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At times, lurking in the shadows is better than revealing into the light

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  • flow_143 115w

    If you feel, your destruction
    As these winds blow
    Through the sorrows, that
    Tangle between your hair
    Reaching your fears
    In the iris of you eye
    As you watch the mountains
    Carrying the deepest secrets
    Of the valleys

    Then you exist.

    If you tred through
    The whispers of these waves
    As they wash away your sins
    From those lines on your palms
    That trembled each time
    You bid adieu
    To your own self
    Turning into the layer of skin
    You have become today

    Then you exist.

    If you know
    These clouds too
    Have been waiting for you
    Wanting to elope
    With your own identity
    To carry you in its arms
    Seven skies above
    Casting a shadow over
    These slopes, and waterfalls
    Then picking you into
    Millions of raindrops
    So you can remain, where your soul is

    Then you exist.

    ~ Lake District 2019, a place where I can feel I finally exist

    // FLOW //

    Picture taken by me ��

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  • flow_143 115w

    You see, my 'ideal' man is him. He doesn't know it, maybe he will never that is if he got to read this sentence. He will never exactly know how I REALLY mean it. It is less like the space between the first text "I love you" and the second "I really love you so much" I sent after 1.2 seconds and more so like the letters I wish to write to you in cursive writings, where each letter proposes to the syllable, completely entwined. To the address I found in a complete forest of details, that I looked up till 5.32am on a random night...or morning...or the time between Tuesday and Wednesday when the world is completely innocent, unpossessed by the cynicism. You see he will never really know, how I bookmark the pages not with the flowers, but the scrambled, scented dust I make from them as I tear it from its emotions between my cold fingers that reject to show you how much you really mean to me. I keep it at vulnerability when you ask me, but it actually is mutuality. It's unusual to think so intensely, about how each second of our silence pulls me into a moment I live when I kiss your dry lips and fill each crack on that bottom lip, while in reality, you are on a grey wall sipping the papery taste from your cigarette. I never tell you all of this, because I don't know if you would seal that broken top button on my shirt with your intentions before any other guy laid an eye on my bare skin because I feel I belong to you. No, don't mistake this for overprotectiveness, its rather the intent I desiderate than wanting the prolonged, pesky arguments that don't know how to end at love. I don't know if you would really know the love I have for you, that I don't show because I don't know if your love looks out (although it is practically impossible to make it to that minute), when I took the last sip of an intoxicating Nazm (verse), then diluted in my midnight coffee to wear off its passion before I text "Good morning" to you.

    ~ she's sapiosexual

    // FLOW //


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  • flow_143 128w

    Agitating words
    Unknown indifference
    Unlike her, but just like void
    Growing
    Numbing
    Desolated
    Forming a silver stark
    When everyone's asleep
    Dreaming infinitely
    Nightmares crawl, closely
    Warmth too, unfamiliar now

    ~ Flow

  • flow_143 131w

    Translation:

    You are defeated,
    Scattered
    Just like these stars today
    In this sky
    Where there are broken words
    And us.

    ~ Flow


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  • flow_143 132w

    Between
    Twinkling lights
    Faces
    Turned blind
    Thoughts
    Stirring inside
    Not wanting
    To stop tonight
    As i walk past
    This winter
    At midnight
    Dancing to forget
    The lone me
    Who forgot
    There's nothing
    But absence
    And me
    Strangers smile
    At my crazy
    Misery unfelt
    Veiled by 'busy'
    Materialistic joys
    Beautiful
    Like carousels
    Round and round
    Stirring in talks
    No more genuine
    Maybe its her
    Her heart
    That forgot
    What 'real' feels
    Far far far
    From everyone
    I'm lost inside
    Where lights
    Are bright
    Like a companion
    This winter
    Tonight.


