This is not the reality right? Tell me is all dream, yesterday I was just holding you and kissing your forehead but now you're gone. We do not know how to start, you're the person that taught us to be strong, I know time will come and death will knock at the door but we never expected to be this soon. I love you mommy, rest in peace we love you!
My writing journey started like standing in front of the ocean where I just enjoy the view because I'm too clueless to start sailing—while learning many winds of emotion passes, many high and low tides of experience came through. Also like a sunset and sunrise many come and go but now I'm still grateful that I'm here continuing the sailing of what I've been started. To all of the people: family, friends or maybe once I knew Thank you!
You know sometimes I sit with all of these bitter tastes of toxic thoughts. Where the call of void echoing — It's so rude, always negative yet without it I'm feeling kinda empty. My life is full of fears, and I am lacking in myself. I am like a caterpillar crawling hard in branches that most likely to sever. I am to focus in how slowly my pace are, without realizing the beauty of things I am receiving and experiencing. How amazing nature is, how lovely the people who cares about me, how those little things like music, books, rides makes me happy. How mysterious the world yet we mange to breathe.
Today, I write these to appreciate the things that keep me going. It's almost the end of the year, many things happened. Lose and gained. It's full of drama, hopelessness and chaos but takes time to look around inhale and enjoy the moment cause you never knew where is the last time. Either way if you still can't— it's okay take your time mate, remember that caterpillar stuck for a long time before turning chrysalis wings to fly.
Note so I'm back for a while, and my mood chose to be positive. It's been a long time since I write cause I'm being potato in my state univ— kinda feel like dumb among class lmao. Anyway going back, I hope my fellow writer I used to interact with are okay and living the best of life. Hoping you all still here too hahaha... Likewise for all the writer here in miraquill; wishing you all the best.