leena_afsha_ishrot

Self love never goes other way' ����

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  • leena_afsha_ishrot 5d

    #leena_unsaidwords

    18-1-22 9:56 p.m.

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    It kills...

    She:- I am obsessed with you
    He:- Did I ask you to love me?
    ©leena_afsha_ishrot

  • leena_afsha_ishrot 1w

    Anonymous

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    Someone once said-
    You must give a second chance but not the third...

    I felt that

  • leena_afsha_ishrot 2w

    Anonymous

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    I have stop compromising my emotions

  • leena_afsha_ishrot 2w

    #leena_unsaidwords

    9-1-23 4:23 p.m.

    Welcome to highlight my mistakes ��

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    कितना दरिया बहाया तेरे नाम पे
    कितनी बार कोशिश की कैद होने के लिएं
    दस्तक भी काई बार दि तेरे चौखट पे

    अपना सब कुछ खो कर, मेरे पास लौट आए हो ना
    भले ही तुम्हारे सामने मुस्कुरा लेति हूँ मैं
    काश तुम समझ जाति मेरी आंखें में नमी क्यूं है

    खैर, तुम्हें ये भी हर बार समझाना पड़ता है की मुहब्बत है तुमसे
    ये किस्सा तमाम कर दो ना
    इनका अंजाम बता दो कोइ
    ©leena_afsha_ishrot

  • leena_afsha_ishrot 2w

    #leena_unsaidwords

    Random thoughts ��

    End up writing as a ��

    3:17 p.m. 9-1-23

    Turn away - start to move away

    First write-up of 2023

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    Yes, I am insane to write about you
    You always want to be free from me
    Everyone there making conspiracy to fade me
    But I sit down to pen about you always
    Flaws blow off

    Why you're sassy?
    You look way too sexy ay...
    Not only look but your personality is way too seductive'

    My favorite mistake is to chase you (la-la-la-la)
    I become deaf when anyone asks me to stay away from you
    I know I'm whole lotta messy
    But when I stay organized to be with you
    (Yuh 're too special for me) x2 (uh-uh)

    There's the time when your late response suffocates me
    Now I am living freely that you are far better without me
    Baby, I am too emotional on somedays
    Now hell to your turn away (hahahaha)
    'cause I'm divine
    'cause I am my dream girl
    (la-la-la-la)

    You're too light to treasure
    I'm complete on my own for pleasure
    God damn when you will go through this
    You will say
    "She's still drivin' me crazy"
    But it will be too late to comeback

    Breaking me is not easy Baby
    Handling me is way too hard, Baby
    I ain't cheesy nor I flatter you to stay
    Yeah I'm your Barbie doll
    But if you ever try to tear me
    I will be your Annabelle
    ©leena_afsha_ishrot

  • leena_afsha_ishrot 4w

    25-12-21 2:15 a.m.

    #leena_unsaidwords

    Everyone says stop waiting for him
    But I still make prayers for him
    It is obvious to be disturbed by his departure
    Cause' I capture him in my heart forever
    Before undressing him with my eyes
    I have observed him minutely
    On both gloomy and sunny days

    Walking on a divergent is never easy-peasy
    The expression may be neglected
    However, I have given space to heal his wound
    Is god watching the world around me burnt, from the day he parted?

    Spontaneously he sucks blood from my body
    Shall I cope with my hope by refilling blood from a blood bank?
    Or shall I try to curl up to the underworld?
    Waiting for someone is not easy, indeed
    And when you are not sure, whether he will comeback or not!
    A phase where I have been tested to be his beloved
    But he's not aware, his name has been tattooed

    Everyone says stop waiting for him
    But I still make prayers for him
    Why listen to outsiders?
    When I have started the journey by my will
    Why step backward?

    Yeah, he made mess by mixing emotions
    But this time I'm loving him in a slow motion
    It's just a phase to pass by
    I bet he think about me
    Come back soon,
    Eagerly waiting for your arrival

    From the day when I connected with your bold eyes
    Though at an early age, I learned to compromise
    Regardless when it comes to you
    How can I stop to admire you?
    Though there's a silent storm in my chest
    I wonder, have I been in love with myself ever in this way?

