[ weight ]
I am a reservoir of rain
bottomless pit sunken into the ground
I can contain, and contain, and contain
and continue to!
your hurt weighs heavier than your body
maybe that's why it is passed on to me
or people like me
who can withstand carrying more than
one's own flesh and bones.
Rain!
rest your thunders on me,
and rain
rain until you are
your own weight
again.
~ कलम-e-समeeर
#weight
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Weight Obsession
See that is what God is working on with us. We think our value lies in our weight.
And what it boils down to..... is not actually the weight. But the hurt weve felt because of other people having a problem with our weight.
Or the way weve been abused or used or hurt or treated, because we attribite those things with our weight.
But in reality our weight was OUR ISSUE, and the people who hurt us had their own issues! They used something we saw as a flaw in ourself, as a way to let out their pain. So they would be mean and crappy to us.
So we grabbed that hurt and we placed it all in our issue. Our weight!! We did this over and over until we began to only see the weight! Thus began to hate ourself, because of the weight. But there is a root behind the weight... many roots. We gotta weed out those roots until we see ourself with the weight as a beautiful flower garden. When I see a weed in a garden i dont say ewww thats ugly... and let it taint the beauty of all the flowers. We gotta pluck it out, so it dont turn the whole flower bed into weeds. We have alot of issues rooted. Im tired of seeing myself as an ugly weed, because GOD MADE ME and HE SAYS IM BEAUTIFUL!!! If other people wanna see me as a weed. Well thats their own issue, and we cant care. Who do we care about? What they think???? ONLY Gods opinion. Once we see what a flower we are, and deroot the weeds. We see ourself as beautiful. More flowers will grow in us. And less weeds will be able to grow. Im sorry for my analagies but its how God teaches me. YOU ARE beautiful and your weight doesnt define that beauty. GOD DOES!!!
Mjm
©spalymo100213 0 1Wait and weight both sound same and are increasing day by day. Wait to reduce weight and want to reduce weight to end the wait.
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jennau 13w
Can't be restored
Showed him a clip of someone's progress
Tried explaining to him the process
But the disgust I saw in his eyes
The negativity it implies
Yes to a point skin is elastic
Doesn't just go away like magic
Like stretched balloons slipping from your hands
We don't just snap back like rubber bands
Mom of five yes I know what that means
But im still coming apart at the seams
Hurt knowing thats how he would look at me
Everyone else tells me self love is key
Now im scared to lose too much weight
Body image the biggest cause of my self hate
Can't shake the feeling its too late
Even if I achieve and lose weight
Still the sight of my body you wouldn't be able to take
And that right there is the thought that I can't shake
Corrective surgery after we could never afford
Now I feel like I can't be restored
©️JennaU
#weight #image #relationshipCan't be restored
Showed him a clip of someone's progress
Tried explaining to him the process
But the disgust I saw in his eyes
The negativity it implies
Yes to a point skin is elastic
Doesn't just go away like magic
Like stretched balloons slipping from your hands
We don't just snap back like rubber bands
Mom of five yes I know what that means
But im still coming apart at the seams
Hurt knowing thats how he would look at me
Everyone else tells me self love is key
Now im scared to lose to much weight
Body image the biggest cause of my self hate
Can't shake the feeling its too late
Even if I achieve and lose weight
Still the sight of my body you wouldn't be able to take
And that right there is the thought that I can't shake
Corrective surgery after we could never afford
Now I feel like I can't be restored
©jennauPhoto By Hassan Vakil on Unsplash11 0 2Intimacy
What's that?
My shoulders concave
At a slight touch.
My lips tremble,
Always anxious,
Always nervous.
I curl unto myself
Never touched,
Never loved.
©spontaneous_flow_of_emotion6 0To,
DEAR School Bag
I hate you so much,
It's not your fault that you were cursed,
But still I can't forget the weight,
Wasn't any fun when physics teacher telling why strip of our school bags broader in 9th grade,
I wish to be dead every second,
You lying beside my bench,
I would have loved if you weren't compelled,
Mu ego say whatever you want,
Dead non-living thing capable to kill my back.
©brightestblue8 0deepikasarma 40w
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The weight of my thoughts keeps dragging me down while the emptiness
of my soul keeps elevating me.
This is called perfect balance y'all.
D.S14 2 3ticklekink 45w
She Carrie's the weight of timeless oceans, and tries to climb the highest mountains, her load is heavy..
Torn in directions of trying to please all, no time for her own woes to be nurtured..
Who is she, she no longer knows..
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Body
Isn't that a little small for you?
Are you sure you should be eating that?
We don't have a size that big.
You could stand to lose a little.
I dont think you'll fit there.
How many different ways can it be said?
You'll never fit in that!
They don't care about themselves.
