'm sorry you feel that way.

    Heart : I do know there are things you need to do.
    Things that you don't have to explain or even
    owe me any explanation. I do know. Because I do
    not have that rights to even ask. I'll just be quiet.
    Conscience : Sigh. I'm trying my best to make you feel
    better. Be ok. And I know that you are capable.
    You're strong. I do not want anything to stop you.
    Even me.

    Heart : I know. I hope I do not break along the way. But
    us, what are we?
    Conscience : You want our relationship to be define?
    Heart : I want you to be with me. Through my steps.
    Through my journey. To hold my hands like you
    always do. To keep checking on me like how you
    have been doing for years. To not leave.
    Conscience : I will not leave. I told you I won't

    **The only thing that's beating is her heart. And may it not stop half way along her journey **

    #rhyme #heart #journey #pod #tod_wt #writersbay @miraquill #miraquill @mirakeeworldwidewriter @mirakeeworld  @writersnetwork   #wod #mirakee @writersbay #writersbay

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    Only thing that's beating is her heart

    ©biha_soundarya

  • biha_soundarya 1w

    Heart : My gut instinct has never been wrong. I could feel it
    And then for some God forsaken joke, I get to see
    it. I don't even know if it hurts or not anymore.
    I just feel useless when I see. Like I'm not worthy.
    Conscience : I'm sorry

    Heart : I dont want things to be sugar-coated. I deserved
    better than being a person that things need to be
    sugar-coated. I know you're protecting me from
    things that would or could hurt me. But isn't it
    the same when I find out the truth. Won't that
    make me feel sad still?
    Conscience : Sigh

    Heart : I sat staring and watching the same rewinds for
    hours on the story. I saw you. Orange burned
    handkerchief in your square pocket tux.
    I wonder if you had a pin too like how you'd wear
    for me, remember? When you stared at those
    clothes on those models at After Dark In The
    Park show , I was wishing if I could get a hand on
    those clothes so it was me you would look at.
    But the most what I wished for, is that it was
    me wearing that red kimono jacket sitting beside
    you instead.
    Conscience : I don't know what to say.
    Heart : Don't say anything. I just wanted to say this out
    loud, get it out of my chest.

    **That fashion show nearly killed her. She reached MRT wanting to just go the museum for the heck of it. As she was scrolling, she saw that video almost instantly when the show was happening. Her heart sank. She wasn't angry. Her heart beat so fast. It's the same when she got that first anxiety attack and rushed herself to emergency room thinking it was heart attack. Because her entire body shook. She knew she had to just breathe on a slower deep breaths . She turned back. She knew what was gonna happen that night and she couldn't get her mind of it. The bed scene. She went back home. Scared. And yet she is still hoping. Hope is all she got. Because that moment was actually hers**

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    After Dark In The Park

    ©biha_soundarya

  • biha_soundarya 1w

    Heart : I'm signing the document with the lawyer today
    at 11am
    Conscience : Ok. Make sure the terms are in your favour…
    down payment, and other things… as per rules and
    comparables of the prices there. Don’t let any
    fine print come into play.

    Heart : Ok
    Conscience : Just don’t want you to have any unacceptable
    surprises. Don’t be stressed with the signing. It’s
    still a major accomplishment and take the personal
    win where it is. Don’t have anxiety and second
    guessing yourself.

    Heart : I didnt sleep at all.
    Conscience : Sigh why not?

    Heart : There's so many things running in my mind.
    Getting ready. Wearing the Tom Ford Bitter Peach.
    Cause I'll feel you're with me.
    Conscience : I’m always with you.
    Heart : Thank you ❤️

    **She never thought what she manifested actually happen even before her planned timing which she set as next year. She was merely trying without putting much hope. At the same time she wanted to surprise him because he worries and she often almost daily being suck into her deep dark depression and anxiety hole. He was without fail has been pushing her daily. Even when he is busy or when he is travelling. Even when he doesn't tell her he is travelling. Her gut feeling on his is so strong that she knew things that is unsaid. But she understood why. She is most thankful that today 20th Nov 2021, she did it. That manifesting dream happen which became significantly important as it is closing the year and proving that all great things will start happening. And all this the daily push out of the bed. The simplest thing like "Get up and wash your face, go to the balcony, get some fresh air, eat proper food, exercise". This, all this was he pushing her. He has more faith on her than anyone else in the entire world. And she hoped one day, she could just pour her love to him the best that he deserves the most. Like how he been watering it to her great being daily. He is her oxygen**

