Lying, Thinking this world seems so blurred, my eyes go numb but still, it shed tears when each soul that passes by says to move on, but how can I when I still breathe in our old memories.
I questioned to my heart that why the bond got faded, why the things didn't turn my side, where all these unlived moments are lost, was it just like a season that it too changed?
This anonymous feeling has ghosted me among these mass of humanities, it suffocates me sometimes and makes me forlorn. This feeling is not leaving me instead of leaving me in between thinking and overthinking that where it got wrong.
For you, I might be blurred just like any other person, but I can see you clear. I wish you to be a blurry face but can't cuz I care for you.
Everyone starts the same and end too, in between there's a phase A phase called life, which is beautiful and tragic too but mainly it's a huge mess no matter you try to pamper.
It will make you laugh it will make you cry sometimes you'll fall and sometimes it peaks you high, Some days you will love while some days you won't wish to happen, it's all temporary All in a phase.
Your heart soars you with love and the next movement it turns to minute pieces, you'll mend it and there the time carry away the feelings it's all in a phase. Just to let you know that you are alive.
This phase is a mess heart and mind with a fight on, we try things in mistakes some turn out to be thrill and some against the life But it is that we try and sort through After all it's all in a phase.
Sitting by myself talking to my heart, Every beat telling me, You no longer feel like a magic breath. Deep inside my empty heart, you are like a voice whose echoes never reach me. I still remember the day, I decided to let myself fall, fall in love, for they say love gives you wings. And for the first time, I was drenched with affection. Not knowing it's never ending affliction. I believed it was easy to love. until one day you left me all alone, that was the day I decided to love myself first. Trust me, this is when I realized love was never easy. You have to fight with yourself every single day to love yourself. falling in love was the hardest though falling out of love was easy. This I learned from you.