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  • morganeve 3w

    You ever look at a porcelain doll
    And almost hope it's haunted
    Because then at least something
    Interesting might happen
    ©morganeve

  • morganeve 6w

    Impulsiveness

    A hard habit to break
    When you feel the anxiety rise
    Negative thoughts overtake
    I need the release
    Of feeling out of control
    Though it never ends well
    Always pay some kind of toll
    I have the desire to be better
    I've tried dealing with my emotions
    But in moments like this one
    I just want to jump into the ocean
    ©morganeve

  • morganeve 6w



    There's too many people in my head
    That I don't know the sound of my own voice
    I had to delete the internet
    Just to hear myself again
    ©morganeve

  • morganeve 7w



    Her vibrations are so real
    Her energy I can feel
    The earth is my mother
    Father sister brother
    Wrapped in wings so tight
    Get me through the night
    My beginning and the end
    Her love my only true friend
    ©morganeve

  • morganeve 7w

    I don't want to be me today

    I don't want to be me today
    I sit in my chair and drink the pain
    It's not clarifying or pleasant
    It never sticks to the present
    Only the future or past
    Only the molds I'll never cast
    Can I be you today?
    Can I write away the pain?
    Do you hear me out there?
    Can you hear me scream?
    I wish I was a dream
    I don't want to be me today

  • morganeve 7w



    Be black, be blue
    Revel in I love you's
    Be bold, be broken
    The absence we soak in
    Today is for them, tomorrow anew
    Be for me and I'll be for you
    ©morganeve

  • morganeve 7w



    The butterfly flies away
    My body slowly fades
    When her children return
    I will be gone
    She will live on in what she leaves behind
    But I will only be remembered
    By those who have already forgotten me
    ©morganeve

  • morganeve 7w



    I couldn't figure out why
    Today felt so heavy
    Uncomfortable in my skin
    And my head feels hazy
    Then I remember it's our anniversary
    The beginning of the end
    A year ago today
    I became my only friend
    ©morganeve

  • morganeve 7w

    Talking to myself

    Why do you do that?
    Why can't you stop doing that?
    I have a problem
    I have so many problems
    But not really
    No real problems other than the ones I make up
    Right?
    I am the problem
    Why are you like this?
    Self pity and superiority
    Just move your body
    DO something
    Get out of bed
    Can we do that today?
    I'm sorry
    I shouldn't be so mean but that one voice is so damn loud
    And she's not wrong
    I stopped living
    I checked out
    And I don't know how to turn myself back on
    My breakdown may be dragging on for too long
    ©morganeve

  • morganeve 7w

    The Empty Angel

    I am empty today
    Nothing but black again
    My head is loud today
    Reminding me of everything
    I try to forget
    A man called me an angel once
    I always thought it made me special
    But what's the point of giving love
    When you keep nothing for yourself
    I gave away all my love
    I'm empty today
    And I don't understand
    Why everytime it fills up just a little
    I give it away again
    Why can't I keep any for myself
    Without being selfish
    Angels don't hold back love
    But now it's black inside
    Hollow
    I don't want to be empty anymore
    ©morganeve