So this is no masterpiece, and heck, I don't even write.. but this write up remains so dear to me. It's a symbol of a relationship, more of a, toxic dependency, I was caught in. It's a regret that consumes me, that I caused so much pain to a boy who loved me with all his heart, who chose to stay with me even if it meant sacrificing his happiness and his freedom. I've looked for my happiness, my self throughout and you've taken all of it , sometimes with a smile, sometimes a frown.
Only recently have I began to view,and understand why he disappeared. And I guess, it was the right decision. Sorry..