A life can be more reasonable when you try to find yourself in that way, Unexpected plan which are not made that shows what life is predicting from us, To find yourself in such a Messy world, life can be more unpredictable to us, Sometimes it taught us to live in worst to get better one, There will be those moments when we wants to give up but some intuition are not allowed too do, Sometimes life will be fussy, Messy, uncontrollable but it's just a day or a moment not Whole life, I just learnt things since age of my 15 when it turn to a different world & understood that not all dream comes true..... My life started and now I'm into a new scenario where 2020 the year taught me the toughest lesson of my life and it was horrifying, reality just hit me so badly that it take months to accept the things the way it was ------- Now not everyone & everything is permanent in our life...... I just smiled & try very hard to Move On & Yes finally I'm happiee & I come to know many things about me, now I care, nourish myself more. Now I says Hey life One more to Go ...... Situation made me stronger, confident & a Happiee person..... We think life is unreasonable & Very difficult to Us but the thing is we make it more difficult. It is very simple it's our human tendency to make more difficult our life. Some days will be Happiee, Sad, OR maybe horrifying but but it's just a day not our whole life, Just give life a chance to change & accept things without planning. Now with a beautiful smile I start my day & whatever happened in past OR happening everything has a reason. Even we know we can't make everyone happiee So just leave it the way it is going !!!!
No you're not invisible. I can see you. Yeah, I can see you trying. I know, you're struggling to find words to describe how you're feeling. how nothing you do seems to fill the void. Shattered heart and heavy weights. Expectations so heavy that you just wish you had two minutes to yourself. Ugly memories buried so deep within your subconscious. I can see everything. I can see, the perfectionist inside, and the human. the man not ready for the world to look at him cry, and the kid who's afraid of dark. the smile, and the pain behind. the "I don't need anyone" attitude, and the "wish I had someone to hold onto". more strength, armour and mind. Less weakness, tears and heart.
The more you pretend, the more you hurt yourself. I know there aren't enough men in this world to show you that it doesn't have to be this way. Being a man doesn't necessarily mean that you have to be a machine. You can, take a break. Reach for help. Cry and weep. And even if you choose not to, just remember that it's okay to feel things and it's okay to express em.
Be strong enough to change your circle. Be strong enough to cut toxic ties.
Downsize to those who are actually supportive. Let go of their negative edges and grow into who you are actually supposed to be. Sometimes in order to save yourself, you must learn to walk away and let go.
Be strong enough to lose your "best mates". Be strong enough to accept and embrace the reality.
Taking care of your self is most productive investment you can do. Fill your heart with hope so you don't feel like giving up. They'll call you unnecessarily bold. They'll try to clip your wings. Some may ask you to shrink yourself so that you fit inside their box.
Be strong enough to let them down. And when you are done putting yourself back together. They won't recognise you anymore. Give yourself the effort you deserve. Give yourself the peace you promised.
Don't be afraid to grow into someone you are actually supposed to be.