julia_goolia

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  • julia_goolia 148w

    Song by Shinedown

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    BARREL OF A 45

    Send away for a priceless gift
    One not subtle, one not on the list
    Send away for a perfect world
    One not simply, so absurd
    In these times of doing what you're told
    Keep these feelings, no one knows
    What ever happened to the young man's heart?
    Swallowed by pain, as he slowly fell apart

    And I'm staring down the barrel of a 45,
    Swimming through the ashes of another life
    No real reason to accept the way things have changed
    Staring down the barrel of a 45

    Send a message to the unborn child
    Keep your eyes open for a while
    In a box high up on the shelf, left for you, no one else
    There's a piece of a puzzle known as life
    Wrapped in guilt, sealed up tight

    What ever happened to the young man's heart?
    Swallowed by pain, as he slowly fell apart

    And I'm staring down the barrel of a 45,
    Swimming through the ashes of another life
    No real reason to accept the way things have changed
    Staring down the barrel of a 45

    Everyone's pointing their fingers
    Always condemning me
    And nobody knows what I believe
    I believe!

    And I'm staring down the barrel of a 45,
    Swimming through the ashes of another life
    No real reason to accept the way things have changed
    Staring down the barrel of a 45

    And I'm staring down the barrel of a 45,
    And I'm swimming through the ashes of another life
    There is no real reason to accept the way things have changed
    Staring down the barrel of a 45, 45

  • julia_goolia 151w



    SOME PEOPLE USE DRUGS OR ALCOHOL TO SUPPRESS THEIR FEAR, ANGER, OR ANXEITY.
    NOT ME... I JUST BEAT THE "" OUTTA MY PIANO'S KEYS...

  • julia_goolia 151w

    Anxiety sucks...just saying.

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    ANXIETY

    A battle rages between the neurons in my brain,
    This is exhausting only because neither side wins nor loses,
    There is no relief...
    No...end...
    Just a constant war against myself,
    Sometimes, when I close my eyes, I don't only feel it, but I see it. I hear it. The screams, the begging, the tourtue!
    Blood sheds within my conscious...
    And I wan't it to stop! Why won't it stop?
    ©julia_goolia

  • julia_goolia 152w

    Song by James Blunt.

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    So I sent some men to fight,
    And one came back at dead of night,
    Said he'd seen my enemy,
    Said he looked just like me,
    So I set out to cut my self,
    And here I go...

  • julia_goolia 153w

    Its okay to get help...

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    JUST REMEMBER:
    A HAMMER CAN'T FIX ITSELF
    ©julia_goolia

  • julia_goolia 154w

    Song by Bryan Adams

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    Please forgive me, I know not what I do
    Please forgive me, I can't stop loving you
    Don't deny me, this pain I'm going through
    Please forgive me, if I need you like I do
    Please believe me, every word I say is true
    Please forgive me, I can't stop loving you

  • julia_goolia 154w

    By The Goo Goo Dolls

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    Iris

    And I'd give up forever to touch you
    'Cause I know that you feel me somehow
    You're the closest to heaven that I'll ever be
    And I don't want to go home right now

    And all I can taste is this moment
    And all I can breathe is your life
    And sooner or later it's over
    I just don't wanna miss you tonight

    And I don't want the world to see me
    'Cause I don't think that they'd understand
    When everything's meant to be broken
    I just want you to know who I am

    And you can't fight the tears that ain't coming
    Or the moment of truth in your lies
    When everything feels like the movies
    Yeah you bleed just to know you're alive

  • julia_goolia 155w

    By NF

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    It's easy to blame God but harder to fix things
    We look in the sky like, "why ain't You listening?"
    Watching the news in our living rooms on the big screens
    And talking 'bout "if God's really real, then where is He?"

    (You see the same God that you saying might not even exist
    Becomes real to us, but only when we dying in bed)

    When ya healthy it's like, we don't really care for Him then
    Leave me alone God, I'll call you when I need you again
    Which is funny, everyone will sleep in the pews
    Then blame God for our problems like He sleeping on you!
    We turn our backs on Him, what do you expect Him to do?
    It's hard to answer prayers when nobody's praying to you!
    I look around at this world we walk on
    It's a smack in the face, don't ever tell me there's no God
    And if there isn't then what are we here for?
    And what are y'all doing down there? I don't know Lord

  • julia_goolia 155w

    By NF

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    When I die, put my ashes in the trash bag
    I don't care where they go
    Don't waste your money on my gravestone
    I'm more concerned about my soul
    Everybody's gon' die
    Don't everybody live though
    Sometimes I look up to the sky
    And wonder do You see us down here?
    Oh Lord.

  • julia_goolia 156w

    Hoping to turn this into a song��


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    Vultures

    Dear surrender,
    Why did you have to lie?
    Dear forever,
    Why did you leave me here to die?
    You lost your bets and you blamed it all on me.
    I'm all alone, and now all that I can see...is

    Vultures...revolving... over me... over me.
    Their watching... waiting as I bleed...out.
    They can hear me... crying out in agony.
    God...please... save me!

    Dear promise,
    Why did you have to vanish?
    Dear beauty,
    Why did yoh have to fade?
    You lost your bets and blamed it all on me,
    Im all alone and now all that I can see...is

    Vultures...revolving...over me... over me.
    Their watching...waiting as I bleed...out.
    They can...hear me...crying out in agony.
    God...please... save me!

    Lies! Everythings a lie! Everyone must die...in the end....ohhhhhhh!
    I know!
    Everyone must go!
    But why did it have to be me!
    Im sorry!
    I cant see!
    This pain is... blinding!

    Vultures...revolving...over me...over me.
    Their watching...waiting as I bleed...out.
    They can...hear me...crying out in agony.
    God...please...save me!

    Hush...now, I know that you're afraid.
    But watch... now, all the pain will fade.
    Take my hand...your story hasn't ended.
    Look closely as all your wound are mended.
    ©julia_goolia