Grid View
List View
Reposts
  • gelukzoeker 1w

    #letter i guess?

    Read More

    Dearest adi,
    I forgive you.

    ~For holding onto those that never chose you.
    ~For loving them even when they gave you reasons not to.
    ~For giving all of you without expecting anything in return.
    ~For falling for that guy you knew was going to break your heart.

    I forgive you for giving him too many chances.
    ~For staying when you should have left the moment there was no reason left to stay.

    I forgive you for pushing everyone away.
    ~For being so weak at times and acting like you don't need anyone.
    ~For been the one always trying,.
    ~I forgive you for every hurt you bought on yourself.
    ~For still choosing to see the good in people even when they took your sleep away.

    ~I forgive you.

    ~I forgive you for still loving him after everything.

    Everything that you did, bought you to where you are right now and
    you've become so much stronger.

    You don't let anyone in,
    You still try to act like you don't need anyone while you're still breaking alone,
    But now you've found the peace within you.

    You know that the more people you let in,
    the more hurt you let in.
    It's okay that you still wish good for the ones that hurted you in silence.

    It's okay to be kind, it's okay to be vulnerable at times.

    It's okay who you were in the past and its okay who you are going to be.

    You went through all of it with no one by your side and you still can.

    It's okay to be scared, it's okay to cry.
    It's okay to be you.

    To the girl I was,
    I forgive you.
    ©gelukzoeker

  • gelukzoeker 2w

    It's the poet in me that can't let you go.
    ©gelukzoeker

  • gelukzoeker 3w

    From hurting every day, to hurting only once in awhile, it did get better.
    ©gelukzoeker

  • gelukzoeker 4w

    I learned to stay warm on my own when you left me in the cold all alone.
    ©gelukzoeker

  • gelukzoeker 7w

    Dear you,
    There was still winter in my heart when spring (you) came and knocked on my door.
    I looked at you, and all I could see was the lost boy willing to be found, you give me your heart and that was the moment,
    my heart felt warmth for the first time,

    Your warm hands touched my cold body and I don't think you realised that you melted all the iciness in me.

    And then we fell in love.

    Falling in love with you is the most beautiful feeling.
    I don't stay up nights overthinking, I know what I feel.
    I know that it's YOU and i know that I'll never give up on you.

    Love happens, by surprise, with no warning.
    And it's meant to scare us, because if it didn't,
    it wouldn't be worth fighting for.
    With every ups and downs, love will always be worth fighting for.

    Love is understanding,
    Love is forgiving,
    Love is healing all the scars,
    Love is light in the darkness.
    Love is you.
    -gelukzoeker





    The most people beautiful people don't see themselves the way they are,
    To me, that's the greatest tragedy because only if you could see yourself the way i did.

    Read More

    love happens, by surprise, with no warning.

    Your warm hands touched my cold body,
    melting all the iciness I had in me.

    And your arms take away all the nightmares the world ever gave me.

    ©gelukzoeker

  • gelukzoeker 9w

    #gelukliners

    Can be ignored, just a rant XD


    Hope y'all doing good🦋
    Bye❤️

    Read More

    //the idea you have of me,
    ~makes me want to die//
    ©gelukzoeker

  • gelukzoeker 15w

    This feels incomplete, just like me without you?
    Ah whatever.

    Read More

    At a very young age,
    I learnt to fix things I didn't break,
    Like mending hearts I didn't shatter,
    stitching the scars,
    I wasn't responsible for.
    ©gelukzoeker

  • gelukzoeker 18w

    Yes, I'm alive and somewhere in between.
    Hope y'all doing good❤️
    @miraquill thankyou for the feature again❤️

    #gelukliners

    Read More

    You made me feel everything i believed love was.
    ©gelukzoeker

  • gelukzoeker 23w

    I'll probably not blame myself for what happened to you, because that is something I promised to someone who is kind of what you were and will always be to me.

    When you left, you took away everything.
    Hours feel like days, days feel like months, months feel like years and everything is still the same, just that you're not there to make it any different,
    cause you were the only one who could.
    It gets heavy and I've no idea what to do now.
    How did you make it so easy for me?
    How did you took away the heaviness that suffocated me?
    You were always there,
    holding onto me,
    never left my side,
    Even when we had our stupid fights or
    Even on the nights I pushed you away,
    You held me like the light in the darkness.
    I had you, all of you and now,
    I have just the memories,
    which we don't make anymore.

    You're the reason i know love,
    You taught me what love is,
    You taught me how to love,
    You showed me what its like to love someone without any expectations.
    You taught me that you don't give up on the people you love.

    //I gave up on myself, while you never did.//

    How could you be the only one that made everything better, not temporarily but permanently.

    //Sometimes I think the universe was jealous of us, and that's why it took you away from me.
    Because in this temporary world, we were a forever, weren't we?//

    You're the reason I look up at the sky and cry a little more, cause somewhere out there,
    i know you're there too.
    I try not to look up anymore,
    But
    I still do,
    Cause whenever I look up,
    I feel like you're looking at me too and in that moment, I feel whole.
    -gelukzoeker

    #left @miraquill @writersnetwork

    Take care dear reader❤️

    Read More

    You're the reason i know love,
    You taught me what love is,
    You taught me how to love,
    You showed me what its like to love someone without any expectations.
    You taught me that you don't give up on the people you love.





    //Sometimes I think the universe was jealous of us, and that's why it took you away from me.
    Because in this temporary world, we were a forever, weren't we?//

    ©gelukzoeker

  • gelukzoeker 29w

    I can let go of you, I think.
    But how can I let go of the way your hands fit in mine,
    You,
    being the missing piece of my puzzle.
    How do I forget the sound of your laugh that used to light up my dullest day.
    How do I make myself understand that I can't look at you the way my heart desires.
    How do I stop feeling what I feel for you,

    //How do i make my heart understand that it can't love you anymore//

    That it needs to let you go for it to heal.
    But it won't, it loves to love you.
    It loves to be in love with you even when it can't get your heart in return.

    ~It's fine with being the only one in love~
    All I ever wanted was for you to look at me the way I look at you,
    All my heart ever wanted was to love you forever
    and a little more than that,
    All I ever wanted was you to love me the way I did,
    even if it was a little,
    It would have been more than enough.
    A little love was all I asked for.

    All my heart wanted was your heart in return of mine.
    -Gelukzoeker

    You can't make someone love you.

    And ahahahhahah idk what is this.
    Just a rant.

    @writersnetwork and one more time.
    all you do is like and run away
    Surprise me, for once.

    Read More

    How do i make my heart understand that it can't love you anymore?

    That it needs to let you go for it to heal.
    But it won't,
    It loves to love you.
    It loves to be in love with you even when it can't get your heart in return.


    //It's fine with being the only one in love//

    ©gelukzoeker