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I wonder
I wonder
I wonder why my heart swells like the ocean waves when I look at you
Is it your eyes, your lips, your smile
Could it be the love you show
I wonder why my skin tingles like an electric shock when you touch me
When you hold me in your arms
When I'm you, a little spoon
Skin on skin
You drag me in
Deeper into the love that you have for me
Unconditionally
I giggle every time I think of you
Your scent lingers in my nose
From past nights
For future love
I wonder why it's me you chose
Why with all the flaws and scars I have
The phases I go through
The sadness I keep
I wonder if I'll be good enough
But every time I see you, my heart bursts
Exploding with the supernova of a distant star
Colors flood my head
If you only you knew what you mean to me
No words could describe how immense the love is that makes me cherish the passion we have
Thoughts flood my head
And I wonder what the future could hold
Our wedding, kids? Our house, pets?
But my love is not the obsessive side of limerence
And that's why I keep on wondering
That forever seems too short
But still, I wonder
Can you be mine?
Can I be yours?
Te amo mi novio y siempre estaré contigo y te apoyaré te amo
©jmaj161914
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jmaj161914
6w
Read MoreFirst real attempt at a love poem. You dont have to like it. #life #pride #metoo #mylife #problems #thisisme #unashamed #feels #FR #writingcontest #creativearena #wot #love #2021 @writersnetwork @mirakeeworld @readwriteunite @mirakeeworldwidewriter
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jmaj161914
7w
Spontaneous
Looking in the past
Realizing the love we had ain't shit
I'm not surprised it's the thanks I get
I give up
I'm done with love cause it's failed me
I try and I try again
The result is being numb the the pain
I tried to be patient with you
I liked the feeling too
But I'm Trapped in my mind
It used to be a beautiful place
Imagination with abundant grace
Where I would lay a burden down
Escape the current situations in life I would currently be in
I'd push up out of the waves of pressure so I wouldn't drown
But it didn't last sadly
They drag me down hands grab at me from the ground
Clawing me making scars on my body that will stay
If what we said had a physical effect on someones body would they be pretty
Think be spontaneous in your choices cause you never know when they will be taken away from you
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jmaj161914
7w
WDIDT
Why do I do this
I trust in the people that will eventually hurt me
But what is this feeling
Abandonment, betrayal, why am I hurting
I want to be numb
The gift that keeps on giving
From the pain that scorches my body
Down to the iceberg that was my heart
Ice because eventually, it will melt into nothing
And I will be a shell of what I used to be
Caring for the things that do me harm
Why do I do this
I used to trust in the people that I thought would love me
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jmaj161914
7w
Laughter
'I love you so much'
'You make me so happy'
'I'll always care about you'
'You mean the world to me'
'I'll never replace you'
'I'm always thinking of you'
'I'll always be here for you no matter what'
...
But all you hear is laughter
Like did it ever matter
Did I mean anything
Now I sound crazy
But all you hear is laughter
For how stupid I was
For how broken I was
For how worthless I was
Laughter
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jmaj161914
7w
Read MoreI felt guilty not posting sorry #life #pride #metoo #mylife #problems #thisisme #unashamed #feels #cry #deep #dark #FR #why #writingcontest #creativearena #wot #love #2021 @writersnetwork @mirakeeworld @readwriteunite @mirakeeworldwidewriter
Saying
The more love you give, the more love you receive
The more love you give, the less love is received
The more love you give, the more love is taken
The more love you give, the more love is deceived
The more love you give, the more your heart is broken
The more love you give
Nothing
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jmaj161914
7w
Read MoreI've been gone I'm sorry I've been busy with college and life. You know how it gets in the way yet I felt guilty not posting. I do apologize. #life #love #life #pride #metoo #mylife #problems #thisisme #unashamed #feels #cry #deep #dark #FR #why #writingcontest #creativearena #wot #love #2022 @writersnetwork @mirakeeworld @readwriteunite @mirakeeworldwidewriter
A wanted dream
It hurts to love and leave
So I'll love you less
Cause I know you won't do your best
Even if you can see
Me struggling to be
What you've always wanted
I did try to give you my all
It's what I saw
It's how it all started
But it's not how you responded
You desperately needed my love
It wasn't what I had
I didn't think you'd understand
It's not something you could think of
Yet what pushed me away was your shove
It hurts to love and leave
