i know that you find it peculiarly funny
how suddenly it feels like there’s too many
closed doors and it seems like
everyone is pulling away from you,
even the people that you considered
are very close to you and fond of you;
when you are wretched miserably
and everything is merely gloomy.
it’s okay though, do you know why?
for all i know, that way, you’ll see
who has been real to you
and genuinely care for you;
your people — those you can count on.