SILENCE
Listen to silence cause it has so much to say !!!!
©michushams
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michushams 113w
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michushams 113w
THE BRIGHT SIDE
When the dark falls,
Dear do not hang back to call me .
I will be there for you both in the dark and broad light ,
To offer you my love and support .
Be sure to call for me ,
For i will always be your one and only true friend .
When it clocks 3 in the morning,
Be sure to always be up cause i myself i am the good news.
Be up to offer your praises to me
cause for i will always be the Lord your God !!!!!!
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michushams 114w
THE PSYCHOPATH IN ME !!
She always comes around unexpectedly,
And makes me do unprecedented things.
She suddenly freezes my brain and takes control of my mind ,
Gives me sparkles that direct me to do unthoughtful things ..
People mistake her to be a caring charmer ,
But in actual sense she is just a manipulative witch ,
witch that majestically gets away with everything she does,
She takes no blame nor guilt for her actions but rather turns tables round to play the victim .
She always comes in the middle of the night ,
To fill me with sparks of feeling great about my self ,
She makes me feel powerful and special , unique compared to any one else .
She makes me live in a virtual world ,
Full of unrealistic things and habits .
Makes me enjoy mean things which normal people do not ,
She makes me enjoy the pain of others and their suffering .
She does all sorts of wild things to me ,
But what to say because she is me .
I do not have feelings for anything nor anyone ,
Neither do i remorse about sad happenings nor things i have to take actions for ,
She makes me release am not good enough to be loved by anyone in order to take control of me .
She makes me feel sudden boredom in order to take control of my mind ,
Does not allow me have long term relationships , cause she owns me .
Never lets me trust any one cause she fills me with lots of insecurities .....
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michushams 114w
WAIT ..
i always thought you wanted to leave so bad ,
But now why are you still here still nagging me with your same old stories ,
stories that i have heard a thousand times come from you .
why are you here ,
cause i always thought my love and passion was stale to you ,
But now why are you pleading for it ,
All dragging your knees around begging for my mercy to take you in .
What happened to the new love you had gotten ,
Did you shade it like you did to what we had ,
Or now you have released what we had was real ,
Or may be now you have released life is quite hard without me ...
Wait you think i can take you in after all what you made me pass through ,
The pain and shame i suffered ,
The an endless depression i encountered,
The lose of self love .
You proudly made me lose my self esteem
love and purpose ,
I thought you said we are done so be it dearest stand by your word because i cannot take in a disheartening creature like you anymore ...all i have for you now is resentment now ...i truly detest you whole heartedly ✌
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michushams 114w
YOUR THAT GUY..
Your that guy am always longing to hear from,
That one person that deeply melts my heart ,
You always brighten up my darkest hours by just your soft touch ..
The smell of you around me ,
Makes me go wild and wonder in the woods of love ...,
Your hands all wrapped around me makes me feel so safe and secured ,
Your smile just means the world to me and our love will always remain a blossom to others
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michushams 114w
ONCE UPON A TIME
You used to look at me as your gold,
so mindful of every step you took,
Loving me looked like the only option you had,
But now all i see are stars .....
What happened to the good old love we had,
The one that used to flip butterflies in my stomach ,
The love that used to make me stay up all night ,
Just waiting for your text message ..
Now all you do is look at me like a total stranger,
More like a shadow you dont wana get close to ,
You literally look at me like an Alien
An Alien lost in the woods ,
All you do is to shade my name with dust , blood all sorts of nasty staff ..
But why my love ,
All i ever asked for was just some simple love and respect ,
But all you do now is to look down on me ...,
All i ever wanted was to make you feel warm around me ,
But look what you gave me in return ,
Pain , shame ,
All my friends blame me for loving , naturing you and entrusting you with my life and love .
Once upon a time we used to share lots of
thoughts , love , passion....
But now , when ever you see me its like your watching a hora movie ,
Hora movie full of blood and shade ,
My love all i ever wanted was to give you love my loving sweet daughter !!!!!
©michushams
