I love expressing my self through writting
Listen to silence cause it has so much to say !!!!©michushams
THE BRIGHT SIDE
When the dark falls, Dear do not hang back to call me .I will be there for you both in the dark and broad light , To offer you my love and support .Be sure to call for me , For i will always be your one and only true friend .When it clocks 3 in the morning, Be sure to always be up cause i myself i am the good news.Be up to offer your praises to me cause for i will always be the Lord your God !!!!!!©michushams
THE PSYCHOPATH IN ME !!
She always comes around unexpectedly, And makes me do unprecedented things.She suddenly freezes my brain and takes control of my mind , Gives me sparkles that direct me to do unthoughtful things ..People mistake her to be a caring charmer , But in actual sense she is just a manipulative witch , witch that majestically gets away with everything she does, She takes no blame nor guilt for her actions but rather turns tables round to play the victim .She always comes in the middle of the night , To fill me with sparks of feeling great about my self , She makes me feel powerful and special , unique compared to any one else .She makes me live in a virtual world , Full of unrealistic things and habits .Makes me enjoy mean things which normal people do not , She makes me enjoy the pain of others and their suffering .She does all sorts of wild things to me , But what to say because she is me .I do not have feelings for anything nor anyone , Neither do i remorse about sad happenings nor things i have to take actions for , She makes me release am not good enough to be loved by anyone in order to take control of me .She makes me feel sudden boredom in order to take control of my mind , Does not allow me have long term relationships , cause she owns me .Never lets me trust any one cause she fills me with lots of insecurities .....©michushams
i always thought you wanted to leave so bad , But now why are you still here still nagging me with your same old stories , stories that i have heard a thousand times come from you .why are you here , cause i always thought my love and passion was stale to you , But now why are you pleading for it , All dragging your knees around begging for my mercy to take you in .What happened to the new love you had gotten , Did you shade it like you did to what we had , Or now you have released what we had was real , Or may be now you have released life is quite hard without me ...Wait you think i can take you in after all what you made me pass through , The pain and shame i suffered , The an endless depression i encountered, The lose of self love .You proudly made me lose my self esteem love and purpose , I thought you said we are done so be it dearest stand by your word because i cannot take in a disheartening creature like you anymore ...all i have for you now is resentment now ...i truly detest you whole heartedly ✌©michushams
YOUR THAT GUY..
Your that guy am always longing to hear from, That one person that deeply melts my heart , You always brighten up my darkest hours by just your soft touch ..The smell of you around me , Makes me go wild and wonder in the woods of love ..., Your hands all wrapped around me makes me feel so safe and secured , Your smile just means the world to me and our love will always remain a blossom to others ©michushams
ONCE UPON A TIME
You used to look at me as your gold, so mindful of every step you took, Loving me looked like the only option you had, But now all i see are stars .....What happened to the good old love we had, The one that used to flip butterflies in my stomach , The love that used to make me stay up all night , Just waiting for your text message ..Now all you do is look at me like a total stranger, More like a shadow you dont wana get close to , You literally look at me like an Alien An Alien lost in the woods , All you do is to shade my name with dust , blood all sorts of nasty staff ..But why my love , All i ever asked for was just some simple love and respect , But all you do now is to look down on me ..., All i ever wanted was to make you feel warm around me , But look what you gave me in return , Pain , shame , All my friends blame me for loving , naturing you and entrusting you with my life and love .Once upon a time we used to share lots of thoughts , love , passion....But now , when ever you see me its like your watching a hora movie , Hora movie full of blood and shade , My love all i ever wanted was to give you love my loving sweet daughter !!!!!©michushams