We all are broken, abandoned, alienated, suffered losses, traumatised, bullied, abused, accused for the sins that we never did (this list goes on...) Despite all this, we all are ready to face new challenges. Ready to cope up with new problems, handling them with our same clumsy ways or maybe some improved ones. But what keeps us going? What's the secret that we still are bearing all these vagaries of life with our spine straight like it was never broken, blood flowing with the same speed like it never spilled, heart beating with the same rhythm (or skipped a few beats) like it was never torn into pieces and still living our lives like we never ever thought of putting an end to it at some point in our lives ?
I guess it's because we found many friends here who are going through the same phase. Although the interaction is not much, yet we feel the pain, the misery behind every heart wrenching post, smile with the nostalgic ones, feel loved reading a romantic masterpiece and give our shoulder (virtually of course), consoling the ones who are broken and don't know how to react... Some pour their hearts out in the comment section while even a few words from someone special or just their presence in our stories matters a lot.
I wonder what mirakee is....!!? Mirakee is actually like a rehabilitation center for all of us. Don't you think? We all are trying to come out from the problems we faced in the past, being stuck there. But here, by penning it down, sharing our stories, we all are actually trying to lessen the burden from our chests. I don't know if it helps others or not, but for me, I smile while reading the long comments from all the lovely people here. It makes me feel elated while the reality is somewhat opposite. Being here, I get to know that I am not the only one who is going through same tough phase in life. In fact, my problems are nothing in front of what others are facing. That gave me an idea, an opportunity to be a caretaker in this rehab facility. I started sharing the memories that is still the golden period of my life. People smiled and laughed reading it. Even I did, while writing and reading them again. They filled my posts and my heart too with love, with the same blissful feeling that I even forgot if there's any grief in life. Read many stories fictional, fictional-reality and also those too which the writer called a figment of his/her imagination but actually it's all about their own life but they are not ready themselves to accept it. Hope I've filled your hearts too with the same feeling of exhilaration and will continue to do that.
Just keep pouring down your feelings and emotions here. Believe me, it'll help you. Tag people if you want to get noticed, to be read by as many people as possible. There's nothing to be ashamed of. (Count me in always) I'll read it sooner or later. I'll be the shoulder you need to cry on. (Just don't blow your nose on my shirt) It's not just about me. It's about us. We all need to take care of each other. We all are - A FAMILY. So what if you fought with your brother, sister or whoever you loved here!! Fights keep happening in a family. In fact, these fights make the bond stronger than before because you realise how important your family is. You ran away thinking you can survive on your own. But you came back. Didn't you? You came HOME.
I still wonder what mirakee is !? A rehab facility or just another addiction. In both ways, I'm ready to be here. To remain under this roof. To be with MY FAMILY.