So I'll loved you less
I didn't try to do my best
I know you could see
Me struggling to be
The dream you always wanted
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jmaj161914
27w
Read MoreThx all who support #writingcontest #creativearena #wot #love #2021 @writersnetwork @mirakee @readwriteunite
Luna
Where are you Luna
Are you a new moon
So your dark
And so am I
Inside
Just like you
To show my face
I need time
To reflect on my choices
That I have made
And shine through the pain
Of my eternal flame
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jmaj161914
34w
Read MoreSigh, hi, lol here you go. #pain #life #pride #metoo #mylife #problems #thisisme #unashamed #feels #cry #deep #dark #FR #why #writingcontes #creativearena #wot @writersnetwork @mirakeeworldwidewriter @readwriteunite
Future Past
Sitting quietly
Hands shaking
Anxiety waiting
The silence, unnerving
Memories flashback
What will I lose
Will it be trust
Will it be just
Or will It be you
The bridges ablaze
I'm in terror, in fear
And then I realize
I shouldn't care
I shouldn't bear
The weight of the past
Cause they wouldn't
Or maybe they would
To try to open wounds
That has long been healed over
But I don't care anymore
There's no reason to settle the
Score
Now
Sitting quietly
Hands still
Anxiety gone
And I throw away the pill
The silence is calming
I should be me
The future is calling
So let it be
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My Lover
I couldn't see through the glass
Mesmerised by my fortune
Golden orbs and a firm stare
Glowing in the sun, ice in my chest
Your smile is a lie
The hidden truth in disguise
I said a prayer in the night
Ghost answers eerily
I closed the pages
Hoping it would save me
A second too late in your arms
The knife perched at my back
I had open the pandora's box
Begging for the curse to be broken
Yet it laid in my bed, caressing my cheeks
Slowly my eyes are bleeding
I'm grasping for air, blood fills my lungs
His punches too crude
Yet his words smoothed right after
The owner of my heart, the the killer of my soul.
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jmaj161914
36w
Read MoreWho can relate? Any takers? No? Yeah, just me then.��#pain #life #pride #metoo #mylife #problems #thisisme #unashamed #feels #cry #deep #dark #FR #why #writingcontes #creativearena #wot @writersnetwork @mirakeeworldwidewriter @readwriteunite
Pain
You say I'll never understand
And that makes me feel worse
Cause what I carry I shouldn't stand
And that feels like a curse
There's always someone who's been where you have
But that doesn't mean I don't cry ever
Deep were the cuts wounds
That never healed but scabbed over
Scars that have never faded
Cause they keep opening up with people's mentions
Of the past that burns like holy water on a sinner
But that doesn't matter; go live your life in ignorance
Believing that your pain is superior to ours
But again, nobody cares, so we, in turn, fade
Hoping to escape the trauma of when we stayed
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jmaj161914
38w
Read MoreThings I've learned being an adult sucks though I wouldn't get paid to go back, and being gay and being myself hurts people, so why then why keep writing and living? I think it's because I'm too weak to end it. #life #pride #metoo #mylife #problems #thisisme #unashamed #feels #cry #deep #dark #FR #why #writingcontest #creativearena #wot #love #2021 @writersnetwork @mirakeeworld @readwriteunite
Serotonin
Feeling stressed and constantly tired
They said it got better; Yeah, they're liars
Feeling strange and alone
Anxiety wearing down my bones
Thinking how long have I worn this mask
How did I get so detached
Lying in my bed with the lights off
Hearing what people say has me pissed off
But what do I do when I feel dead
I don't believe that it's my fault when I feel dread
Though I don't care what kind of life I've led
No matter how many tears I've shed
But for now, I'm consumed by the shadows of my darkest mind's eye
And in the crystallis of doubt and fear, I reside
And in my mind, I hide cause the emotions have the better of me
I'm rotting inside my misery
I don't think I'll ever be happy
No matter what problems drugs claim they can solve internally
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jmaj161914
38w
Read MoreI don't know what to do except write until my fingers are bloody #life #pride #metoo #mylife #problems #thisisme #unashamed #feels #cry #deep #dark #FR #why #writingcontest #creativearena #wot #love #2021 @writersnetwork @mirakeeworld @readwriteunite
VOID
A void is what I feel in my chest, alright
And I'm ashamed that I do cry at night
I bottle up emotions, so I feel dead inside
So it looks like I'm not guilty or remorseful outside
But then I hide and I'm scared
Cause I think that I'm going to lose what I cared about
And if I expect that, then it won't come as a surprise
But the void will always grow in size
I forget if my life is even real
I don't think I'll feel good again
Until...