    I perfectly ruined myself and became insane
    I broke my heart, so you don't have to put efforts
    To glue the scattered parts again
    I remember less, how patiently I behave
    Cause when I thought it's over now
    You knocked in my life again
    ©leena_afsha_ishrot

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    Everyone says stop waiting for him
    But I still make prayers for him

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    ©leena_afsha_ishrot

  • leena_afsha_ishrot 4w

    #leena_unsaidwords

    12:57 a.m. 24-12-21

    #random ��

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    I am in cloud nine
    That he is back
    And he realised how patiently
    I was awaiting, for his arrival
    From the last two and half plus years

    He distanced himself from me
    But I always carry him wherever I walk
    Sometimes it's necessary to stay away
    To see the level of attachment

    This time I kept this relationship between us
    In his absence, I just communicated truly to only one
    Due to which I have only believed on that
    Omniscient, omnipresent, omnipotent almighty

    Only because of his absence and in his presence
    I am grateful that I am nearer to almighty
    The conversation between me and almighty
    Is just like a newborn child and mother
    Sometimes in the middle of the night
    Sometimes in the crew
    I silently prayed for him

    I have been waiting for this day for long
    It's not that I never found a better option
    But for me, he is the one, with whom
    I want to celebrate my eightieth birthday

    If we remove the veil of differences,
    we are left with simple human creatures
    I am aware of the circumstances I am gonna face
    But I am preparing myself to overcome it
    I am building myself, where none can point finger on me
    ©leena_afsha_ishrot

  • leena_afsha_ishrot 6w

    #leena_unsaidwords

    9:09 p.m.

    13-12-21

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    Be with someone who accepts your past
    Be loyal to your partner
    Hold hands to walk not to just have kids
    Rather focus on secure future
    Be with someone who appreciates and encourage you to be your best version
    Not just to walk till he reaches the bedroom
    Be with someone, who would like to start the day with a sip of coffee with you
    ©leena_afsha_ishrot

  • leena_afsha_ishrot 6w

    #leena_unsaidwords

    5:20 a.m.
    12-12-21

    saptapadi - seven Pheras in marriage esp. Hindu marriage

    Tried to write as a song, idk �� how's it

    Comment your thoughts ��

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    Marriage or miscarriage
    Beauty or adversity what's your priority?
    Reproduction or qualification, what's your entity?

    Age is a number
    Do you follow blindly the order?
    Those who believe in saptapadi
    Do they really believe or it's just a custom?

    If young couples vary in their languages
    Why there are low percentage of adaptation?
    Why there are every set of rules and boundaries?
    Why they compelled them to set limitations whom to choose and whom to choose not?

    Communication matters in a relationship
    Not a contractual agreement

    If a couple marry outside the box
    Why judgemental statement knocks?
    By holding n number of degrees
    Why we have to escape to other city to avoid marriage?
    Do y'all know it requires courage to be a rule breaker?

    Marriage or miscarriage
    Beauty or adversity what's your priority?
    Reproduction or qualification, what's your entity?

    Everyone asked not to be friends with strangers
    But the irony is- one can tie knot to stranger
    Cause a few love birds ends happily
    Wreckage, caged, shackled, voyager
    Either have distinct destination or for some others decide where shall they need to heed

    Is there any control on your life,
    If it's headed by anyone except you?
    If we're born free, why we aren't allowed to choose our partner?
    Why mostly there is a force to marry to whom we know less?

    What do you really think, what matters a lot?
    Good skin/ behaviour/ age/ degrees/ wealth
    And the list goes on and on
    Nevertheless, the word DIVORCE shouldn't be on her mouthpiece
    No matter how she's dragging up her married life

    Marriage or miscarriage
    Beauty or adversity what's your priority?
    Reproduction or qualification, what's your entity?
    ©leena_afsha_ishrot

  • leena_afsha_ishrot 6w

    বিবাহ, কি যে আচৰিত!
    যি গৰাকীক লৈ অভিমান কৰা হয়
    সেই গৰাকীক জীৱনৰ সাৰথি কৰিবলৈ সক্ষম কেই জন হ'ব পাৰিছিল?
    কিমান পীড়ানাদায়ক হ'ব নহয় জানো, যদি আন কোনোৱে সেন্দুৰ দিয়ে?

    বয়স, সৌন্দৰ্য্য আপোনাৰ গতি নিৰ্নয় কৰে নে?
    তেনে হ'লে কি ভিত্তি এখন বিয়া সম্পূৰ্ণ হয়?
    শিক্ষীত হয় যদিও, নিজৰ জীৱনৰ চাবিৰ গুছি আনক দি দিব লগিয়া হয়
    নিজৰ মূল্য হ্ৰাস হ'ব পাৰে নি?

    সমাজত স্বীকৃতি দিব নে,
    একে লিংগৰ বিবাহ, একে জাতিৰ বা ভাষাৰ অমিল
    বিবাহ জানো সঁচাকৈয়ে স্বপতবাদি নে
    এটা প্ৰচলিত হৈ আছে কেৱল ৰীতি-নীতি হিচাপে?
    ©leena_afsha_ishrot