#traumatized

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  • sarahrachelea 19w

    It turns out
    It's not that easy to love
    Like you've never been hurt
    For once again

    ~ heal and restart your heart
    ©sarahrachelea

  • jaeseonlynn 88w

    (if u can't read it)

    The fear of getting despised
    The fear of having all eyes
    The fear of being alone
    The fear of having you thrown

    My hands are trembling with all this fears
    My eyes are covered with all this tears
    I feel my anxieties welling up
    I feel my mind getting corrupted
    By all this negativity I tried to conceal
    I made this persona so that I could heal
    I tried so hard to be positive and bright
    But it didn't took long to turn off that light
    I've been traumatized by my past history
    I got bullied for simply just being me
    So I changed myself to be liked by all
    But little did I know it would become my down fall

    #fear #alone #despise #anxiety #anxieties #myanxiety #fears #corrupted #poem #poemaboutanxiety #negativity #conceal #facade #persona #change #heal #trauma #traumatized #past #bullying #bullied #bully #peoplepleaser

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    My Anxieties

    ©jaeseonlynn

    The fear of getting despised
    The fear of having all eyes
    The fear of being alone
    The fear of having you thrown

    My hands are trembling with all this fears
    My eyes are covered with all this tears
    I feel my anxieties welling up
    I feel my mind getting corrupted
    By all this negativity I tried to conceal
    I made this persona so that I could heal
    I tried so hard to be positive and bright
    But it didn't took long to turn off that light
    I've been traumatized by my past history
    I got bullied for simply just being me
    So I changed myself to be liked by all
    But little did I know it would become my down fall

  • xx_nerdypoet_xx 119w

    Don’t touch me, I’m too damaged and broken for I am porcelain glass that is easy to break. But I learned I’m no longer the girl you saw she was much easier to break.

  • shayne366 127w

    Traumatized

    When I was a little boy
    I saw everything destroyed
    The whole country was at war
    And we were a family living poor
    There's no more medicine
    To actually find a cure
    So we stay in sickness
    Trying our best to be healthy
    Those guns keep firing
    To get us traumatized
    From all the corruption
    That affects other human lives
    ©shayne366

  • bearlogic 137w

    The traumatize pathfinder

    Adolescence screams that bellow from a shredded mind of tormented ritual. Darken and stain in the acts of confusion and innocence of the young. Plagued nightmares that cries subconsciously for an answer that is never there. The fear of shame and guilt running through the cortex leaving evidence from the scars that remain. Maddness following the pain and having a subdued existence that shadows them. Ruined but willing to wonder as a blind sacrifice for the herd being cursed and outcasted from the peers around them. Looking for the parts that may never be found again.
    ©bearlogic

  • musingsofagrl 151w

    Insomnia wasn't a prized possession of mine,
    Your voidness accustomed me to it.
    Now it is my only companion in the dark nights,
    Where your memories run beserk traumatizing me....

    ©musingsofagrl

  • kabrinia 155w

    sex is disgusting; i am to scared to try.....

    I am sexually scarred and traumatized
    I might just die a virgin
    ©genesisshanks

  • brutal96 172w

    My Beautiful Trauma

    What is it with you?
    That I cannot get enough of
    Even when you're horrendous
    Is it the wilderness?
    Or is it the calm in chaos
    Or the peaceful agony

    To me, you're paradoxical in its glory
    The traquillizer,
    The lucidity
    And the confidant
    While you torment me
    Driving me into madness
    Onto my knees before you, oh my great nemesis.

    Yet here I am,
    Still craving for you
    Falling for you.
    You, that is achingly, painfully, lovingly beautiful
    Oh, that is my beautiful trauma
    ©brutal96

  • xx_nerdypoet_xx 187w

    Traumatized

    Let me be you're puppet on a string
    Dangling my problems like you always seem you think you know me but that's not true
    I'm so different but it's scaring you to see what I might become is depression to you but I don't want to be like gum that you pick up off you're shoe
    Love comes with obstacles either you break or take it but why can't you even make it
    You say you can't be alone without help
    But why can't you be independent without taking a step
    My mind is overflowing with thoughts in my head making me wish that things were never said
    Traumatized by my thoughts, hurt to the core ,blame you're children that you bore

    You ask yourself how does that make me feel? No it's how does that make us feel?

    Where's the love instead of guilt you're life isn't on track without a man controlling bastard yeah he got out of hand.

    Then came the abusive one who didn't give a fuck yeah he tried to push his luck.

    I aint never had a guy lay hands on me but that's before I knew how to say mommy

    I screamed for you're help but where were you,the mother that i knew

    I'm so traumatized by stuff in my head but now my self-esteem is dead

    Enough said.
    ©xx_nerdypoet_xx

  • afallingglass 189w

    Abandoned Child

    “Wish some memories could be erased. Wish I could make myself believe whats gone is gone. I ll never be the child kissed goodnight. Being caressed by the ghosts of my imagination and crying over things I never had, thats all I ll be. “

    ©afallingglass