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jmaj161914
38w
Read MoreHi im majesty hru I'm good just bottling up my feelings and then writing them down�� (does contain suicide)#life #pride #metoo #mylife #problems #thisisme #unashamed #feels #cry #deep #dark #FR #why #writingcontest #creativearena #wot #love #2021 @writersnetwork @mirakeeworld @readwriteunite
Drunken Rambling
As the star shine falls
Empty writing on the walls
Hallucinations call
Demons of the past own it all
But what keeps you stranded
What keeps you alive
Who is that somebody that makes you try
The person you want to expose the wounds you sewed
Though as she walks the vacant roads
She knows nothing but the dive
The high, the urge, the reason to cry
That lonely journey she has to drive
Oh alas, the pain she has to carry
It is far greater than the flight of the Canary
The winds will howl
like the wolf on the prowl
But nothing is close to ending at all
So as she drives by her lonesome
The rush of Adrenaline of not going home
And she giggles
Insanity seeps through her hand
HAHAHA are you really what fate holds in their hand
HA! These are the word of a drunken man
But that doesn't mean they don't make sense ma'am
Would you have left me
(I would have left me)
But they wouldn't have cared
With all the sins I have to bear
With all the hurt
That I have shared
It hurts me to say
That If I pulled the trigger
It wouldn't hurt me
Well, just a little
Am I rambling
For all the things I've done, there's no stopping
The pain I've caused
Mama stop crying
I will return home when it's calling
Me to come home
Stop, please quite your sobbing
I'm okay
Cause she is driving
Destiny has her way
Come on, stop worrying
I'll find one day to come home
Have peace be calm
These aren't my last words
Would you please save them
If they are worth anything
Show some love
an
hope for the best then
And pray I'm in a better place
Cause this is coming from a drunken pen
The pain I feel the void I have the mistakes I've made I need help please help me
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jmaj161914
39w
Read MoreHi im majesty back with another sad and depressing poem �� (does contain suicide)#life #pride #metoo #mylife #problems #thisisme #unashamed #feels #cry #deep #dark #FR #why #writingcontest #creativearena #wot #love #2021 @writersnetwork @mirakeeworld @readwriteunite
Misguided love
Your voice trembles when you lie
The way you look me in the eye
The thought of you like a butterfly
Cause you made me feel like I wanted to try
So many plans I had for us
But what was missing was the trust
And all you cared about was U
Now here I sit on the edge
Of the building where we made our pledge
Ignoring my phone, the sound of the ring
What does it mean to me now?
It's just a rock; it's meaningless now
all the years we had together
it will bring the tormented screams
of my brain as my heart dies away
Click!
The touch of unforgiving metal
on my chin that’s exposed
BANG!!
And then my head explodes
Like a blooming flower
That’s hard to extinguish
What you started
I will finish
Skin to bone
fly through the air
on the way down
A piece of my skull
It lands in a boys hair
He thinks it’s pretty
It feels great to be pretty
He keeps it, polishes it
And makes it his own
Even if he finds the “one.”
