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  • lostthoughts73 2w

    Not sleeping yet

    I have been staying awake now
    Not shutting my eyes just shutting my brain
    Sleeping in late now
    Don't want any space no time to feel this pain

    Touching myself to forget
    Who was it don't fucking care
    I feel nothing its not you my regret
    Texting people I don't get
    Memes and promises I don't intend
    Just to keep you out my recents

    I have been staying awake now
    Not sleeping just drifting I'm dead
    Sleeping in late now
    Unconscious blissful ignorant death

  • lostthoughts73 4w

    Slow Regrets

    Can I ask you why
    When I close my eyes
    I see night sky all happy and bright

    I want to know why
    Lingering sighs feel heavy inside
    But heavier to confide buried and hide

    If I only cry why would I
    I would know what I'm breathing
    What I needed as my lungs seceded
    Like drowning in oceans freezing
    All slow no motion senseless
    Like another office meeting

    Had I known I would have shown
    What it was to own myself

  • lostthoughts73 5w


    Sinking high into her honest eyes
    Dreamy lips whispering lies
    Her steady frame, her gaze as ice
    Whispy locks unlock deep desire

    Chiseled silk her graced visage
    Wordless letters dancing page-s
    She is a heavy volume, fills the whole room
    A glanced emotion no one immune

    Her name is Alice I wonder why?
    Land is where I found her with her feet in the sky

  • lostthoughts73 7w

    Moonlight Dancer

    A lonely night of a single light
    In star-shine she takes flight
    Her form glittering shimmering
    Moonlight a mere twinkle of her eyes

    She twirls enchanting
    Her steady gaze demanding
    She's the center she's attraction
    Pretty girl in the night dancing

  • lostthoughts73 8w


    Have you ever had a day.. the day that goes "Enough!"
    Won't you know my face shaken won't glow up
    Trusted sidekicks villainous sometimes switch place
    Really who is me and what is day I'm tired, not okay

    Haven't you seen those lines now fading gray
    Vacation plans friends birthdays locked in again
    The whole world is a stage I'm missing the play
    Why bother I'm fodder chewed up, retired at my age

  • lostthoughts73 9w


    Random costumes Dancing ballrooms
    All these memories made we forget
    Lace your arm you Palm to palm you
    Lock my fingers cuff me to the bed

    A kiss in the night I've found you
    Close off the blinds No one around you
    Wake me inside I'm chasing
    I've come up to breathe
    Your touch becomes my Greed

    Dwelling sighs Peace inside
    Empty rooms full of regret
    Was it a part A broken start
    What could I amend?

    A kiss in the night I've found you
    Close off the blinds No one around you
    Wake me inside I'm waiting
    I'm begging on my knees
    Your touch becomes my Greed


  • lostthoughts73 11w

    Living in a moment

    Closed eyes I want to touch your face
    A blind man yearning for your embrace
    Reminders these etchings wrinkled sage
    Pause.. overcome with phantom rage

    Soft hands yet my joints ache
    Statue still my grasp is vague
    Reach the world but where is my space
    Pang.. a dagger I am impaled

    Heavy long feet keep up with my pace
    Racing ahead you'll never know my age
    Prideful of what ran far without a way
    Gasp.. I am death this my life of disgrace

  • lostthoughts73 16w


    Swept up sweaty I'm never going to be ready
    She is

    Motley affair tingling hair her prickly glare
    It's everywhere little string of dream love care
    Her veins become her bare
    Reveal desire warm lips make pair
    Shudder it's hurts not now not here
    Another day her flow was quite severe

    It's part of her from her lips to her tail
    An artwork she has many shades
    Yet only one her pleasures and pain

  • lostthoughts73 16w

    Tell me

    Tell me why you walk away routine
    Tell me why you speak out not seen

    What is it that you want
    Is it not possible to feed
    Tell me you're aching craving
    Tell me your scary stories
    Lay down lie in your sleep

    Tell me you know your worth
    Tell me you haven't heard
    Your shallow views grow up learn

    Tell me when you're evil
    Tell me with Cheshire grin
    Tell me tell me don't stop
    Till you tell me everything

  • lostthoughts73 18w

    Missing you

    So much
    I miss you so much
    Is this done? Was it enough?
    Eyes melted pools of love
    I miss you, my love

    My start your end
    Never tried to pretend
    Hurt you I did but
    Didn't I make amends?
    Yet divided by a fence
    Maybe this is all we meant

    So so very much, I miss my..
    Nightly crying my eyes dry