    #manifesting #faith #hope #prayer #love #oxygen
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    20th Nov 2021 Manifestation

    ©biha_soundarya

  • shivangisrivastava 2w

    Flowers are beautiful
    As we all know,
    But not all require
    The same environment to grow,
    Same are we,
    All created uniquely by the Almighty,
    Provided with different aptitudes,
    All we need
    Is to recognise it within ourselves,
    And work assiduously on it
    Till the day we bloom beautifully
    Like these flowers do.
    ©shivangisrivastava

  • biha_soundarya 2w

    My dearly beloved first love : R
    If only I could turn back time
    If only I did not walk away
    Thinking that you would be better without me
    And that you be able to achieve more without me
    I am sorry,
    My heart sank with regrets

    My dearly beloved first love : R
    If only I could turn back time
    If only I continued to hold your hands firmly
    I will do anything to not let you break
    But in fact I did
    I am sorry,
    My heart sank with regrets

    My dearly beloved first love : R
    If only I could turn back time
    If only I continued to make you believe in love fully
    I would have made you trust a little bit more
    But you continued to be in my life to support me
    To be with me through my darkest hours
    And yet never did move an inch
    I am sorry,
    My heart sank with regrets

    And today, despite my regrets
    You are here with me, still in love with me
    Still understood that I wanted the best for you
    Still come to terms on my intention towards you
    Still believe that our hearts beat the same tune
    You assured me of many things
    And you I love the most
    And you who knew why I did those mistakes
    And you will be the one I carry with love the most
    For the rest of my life

    Heart : I'm sorry
    Conscience : We evolve to be better people, our version
    now understand each other better than when we
    were younger.

    Heart : I am thankful for you
    Conscience : And I for you

    ** She build that eternal throne in her heart for him. Many came and many go, but that spot is only for him**

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    My dearly beloved first love : R

    ©biha_soundarya

  • biha_soundarya 2w

    Heart : Loneliness is addictive at times.
    Conscience : It is.

    Heart : After many years of sharing myself to others,
    I have become extremely protective of myself.
    I became utterly selfish. Refusing of anyone trying
    to be close to me or even getting to know me.
    I became so resilient of my own being.
    I became so cautious of making my loneliness
    for anyone to manipulate me ever again.
    I became selfish. My loneliness became my bunker.
    Conscience : I think that is fair, especially the hurt and
    trauma that you are not supposed to go through
    and should never in the first place happen.

    **She build a bunker and the highest wall around her. Loneliness makes her so powerful that she knew that she will not want to be indispensable for anyone's benefit. She is in charge of what she does. She is in charge of her loneliness. She build a moat around her loneliness **

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    She build a moat around her loneliness

    ©biha_soundarya

  • johar_alfaaz 2w

    Ladke Kahan Ladkiyon Ke Aib Talash Karte Hain,
    Wo Ladkiyan Hi Hoti Hain Jo Ladkiyon Me Aib Dekhti Hain.
    ©johar_alfaaz

  • biha_soundarya 2w

    Daffodils appears in my eyes
    Everytime I think of happiness
    That bright yellow becomes the sun
    And that sun cracks my lips into smiles

    Barely 8 was I when I walked passed those Daffodils
    And how strong its image that captures my heart
    Along the Western Road was where I've onced lived
    And Bolehill Park becomes my playground port

    At 44 young I am now living
    While my mind travels still to that 8 year old me
    It was the daffodils that makes me thriving
    And that English Springtime that creates me

    How I wished I brought that spring with me
    Everyday along my months and years
    How I wished you are only for me
    Just like my most favourite Spring hours

    Heart: I still can remember the daffodils
    Conscience : That was so long ago while you're in England

    Heart : Yes that springtime. I just love it. Especially at
    Bolehill Park.
    Conscience : Ah yes I remembered you told me, you went
    to school there.

    Heart : Yes in Sheffield. The memory I have of those
    daffodils along Western Road always put a smile
    on my face.
    Conscience : That must be such a beautiful memory for you.
    Heart : Yes it is. Makes me think of Wordsworth poem
    about it. I always look forward to spring.

