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  • lalac42 155w

    Fed up

    When my heart can't take no more, my mind explodes,
    And the words and emotions come through on overload
    To much pressure and pain to hold
    But walk with me and watch this story unfold
    Line for line, time after time
    I can't get shit back, not even what I thought was mine
    Can't hold onto to nothing that don't want to be kept
    Gotta let go and let God. .it's the only option left
    So save your breath, cause you can't save souls
    They say hell hot...but then whys the world so cold
    Cause I swear this is hell, half our father's and sons dead or in jail
    Or are we all incarcerated without no bail
    This world got us trapped and it's hard to tell
    Or we all.dead men walking, cause dead men tell no tales. ..

    ©lalac42

  • lalac42 160w

    Sheets

    Hmmmm I woke up wet with a heartbeat between my thighs...
    I remember pain, I remember pleasure, I remember him whispering one more time
    His head is buried in my neck his arm around my waist
    I felt a yearning for him to fill my space
    I opened my legs
    and my body began to yearn and beg
    I felt him slide down slow
    My breath caught in my throat
    As he toyed and teased what he already owned
    His hand went to my mouth to muffle my moans
    Ecstasy escapes me boundaries unknown he lifts my thighs
    And I feel his growth
    I don't have to think, my body just knows
    I begin to whine a slight arch in my back
    His eyes look hungry, but he's holding back
    His stroke is strong his power steady
    He looks as if he's begging for me to be ready
    His grip gets tighter, his stroke deeper and faster...he bites my shoulder his breathing heavy
    My legs are shaking, I feel the swell of my pleasure pouring out ..
    We lay silent entangled in each others arms
    No words need to be passed to secure this bond
    Miles may have kept him from me
    But at this moment, nothing can not even the sheets. ....

    ©lalac42

  • lalac42 160w

    Truth

    When my heart can't take no more, my mind explodes,
    And the words and emotions come through on overload
    To much pressure and pain to hold
    But walk with me and watch this story unfold
    Line for line, time after time
    I can't get shit back, not even what I thought was mine
    Can't hold onto to nothing that don't want to be kept
    Gotta let go and let God. .it's the only option left
    So save your breath, cause you can't save souls
    They say hell hot...but then whys the world so cold
    Cause I swear this is hell, half our father's and sons dead or in jail
    Or are we all incarcerated without no bail
    This world got us trapped and it's hard to tell
    Or we all.dead men walking, cause dead men tell no tales. ..

    ©lalac42

  • lalac42 161w

    Forever and a Day

    He was the love of my life
    I thought he was going to love me forever and a day
    But I guess he had other plans cause it didn't turn out that way
    When I was with him I felt the moon and the stars were at my finger tips
    I found life in his touch..
    When he spoke to me
    I truly believed this man loved me deep
    His chest was my safe haven when I cried it caught every tear
    His arms reassured me that he would always be here....
    Now my tears flow like a river
    Nothing to catch them or me
    How can one be so full of pain
    But yet so empty
    the moon and the stars are no longer at my finger tips
    I no longer feel safe in his arms the same heart that swore to protect me has caused mine the most harm
    Those same arms that used to hold me held his things as he walked away
    And my heart whispered I thought you'd love me forever and a day!!

    ©lalac42

  • lalac42 161w

    Raindrops

    Raindrops fall onto my forehead concealing my tears my friends for now
    Overcast do not leave me I need your blanket for comfort now
    Leaves treacherous and free
    blowing with the wind and I'm stuck rooted like the tree
    The rain soaks me drenched am I
    Standing in the rain no more tears to cry

    ©lalac42

  • lalac42 162w

    Emotions

    My emotions are on the water barely staying afloat
    Creeping along stroke by stroke
    Sometimes things may seep through
    But I'm all patched up tried and true
    I'm worn but I'm strong
    I will continue to float along
    Just like an old boat until my time is no more
    And I take my final rest upon the oceans floor

    ©lalac42

  • lalac42 163w

    #it'snotyourfault

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    Monster

    Some may get this some may not but for those that do stay strong....the nightmares may never stop but neither will your gift of prayer

    He searches for me when he craves my body
    Full of lust he yearns for me
    His nature compels him not his heart
    I'm standing before him but he blocks my light cause his is dark
    I won't let him have me not this time
    I refuse to carry the hurt and the shame
    I'm giving away this pain of mine
    The pain and aches that I feel in my soul
    The heat of my longing going cold
    You will feel it in your manhood cause I will not let you bury them inside of me
    Releasing your poison inside of me
    I fight back today no entry shall you gain
    But I know you'll go to the next one cause to a monster we're all the same..


    ;
    ©lalac42

  • lalac42 163w

    Thoughts

    When you're the light for so many people...noone seems to think your world can be dark....

    ©lalac42

  • lalac42 164w

    Thoughts

    Never slam a door too loudly in someone's face...you never know when you may have to quietly walk back in it!

    ©lalac42

  • lalac42 166w

    Emotions

    They say nothing lasts 4eva nigguh not even pain
    But even when you heal from it, it still don't feel the same
    It hurts to look at pictures but I can't turn away
    Cause when I look in the mirror I still see your face
    I'm just so fucking angry I don't understand
    They keep telling me to pray but I can't straighten out my hands
    You see,
    I've been fighting with God since he took you away
    Our entire family was in prayer yet he didn't let you stay
    I can't come to terms with that in that I can have no faith
    I find no comfort in the tears I cry I just build up more hate
    I know noone can understand this nor am I asking you too
    It's just the emotions that I'm going through

    ©lalac42