    // FLOW //

    Photograph taken by me ❤️


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  • flow_143 135w

    I don't daydream anymore
    Or count who left and who came.
    No longer dipped in the melancholy
    Of my mind.
    It should be a good thing, right?
    I don't know what it is though.
    When the tingles no longer pierce me.
    Only the relevant started to matter
    The irrelevant doesn't wander anymore.
    Neither empty nor filled
    This galaxy of a thousand thoughts.
    I don't sit anymore
    Beside my own soul.
    To ask her if she feels anymore.
    With time escaping
    Quicker than dry sand granules
    I don't feel
    The old me anymore.

    ~ Flow

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  • flow_143 143w

    I find pleasure in committing all the sins
    Smirking, imagining
    Murdering a bit inside of me
    The one that cries
    Overwhelmed with thoughts
    Possibly emotions too
    But they forgot to knock the door
    Of my eyes today
    I saw them gush out
    Whilst I was dripping in blood
    Caressing the child in me
    Who did wish, she was alive
    But I killed her for the billionth time
    Just like all the other times, when
    She peeked out
    I told her to die again
    She daren't reveal herself
    No one takes care of her
    So I'll take the throne
    And decide who is to leave
    And who is to rein.

    // FLOW //

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  • flow_143 145w

    The day pleads the night
    To fall and weigh everything down
    Sink, into the nothingness
    Of the stars, clouds and everything else
    And surrender, going to sleep
    And turn the lamps on once again
    Hold the light, for as long as it can
    I have become unwilling
    To close my eyes, and let the dark
    Absorb me.
    The gravity already pulls me down
    Whether day or night
    But day feels friendlier, as the night comes
    Hunting for me

    The day pleads the night
    To fall and weigh everything down
    Just like emotions, that lost their meaning
    And people, that lost their value
    But my pride is still held high,
    Although feelings have fallen in defeat
    I guess, its worthless to ever hope
    That one day -
    Feelings will too be adored
    Held high just like that northern star
    That shone last night
    As I plucked it from the sky
    While I too plead, for life
    To hold me high and not let me fall
    Because if I did,
    Maybe I would never get back up.

    // FLOW //

  • flow_143 151w

    This is for my Akku @n_logn come back na please

    Maybe it was the forever
    We created while we laughed
    And then -
    It slipped ; with each inch these clouds moved the mountains in me and stars
    fell apart.
    My world changed
    I don't know what to do without you
    And your night time stories, of a curly-haired girl tucked next to me...or an idiotic boy, admiring me from far but a kid up close, poking my nose.
    I've taken a promise from you
    Don't forget that now
    When we slept under the same sky
    Oceans away
    Come back now.

    ~celestine

    // FLOW //

    ◆ I don't know where he's gone and I don't know how else to call him back. If you guys can help me call him back and send some blessings over that would be more than enough. Thank you.

    PS: No he's not my partner, he's one of my dearest friends

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  • flow_143 153w

    Folded letters
    Turned to dust
    The petrichor
    Calling out
    Our names
    As I settle
    Onto your skin
    Like rusted dirt
    And you like rain
    Pouring onto me
    Tipping my bottle
    Of unsaid emotions
    That penetrate
    Deeper
    Than my goosebumps
    And pierce me
    So bad
    It hurts
    Alot
    But
    I...
    I love you
    And I can't do
    Anything
    About it
    So here
    I blow
    On these specs
    Of memories
    Wrriten
    On these pages
    Blending
    With the salty
    Rain - you
    Who seeps
    Into my
    Vulnerable space
    Under
    Your messy curls
    And warm desires
    And empty
    Eyes
    That fill
    For 2 seconds
    When they
    See me
    Being yours.
    Is it too much
    To ask
    To stay
    And belong
    Together
    Because
    I am tired
    Of being alone
    Hurt
    Held uncertain
    From my own fate
    Of speaking
    I want to be
    Hushed
    Silent
    Sheltered
    From myself
    My monsoon
    Will you
    Please remain?

    // FLOW //


    ◆ Thank you so much for all the comments on my previous posts while I was away.
    Means a lot guys ����

    #flow_poetry #rwu #pod #prw #teamyus #du #pos #writerstolli #wow #ceesreposts
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