Cupid, you’ll be there
He’ll give her a piece of me
So she could cherish it
So she won’t be alone
But she will make him despire
Cause the love she gave was little
So he went to the building where I reside
to complete the circle
“OH GOD, WHY?”
And what “I” started will continue forever
But I was the first
A lost soul
cursed
to walk the earth
But what can I say?
She’s here too; she regrates what she did
But Karma went after her thirst
And though she doesn’t talk much, she went up on her perch
Talking to herself all-day
Acting crazy
But now she hangs here
With her head down
Sad little corpse
I tried to get her down
Honest I tried
But I watched her swing
And realized how much she meant to me
I watched her like this
Cause on the earth I stay
Until she, too, like me
Rotted away
Now here I sit on the edge
Waiting for the next poor saps to make that pledge....
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jmaj161914
41w
Text
Anonymous: Are you ok?
Me : I used to be.
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jmaj161914
41w
Read MoreSo yeah I NEED OPINIONS PLEASE this is literally the first happy poem I have Well there is one but ugh that was stupid but please I need input thins might go into my book and idk
#life #pride #metoo #mylife #problems #thisisme #unashamed #feels #cry #deep #dark #FR #why #writingcontest #creativearena #wot #love #2021 @writersnetwork @mirakee @readwriteuniteLove Bound
Love is what I'm bound to find
In time
I've found it I'm sure of it
Or maybe it found me
Sunrise to sunset
An open book I have not read yet
Though love seems to be one of those books
The pages haven't even been touched
Well, my chapters just starting
He holds me by the hand
He's a respectful man
It Looks like the author got carried away
Cause this sounds like a fairy tale
One might say
But like all fairy tales, there's a villain
But this ones my demon
Of insecurities
Cause some days I'm ready
And others I'm not
But he calls me down softly
When I'm about to jump
I listen to what he has to discuss
Cause he's sweet like honey
Sweet like a rose
But the most precious thing of all
Is when he kisses me on the nose
I remember when he found me distraught
On the floor, I didn't realize he was always there
When I feel like breaking apart
It isn't fate, though. It might be
I walk, and if I'll have to climb
Cause love is what I'm bound to find
In time
And I've found it, I swear
Or maybe he found me
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jmaj161914
49w
Read MoreHes always there#life #pride #metoo #mylife #problems #thisisme #unashamed #feels #cry #deep #dark #FR #why  #writingcontest #demon #creativearena #wot #love #2021 #ghost @writersnetwork @mirakee @readwriteunite
Dark soul
Here he stands
Alone but not when
Where does he go
Into the hearts of men
Fear it's hunger
He laughs in delight
For he was just a stranger
Now he's your best friend at night
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jmaj161914
49w
Read MoreLove? Nobody loves me...i don't even love myself #life #pride #metoo #mylife #problems #thisisme #unashamed #feels #cry #deep #dark #FR #why #writingcontest #creativearena #wot #love #2021 @writersnetwork @mirakee @readwriteunite
The U.r.g.e
The urge
Is that what its called
The urge to follow
The urge to trust
The urge to wallow
The urge to discuss
The urge to be good
It's in God's hands
But my urge to speak out
Is What's pulling me towards revenge
Knocked out of character
Look what I made myself do
the urge to get even
Bright like morning dew
That's why I'm leaving
And that's on you
The urge to get angry
It was high on my list
But was only there a memory
Now festering within this dead heart of mine
Breaking the rules, I thought I could cheat
They say revenge is best served cold
My revenge is so cold you'll register it as heat
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jmaj161914
50w
Read MoreComment and make me happy #life #pride #metoo #mylife #problems #thisisme #unashamed #feels #cry #deep #dark #FR #why #writingcontest #creativearena #wot #love #2021 #ghost @writersnetwork @mirakee @readwriteunite
Growing up I was afraid of ghosts, but now grown up I realize I'm treated like one
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jmaj161914
51w
Empty cage
Empty cage
Is it my rib cage
Where's my heart gone
It flew off the torn page
Stolen
Like a dead stage
Show stopper
Heart breaker
Empty cage
That's my rib cage
©majesty_
