You're afraid and you're scared But you keep telling yourself That one day you'll be enough for this world They think of you as the bravest one But I can see you trembling Trying your best not to fail Keeping yourself up in all weather And I know even after all this You'll be okay The illuminating sky will be all yours And you'll have the clouds painted in your colours
I know sometimes it becomes Suffocating even hard to breathe You just have to keep faith in you Cause we all go through chaos But we have hope alive in our hearts That's what's going to hold us Throughout the lifetime You are growing, learning everyday Blooming cherishing your aura It's all made of dust But look how artistically You have woven them You have never let yourself down And I know you never will I just want you to know that
//sometimes it all gets a little too much but you gotta realise that soon the fog will clear up//
What am I? ~ why don't we This song is the exact definition of "pure love"♡
~ It's just beautiful the place the time everything when I'm around you I feel myself falling piece by piece and I wish you would pick them up and share them with your heart. When you smile I want to brush your cheeks with my fingertips I want to look deeply in your eyes maybe drown in them forever. But f o r e v e r is a lie so I had like to decorate you with "forget-me-not" flowers everyday till "u" in "us" stays.... Maybe daydreaming about you will drive me crazy someday but I guess it's okay to watch infinite sunsets turn into sunrise... To actually be in love which itself is an illusion but still I think it's okay to wonder "what am I to you?".
Thank you everyone!! I'm grateful for all the birthday wishes I received on 5th it really made me feel SPECIAL ❣️
You guys are my butterflies!
(Jar here refers to heart) _______________________________________
It was fourth of the first month I pasted the broken pieces Of the glass jar altogether I encircled the mouth With a silver wire And decorated The marks of the cracks With artificial flowers So they don't wear off At last when all was ready I knew I had to bloom alone again I put the masterpiece out in the moonlight And it silently gulped the sadness In one shallow The inner surface started to glisten With tinted shades of old me It was almost midnight When I saw the captured gloom From its silvery womb Giving birth to butterflies Wings sewed with sparkles Those little miraculous creatures Soaring and roaring in the night Faded in between the clouds G o n e Is what I thought But they returned With wings of fire this time And settled on my clavicle I silently whispered to them "I guess I'll keep you for forever Januarys"
I've spent 66 circles of 4 seasons With you by my side In a countryside house Alone just the 2 of us We sang laughed Danced to the vinyl A camera you bought Black metal piece It was a long time ago Still I remember... You asked me smile so you could Click a picture of me by the fireplace I replied with a smirk
"People like me fade away
With zero photographs behind
Just in the memories
We live and burn...
Anyways I'm not looking that beautiful
That you had capture it"
You stared right into my eyes And said "you look adorable tonight" Then you held the camera in front of me And the light flashed..
It's going to be the start of 67th round But you not by my side this time A widow gown and some lilies That photograph I buried it Just beside your grave In my future place
It's okie I whisper to myself Every time the picture crosses my mind I'm glad I lived and bloomed In your memories And that's enough
I'm a cruel burn of seasons I put off their weekend's fun With the melancholic parts of me The tarnished wine cellar And the broken jugs have footprints of my visit The air carries the memories of yesterday's wreckage Tattered window clothes and rugs are Painted in hues of my exhale
The drowning voices have met the serene silence The eclipse resides in my scarlet arteries And the black smoke dances in my veins After all it was me who walked Through the graveyard of their corpses Kissing their non-breathing souls Stepping on their shattered rib cages While humming my cursed lullaby
All that's left is this city of cigars And ruins of my daily play They call me evil and different But actually my survival demands this way!
So we sit on memory lane Like dolls Of tangled hair And strawberry-stained cheeks, Remnants of cheerful summers
Nostalgia, Floats and drifts Like a blanket of stars In my mind As we listen To the hum of the wind Telling us to adopt the sun And catch happiness by its tail While we ride a Ferris wheel And watch Life Unfold like a magic carpet
Ignoring the knots and waves Of nausea In our belly, We saddle the wind And scream cobwebs and mayhem Out of our lungs
With stars for eyes, And heartbeats borrowed from thunderstorms, There I was, Riding on the mystery Of question marks, Wondering, If happiness Looks different When seen Through rose-colored glasses, From the lonely top Of a Ferris wheel.