    **Simple things in life makes her happy. As simple as the bright yellow Daffodils in spring**

    #spring #season #pod #tod_wt #writersbay @miraquill #miraquill @mirakeeworldwidewriter @mirakeeworld  @writersnetwork   #wod #mirakee @writersbay #writersbay

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    Yellow Daffodils in Spring

    ©biha_soundarya

  • biha_soundarya 2w

    Heart : It wasn't a game. It took me so long to realise
    that it wasn't. It was a kniving morally twisted
    game, which a kid didn't understand.
    Conscience : I'm sorry.

    Heart: It makes me nauseas. The details of it..
    If I can't even explain it without anger, how do I
    bloody express it?!
    Conscience : I'm sorry it happened to you that no one
    protected you. They failed you.
    Heart : I'm angry and I do not want to bite your head
    over it. So what he have 20 granddaughters.
    So bloody what. Him stopping only now doesnt
    make it OK. This is why people get away with it ?
    Cause they "stop at some point?"after his kids
    have more kids and what he did is gone? This is why
    this will never go away. Theres always reasoning to
    justify isn't it for all these predators!
    Conscience : NO. IT IS NOT OK.

    **Sexual assault is real. It doesn't just go away because the predator Stops. What happens to the victim? It is embedded in their mind daily. It's a broken record being played over and over again. It's disgusting. A child! She was just a child!!! **

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    It wasn't a game

    ©biha_soundarya

  • anita_sudhir 2w

    देव एकादशी

    दोहा

    प्रबोधिनी एकादशी,आए कार्तिक मास।
    कार्य मांगलिक हो रहे,छाए मन उल्लास।।


    चौपाई

    शुक्ल पक्ष एकादश जानें।
    कार्तिक शुभ फलदायक मानें।।
    चार मास की निद्रा लेकर।
    चेतन में लौटे दामोदर।।
    श्लोक मंत्र से देव जगाएँ ।
    प्रभु चरणों में शीश झुकाएँ।।
    तुलसी परिणय अति पावन है।
    मंत्र दशाक्षरी मनभावन है।।
    भाव सुमन को उर में भरिये ।
    विधि विधान से पूजन करिये।।
    दीप धूप कर्पूर जलाएं।
    माधव को प्रिय भोग लगाएं।।
    व्रत निर्जल जब सब जन रखते।
    दीन दुखी के प्रभु दुख हरते ।।
    महिमा व्रत की है अति न्यारी।
    पुण्य प्रतापी सब नर नारी।।

    दोहा

    पाप मुक्त जीवन हुआ,हुआ शुद्ध आचार।
    आराधन पूजन करे,खुले मोक्ष के द्वार।।


    अनिता सुधीर
    ©anita_sudhir

  • kv1504 2w

    And I left..

    I slept on Mumma's lap last night,
    I day before that, we had a fight.
    I did not eat but she came and fed,
    With shame and regret, my face was red.
    Some more time in her bosom, I do crave
    But I will not let her down, 'cause am brave.
    As today I stand in my marriage attire,
    And infront of me there lits a fire.
    Tears are at the edge as we have tied the knot,
    But bravehearts don't cry, she always has taught.
    As we are approaching next day's morrow,
    No one can help my sharp rising sorrow.
    I can see dad from the corner of my eye,
    And that smile on his face is nothing but a lie.
    This love, only till today, was written in my fate,
    I realized this never, never before this date.
    Then the time came, when I had to leave,
    And the tears finally parted my eyes, expressing my greive.
    They also cry, whom I have never seen crying
    There blessings, with me, will always remain, no denying.
    Covering their dark teary faces, colours of smile, they have paint.
    It seems like never but today I am to faint.
    Holding my hand, my soulmate seated me in the car,
    Felt as if he was taking me away too far.
    He sat beside and kissed my forehead,
    With shyness and love, my cheeks are again red.
    Finally, with a heavy heart, I bid them farewell,
    And in his comforting arms, forever I fell.
    ©kv1504