Don't let them eat all the food!
Fast food addict
Size XXX
Do they think we dont know?
Unhealthy
Gross
Unappealing
Ugly
Fat
Of course we know.
Disgusting
Chubby
Lazy
Gigantic
Obese
How could we miss something of this size.
©jackjill475 0Weight
And it's like the weight keeps getting heavy,
for an empty vessel,the echoes of your burden is beautiful.
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zoker1991 51w
Lifting
The weights are heavy
Yes it's true
But weakness and lack of manhood
Fall harder on you
Hear the medal sayin
"Come show your strenght"
Get youre ass up
And lift some weight9 0heyoka_warrior 54w
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Breech Journey
From God's breath of life in mum's womb,
An embryo was formed, a peculiar;
Head up, feet down, why didn't I turn?
I was conceived, received in wonder.
Did the thunder beings favor me?
Did lightning strikes when I was born?
I didn't choose nor did I plan this;
Did God thinks it's best for me?
Breech birth it was but not Caesarean
For I did come out of mum's birth canal;
Was I forced to do it or did I finally decide
To face the world with strange eyes?
Childhood years were not so pleasant
With all its drama, pain, and lessons;
An outcast in this exile, I bore
The weight of my life's purpose.
Darkness was fond of me, I adopted
The void, the depths, the fire, the storms;
My soul was battered, mind injured
From fighting foes and my violent demons.
Innocence torn like broken angel wings,
My wounds they turned into wisdom;
Obstacles bumped along the way, I fell;
Thank God, my Messiah caught me.
I came out fine, resilient, and able
With carefree, happy-go-lucky nature;
I withstood the serious blows and thrived;
God upheld me in the power of His might.
With all sobriety I focused on the race
By the grace of my Lord and Savior;
He shall finish in me until my last journey
And I shall dwell in His Presence forever.
©heyoka_warrior27 1 5anotherstardust 57w
You told her she wasn't desirable enough.
She starved herself and maybe lost a little weight.
But you have no idea what you lost.
You lost how carelessly she slept beside you without worrying how her body looked when she wasn't paying attention.
You lost the way she used to giggle telling you she still wanted to eat more.
You lost her vulnerability.
Oh and yes
Congrats on that "Desirable Woman" !
©anotherstardust17 0 1I take my heart
for granted
the most
it continues to
beat wearily
under the weight
of my baggages
©arunaarjunram6 0A wish to the mirror on my wall
I wish that my body
Finally felt like my own.
I wish I could stop
Obsessively tucking
At the soft of my sides
With fingertips stained
To the bone with judgement
Leaving hurtful marks
On aging skin.
I wish I could stop
Analyzing myself
As if numbers could ever
Do justice to a body,
Wish I could stop
Weaponizing the disappointment
And hate of others
Against my own reflection,
Wish I could show myself kindness,
Wish I could overcome
The indoctrination
Of my socialization.
I wish I could start
Showing love to myself
Like I do to the world
And everyone else,
I wish I could look
Into a mirror
And recognize myself,
Be happy to see
That I am doing fine.
I wish that one day
I will finally learn
To appreciate my curves,
My asymmetries,
And above all,
My humanity.
~p.t.10 1 1jazbat 62w
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#feelings #pen #mypen #papa #smile #woman #Womenday #change #weight #burden #tensionWeight
Load of memories pinching
Bundle of thoughts blocking
Pack of expectations constant
Burden of dreams distant
Toll on my serenity
Desperate to lose for prosperity.
©️jazbat
Ranjana B.(12/3/21)19 0 3vakilankita 65w
WOW
Declare War On Weight
Look WOW
Out & In
Glow with Love
&
Change your fate
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A weight I wish to achieve
Eight months ago I set a goal to lose weight but,
As I stand on a scale I have yet to achieve it so,
I get up another day I find a way to reach it
I don't give up nor do I leave behind my goal instead I search for ways to reach it
Each day that passed is I got closer to it till eventually everything goes wrong
Along the way I lost my motivation
My determination has left it and it won't be long before I'm back to the start
How must i go back on track?
Just a few days more I tell myself yet I still lay here in my bed
For I can't seem to get out of it, is there a way to get out of bed?
I seem to have forgotten it and what the scales says just makes me wanna stay
Can I just stay here? Or do I have to through another day that will break me?
©sadar_ammar11 0माणसाला नात्यांच्या ओझ्याखालून काढून
माणूस म्हणून समजून घेतलं ना
तर नात्याचं समीकरण सोप्पं होतं!!
©shamli_mali8 0deepflowsoul 70w
It will.
And somewhere someone is thriving while I'm dying,
And someone is blinding while I'm finding.
It all gnaws inevitably as we die.
So why add too much weight to this life?
©deepflowsoul