missdontknowwhattofeel

Introverted overthinking INFP Gemini here.. on the insistence of my dearest! Love you ❤

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  • missdontknowwhattofeel 5d

    In my selfish desire to keep you
    I lost a part of myself and a part of you
    In my selfish attempt to preserve what we have
    I tainted it instead
    ©missdontknowwhattofeel

  • missdontknowwhattofeel 1w

    #joy #wod
    thanks for the like @writersnetwork

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    Top of the world

    My new phone was arriving
    The old one was already in a horrible state
    My friends said I had gone mad that day
    Unable to keep my feet off the ground
    Dancing and hopping all around the place
    With not a single care for how I appeared to the onlookers
    Unable to stop smiling
    Bollywood songs going off in my head

    It was all him
    After so long
    I would be able to talk to him again
    He had said he missed me
    I knew and admitted that i had the biggest crush on him
    Thus that hot June afternoon was spent on the terrace under the scorching sun with the biggest smile
    Regularly looking down from the place to spot a delivery man who would bring me the medium through which I could connect with him again

    ©missdontknowwhattofeel

  • missdontknowwhattofeel 1w

    Pine trees all around
    Everyone so excited to have come to the famous spot at last
    Brother went off with dad to get a camera and sprite
    Me and my sisters all decked up in our favorite frocks
    Mom looked for a place where everyone could sit
    One could see excited families like ours in the distance

    Now more than 17 years later
    The place have already been converted to a hospital
    Nothing much of the special exciting picnic remains in memory, just some snippets of it
    And a worn out photograph taken that day still tucked properly in a family album

    ©missdontknowwhattofeel

  • missdontknowwhattofeel 1w

    Lying around, wondering what to do
    The clock is irreversible
    Now situation have changed
    We don't live in a movie
    Everyone sees what they want to see
    They hear what they want to hear
    If you come to think you know about something
    It is hard to look from the other person's perspective
    Story from only one outlook is always baised
    We are not the only one living
    We live with others
    Everyone counts, all of their emotions
    We cannot brush off anyone's
    We have to settle with reality
    See where we have landed
    Or reality will force us to do so
    Be wary of what goes out of your mouth
    Be wary of your actions
    For their will be repercussions
    And you won't always have the opportunity to correct them

    ©missdontknowwhattofeel

  • missdontknowwhattofeel 5w

    I make mistakes,
    I do deeds I'm afraid to share with others
    My thoughts and opinions
    They spiral out of control
    I'm no saint, don't mistake me for one
    I'm a compilation of all my experiences
    Of all my mistakes the ones I corrected and the ones I did not
    Of all my traumas
    Of all the happy memories and special moments shared
    A mark left by all the ones I come across
    Piled up together, they all form me
    My life story is always changing
    I am changing
    I am not who I once was
    And I won't be the same in the future too

  • missdontknowwhattofeel 7w

    #december #wod thank you @writersnetwork for ❤ and @miraquill for EC

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    Hey December,
    What do you have in store for me?
    Is it going to be a joyful month?
    Or a bittersweet one?
    Till now I fail to perceive how this month will go
    It is puzzling
    With so many conflicted emotions all around
    With some farewells coming
    Surrounded by people all in a gray state of mind
    And exams hovering over our head
    As of now the only thing to hold on is 'hope'
    Hope that everything will turn out well
    That all will be good in the end

    ©missdontknowwhattofeel

  • missdontknowwhattofeel 8w

    To those who I could not help while they were in their difficult situations... To the ones who were always there when I needed them but I could not be there when they needed me

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    I was naive
    I thought we were okay as how we were
    I thought you were doing good.
    But if you were truly fine
    There would have been no need for you to change
    And now I can't help but question myself everytime
    What could I have done to help you?
    Had I been too selfish not to notice what you were going through?
    Did I turn a blind eye towards you?
    ©missdontknowwhattofeel

  • missdontknowwhattofeel 9w

    I'm learning that people change
    And we really cannot help it
    No matter how much we want the past
    Something that is gone will always be gone
    I'm learning that sometimes some people make promises never to keep
    But only to make you feel good at that moment
    I'm learning that people change
    But memories stay
    Sometimes we cry over those moments, sometimes we laugh and feel special
    And sometimes we grow and forget them
    With some people no matter how much we try we can not make them stay
    We can only just hope that someday they will look back and cherish those moments, If possible try to reach out
    And if destiny wills we will be able to form a great connection
    Or get lost as strangers

    ©missdontknowwhattofeel

  • missdontknowwhattofeel 10w

    Sitting on the front porch with the key still in my bag
    No particular desire to go inside
    Nothing waiting for me in there
    But to follow the regular routine
    Trying to find the strength to go on everyday
    Trying to come to terms with reality
    Trying to make sense of things
    Hoping that things will work out for the best

    ©missdontknowwhattofeel

  • missdontknowwhattofeel 11w

    #wod #start thank you @writersnetwork for the ❤ and @miraquill for the EC

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    Two things are eating my soul
    You and my own self

    Your memories, your words, your action
    And my conflicted heart, my messed up mind

    I don't know what I want from you nor do I know what I want from myself anymore

    Rollercoaster emotions, fatigue, numbness they are all a regular part of my daily routine now

    ©missdontknowwhattofeel