Miraquill
Other Lovers
Tell me why do I love you when you can't love me back?
Still I stay, I can't even be mad.
Seek to destroy what we could have had.
Leave to follow other lovers that have what I lack.
Keep me tucked away pushed to the vary back.
and it's still you that I love, have I gone mad?
cause this shits got me torn into half.
Surely there ain't fixing yesterday's cause now that's already past.
and here I'm still waiting...
While your off meeting other lovers that have what I lack.
Now it's 5am, you sneak quietly in once your back.
But this time is different, you see me in pieces got all my shit packed.
and to my surprise not a questions been asked.
You just walked to bed and laid down tired your head.
Not one words been said.
If silence could kill.
I'd be dead.
©leahkaye
leahkaye
Through my eyes, to my thoughts, to my writings. (p.s. I love you marley)
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Left for dead
Don't you dare seek for help and shelter
When I abandon you once more
Because if when I shall return
It will be your fault for sure
As if your the disgusting cheating whore -
Sperm donor
He disappears
Like Houdini
Leaving me feeling worthless
Nothing left to my name
But a growing reminder
That he once existed
©leahkaye -
No preference
His eyes
Hazel Green,
Who knew
The evil
Lurking within.
Entitled predator.
Destroying heart's.
Seducing lovers.
Young and old.
No care.
No soul.
He'll say,
"I love you."
To anyone
That does not
Love themselves...
©leahkaye -
Father-less
What is a father
If he isn't there
Could less to care
To be there or here
Or maybe if he appears
He'll see all my tears
And make up missed years
But no, just disappears
Mending fears
From cheap beers
©leahhkayee -
The end
those innocent blue eyes
she used to be mine
almost 6 but still 5
Stuck between truth or lie
wish I could take you and hide
I always picture it in mind
cps kept you
no goodbye
I'm way behind
barely coping
no peace of mind
I'm not fine
government's design
they want us to divide
its the end of times
We see all the signs
suicide in mind
but, I have nothing to leave for you behind
just a world confined
and im scared to leave you behind
this worlds too cold and unkind
resources consumed
no room
toxic fumes
presumed so doomed
mind also too consumed
this world just a big tomb
broken promises from the womb
I swear I'd keep you safe I presumed
they accused
then removed
©leahhkayee -
Betty Jean
My grandma Betty
Strongest women I know
Raised me while I was growin
Rockin til I was grown
Showed me how to sew
Taught me all I know
Your love is what I'll miss the most
I held your cold hand
Tears flowed
You tell me you wished to go back home
The one with god at his throne
I didn't expect you to have a stroke
I'm not ready to let go
wishing we could go back to our daily strolls
or watching antiques road show
smartest women I know
Raised five kids on your own
Never needed no man
Your grown
Always told me to work hard
Love most
You and grandpa and I were so close
deep sea fishing on big boats
camping on the coast
Your the biggest part of me I hold close
I was always told
I'm your mini me
Your my mold
Looking in your eyes
Trying to console
Telling you grandpa is waiting
In heaven when you go
I know I'll always carry you in my soul
but I'd rather have you here to hold
©leahhkayee -
leahkaye
105w
Gaslighter
And Im the one that he claims?
maybe to soothe loneliness pain
hes always leaving astray
no word just,
ache
no love to convey
as I stay contained
he claimed my thoughts insane
mind mostly mundane
He says,
I always complain
It makes him constrained
Like I should just keep it retained
but is respect something i gotta obtain?
I guess I deserve
neglect,
reject,
deject.
you say, no
it's not like what's it looks or meant,
he says its unintended defect
don't you see?
it's his mind a mess
but he dont see the neglects affect in my head
but if I exemplify my introspect to his instead
He'll see painful feelings
and regret
Then, would his retrospect be changed?
but he refuses to see neglect
choose to object
because he's content
but love is only a word by lips once said
And hurts nots what he really meant
But no proof from what he really had said
©leahhkayee -
leahkaye
105w
No respect
He leaves me with the most bitter hate (no use to complain)
More like self blame, (I'm shamed )
He dont see the hurt, (thats pain)
Especially looking out this windowpane (enraged enflamed)
Nothings changed still hours late (yet I'm restrained)
Every excuse he has made, (no change)
Mouth filled with blame, (selfish ways)
None of his he claimed, (only you to blame)
That's the nature of his game, (I'm played )
Stay home, be good and wait (I'm caged)
Maybe hell be back more soon, (nope, days)
Make you feel like you aint worth the pain. (most inhumane )
©leahhkayee -
leahkaye
118w
Child Protective Services (CPS)
Boogie monsters do exsist.
But instead,
They take shape of
childless humans,
dressed in business casual,
holding clip boards
expressing they are there
for the sake of the child(ren).
©leahhkayee
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partlywater
148w
Read MoreMy island is almost sunk. Hey! Its almost right?
@mirakee @writersnetwork @phal_candy @shrry_hurry @_yatha @black_pearl @saba_rizvi @vinithrazaina @cupcake_virus @word_addiction @mgm21964 @suchi_cherry @anirudh_shreenath @shrutiwari299A faded Silhouette
In the end of every dream I hope,
I remember them for good.
I reach for my notepad and thats all
I remember, then I fade.
I wake up confused and losing what,
I remembered, and move.
I spend all day thinking and then,
I remember, it was all a dream.
I ask myself, how do I convince my nose, because
I remember how it smelt.
I say the oceans around my island,
I remember that I lost it, but I keep my sails up for;
I know this ain’t the end, because
I remember, there is no way with no hope.
I don’t seek the role, but also
I remember, I can still be around.
As a Silhouette!
©jkaravind
2019 -
Like the needle awaits a vein,
And the pipe awaits a flame,
Though my drug is different,
I'm a junkies just the same,
I'm an addict I am cursed,
My hungers only getting worse,
I'm begging for release,
A rhymed and metered verse,
My addiction's here to stay,
No need to plead or pray,
It keeps me sane and kills my pain,
And chases my apathy away,
I cannot hide I will admit,
I want a fix I need a hit,
To taste your words upon my tongue,
This my habit I shall not quit,
Caught in its web forever,
Chasing words of precise measure,
I lick my lips for more,
Seeking eternal poetic pleasure,
Across the great divide,
A place our hearts do hide,
In its pages our secrets,
Where our true love does reside,
One thing I know, a simple guarantee,
In its grips I'm held, never to be free,
I know none will understand,
Except the junkies just like me.
@Lovingdead
