iamsteverichard

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  • iamsteverichard 7w

    Everybody knows my past now
    Like my house was always made of glass
    And maybe that's the price you pay
    For being so popular at an early age.
    And everybody saw me sick
    And it felt like no one gave a shit
    They criticized the things I did
    As an idiot kid.

    ©iamsteverichard

  • iamsteverichard 7w

    Everybody knows my past now
    Like my house was always made of glass
    And maybe that's the price you pay
    For being so popular at an early age.
    And everybody saw me sick
    And it felt like no one gave a shit
    They criticized the things I did
    As an idiot kid.

    ©iamsteverichard

  • iamsteverichard 13w

    I'm scared.
    As I told you,
    I'm completely empty.
    Do you know what it means to be completely empty? . . . Being empty is like a vacant house.
    An unlocked, vacant house.
    Anybody can come in, anytime they want.
    That's what scares me the most.

    ©iamsteverichard

  • iamsteverichard 13w

    You know, sometimes I think I was born with a leak,
    and any goodness I started with just slowly spilled out of me and now its all gone.
    And I'll never get it back in me.
    It's too late.
    Life is a series of closing doors, isn't it?

    ©iamsteverichard

  • iamsteverichard 13w

    I was so sad because the world was so wrong,
    everything was so wrong,
    and then I thought there is no point in living…
    I became depressed,
    I stopped eating,
    and I stopped talking,
    and I stopped going out too

    ©iamsteverichard

  • iamsteverichard 13w

    I turn and I slowly walk away and I don’t look back.
    It has always been a fault of mine, but it is the way I am.
    I never look back.

    Never.
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  • iamsteverichard 13w

    It’s easy to look at people and make quick judgments about them, their present and their past, but you’d be amazed at the pain and tears a single smile hides. What a person shows to the world is only one tiny facet of the iceberg hidden from sight. And more often then not, it’s lined with cracks and scars that go all the way to the foundation of their soul.

    ©iamsteverichard

  • iamsteverichard 18w

    I don’t know if you’ve ever felt like that.
    That you wanted to sleep for a thousand years.
    Or just not exist.
    Or just not be aware that you do exist.
    Or something like that.

    ©iamsteverichard

  • iamsteverichard 18w

    I'm not what you think
    Don't be proud of me
    I'm not what you feel
    And when you see the real
    Will you still want me?


    ©iamsteverichard

  • iamsteverichard 20w

    It looks like rain again today
    I'm soaked to the bone
    Still won't stop
    Running faster than that cloud of rain
    Thought that'd be enough
    Guess I'm only human after all
    I'm in a world of pain
    This cold the world gave to me
    Prompts me to press the dust-covered rewind
    Dancing off-beat lying on the ground
    Once the cold season comes,
    let's exhale a warmer breath

    ©iamsteverichard