  • biha_soundarya 2w

    DEAR ME,
    Isn't it weird what we went through.
    We made it at some point!
    Look at us! I'm so proud of US.
    We Know that hurt, that abuse, that trauma, that spiralling emotions we go through daily was such a handful.
    WE KNOW many days we refuses to wake up!
    But guess what?! We did wake up!!
    We did it!
    We KNOW that endless time at night when we sleep,
    when our body jolts in pain, way too many times.
    Where our body keep reminding our subconscious pain
    over and over again.
    We KNOW many times we wanted to dissappear.
    We KNOW we wanted to just END it.
    Near the balcony, on the open road, at the sea,that sharp knife slashing our wrists...,
    We just wanted to let go. Because its just too tiring.
    We were angry, infact we still are!
    We were dissapointed!
    We just wanted to vanish in thin air!
    But DEAR ME,
    We will be OK
    We will continue to grow gracefully
    We will continue to be kind to US
    We will continue to face the world and fight
    We will change the world
    We will get better
    We will fight together
    We will end this year with a blast
    We will hold our hands together and walk into 2022
    We have US
    DEAR ME, WE WILL BE OK ❤️
    We WILL

    **She will be ok, She will and will walk out of 2021 with grace and walk in 2022 with high hopes and faith**

    #movingonc #2021 #goodbye #goodbye2021 #2022 #hello2022 #dearme #we #ok #better #pod #tod_wt #writersbay @miraquill #miraquill @mirakeeworldwidewriter @mirakeeworld  @writersnetwork   #wod #mirakee @writersbay #writersbay

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    DEAR ME, WE WILL BE OK ❤️

    ©biha_soundarya

  • biha_soundarya 2w

    Our love is surreal
    How did we even know or knew back then
    I loved you for you
    And you loved me for me
    Our path was so rough that it physically killed us both
    But not even once this love strayed away

    We wanted those butterflies, but it flew away
    We wanted those bright lights, but it dimmed someway,
    We had a choice to let go
    We met many along away
    But WHY didn't we let go of US
    Why didn't we?

    Love took us in many dimensions
    And yet the universe conspire
    The universe refuses to give up on US
    The universe is still hoping on US
    Why is it so difficult to let US go?

    Today, you still love me
    And I still love you
    How do we even define US now
    Despite us being connected
    Will this Love bring us together
    The ending that we hoped?

    As we mature through the distance and circumstances
    Deep in our hearts
    As deep in our love
    Our invisible strings hold US together
    Even if we finally make it
    Or if we never did

    Our love is treasured and buried in our hearts
    Covered with eternal love,rainbows and sunshine
    And my last rights to be still be done by you
    As how our final path is sealed

    Heart : My final rights is still in your hands no matter
    who gets me
    Conscience : I will do it and will you do mine?

    Heart: Yes I will, but looks like mine will be first.
    Conscience : We won't know, it could be the other way around.
    Heart : We won't know.

    **He was her first, she was his first. Time and space and circumstances took its own course. It led him to explore things and her to experience many things. They both regret it, with sadness and anger. The things that has happen to them both along the way, the nasty experience with other people made them both Seething in anger for not being able to protect one another. If only they knew, if only they reached out like to each other like how they did now. If only. Only time will tell if they finally be together or to just keep beating within each other's heart till end of time **

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    Our love is surreal

    ©biha_soundarya

  • biha_soundarya 3w

    It was deafening
    It became unbearable the way that silence screamed
    It surrounded her entire brain, her entire being,
    her entire breath
    That silence which killed her slowly
    It took over her unconscious sleep
    Putting her body to a halt.
    That silence which played over and over again
    That silence which arrested her from being normal again.
    And yet she tried every single day to tame that wild silence.

    Heart : I did try everyday to be better, to be ok,
    I promise I did ��
    Conscience : I know, and I want you to keep trying.
    I know it is not easy.

    Heart : I wish this to go away, I didn't even think of it,
    But it keeps coming back in my dreams,
    reminding me.
    Conscience : I'm sorry, and I know it will one day just be a
    blur that you will not have to deal with it anymore
    or even remotely remember it. You will be ok.

    **She can't explain this to everyone, it's difficult, trauma is difficult, abuse is difficult. It is difficult to deal with. No one will be able to understand that emotion and mental torture.Just when you feel as if you SEIZED it, it keeps creeping back, spiralling. They say that you body keeps that trauma and abuse count? Well it's true. You body keep that count and absorb every bit of that traumatic and abusive accounts. It's physically tiring when it keeps spiralling. It will take many minutes, months, maybe even years. Despite all this, she is silently trying and trying every single day. Her silence screams a million word**

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    Her silence screams a million word

    ©biha_soundarya