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  • muski_ki_baatein 2w

    I gambled my heart to win yours

    After a horrifying night
    finally
    I gathered all the pieces and assembled,
    You came uninformed and
    once again I gambled!




    A gamble that was undesired.A gamble that I will remember forever.A gamble that felt like a ray of shine, a gamble that tasted like my favorite wine.


    A gamble that made me feel more of you and less of mine.A gamble that I will keep in my heart till my eyes shine.


    A gamble that someday you will miss.A gamble that you never cherished.


    You left me counting the stars when I loved you beyond bars.


    But no more I will offer you my heart on a plate, we separated count it a fate.


    No more you will see me at your gate, It was a good time mate!

    -Muskan Vinod Aneja
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  • muski_ki_baatein 34w



    Slowly but gradually I started trusting you. I was getting attached again! I knew feelings are not my cup of tea. Everytime I trusted someone it was broken harder than the previous. Ya, I was sleepy the day you asked and I said no. Ya, I had a lot of stuff to do when you asked was free? and I said yes. Ya, I was angry when I said no I wasn't I wanted you to stay the day you asked to leave! Ya, I made space for you in my world. Ya, I feel horrible today. You know why because I thought I matter but there is a difference between the reality and thoughts which I got. Anyway you might never be reading this or maybe you will but yes Let me tell you. I am here today but maybe I won't be there tomorrow.Please don't blame me then because I made room for you but you didn't value it and I dont know how long I will be able to bear this fact. So I will leave soon! Maybe the moment you will be reading this I would have left and would never be back. But ya please remember you mattered a lot to me. But I am not strong anymore to bear out this.
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  • muski_ki_baatein 34w



    I am not your favorite person
    But
    I am my favorite!!

    And I guess it's absolutely fine
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  • muski_ki_baatein 35w

    Some day I will learn

    Yes someday! Someday I will learn how to not overshare! Some day I will learn how not to feel things more! Some day I will learn how to not trust easily because my stupid heart always makes that same mistake! Someday I will learn how to be within my limits. Someday I will learn that not everyone is the same as me. Someday I will learn how to not expect things. Someday I will learn how to not be kiddish. Someday I will learn how to leave when someone is waiting. Yes, someday I will learn. But you know what that someday I won't be there anymore because ya till the day I am alive that someday is never going to come. Because my heart won't allow me. And ya if someday you find me doing that please don't come to the funeral of that dead heart because someday I won't be the same anymore!! Maybe you will curse me then, maybe you will miss me too but I won't be there anymore at your door waiting for you.
    Because Someday I will learn!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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    Some days

    Some days we feel like we wanna talk to somebody and at the very next moment we don't just wanna talk. Yes it happens with each of us most of the times.We go numb no feeling at all. Neither pain nor smile! Everything appears as if it's the end, life appears to be suffocating leaving us in trauma that nothing will ever be fine. So the next time when You feel something like that just think that this will also pass. Just take a deep breathe and feel the cold breeze running through your cheeks, the blood flowing through your veins and that cute tiny heart popping out with every breathe. This is just a feeling for a while and after a couple of minutes or days or months ,You will definitely be in a different comfy zone!
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  • muski_ki_baatein 62w

    Five facts that I realized at my 21!

    1.People will forget your good deeds but, they will pinch you forever for your scars and outbreaks.


    2.Noone is concerned about how you became successful. Success is yours and, that matters the most to some people.

    While I don't feel it's legit . One should observe the path too!


    3.People will criticize you for several reasons and, you have to face that effectively.


    4.Everything you desire won't come your way. But it won't be the end!



    5.It is necessary to finance yourself and plan future goals.
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  • muski_ki_baatein 62w

    Dear Agastya,
    You taught us the greatest lesson of one-sided love. You knew you were never Rumi's first choice. Despite all those things you chose Rumi every time. I still remember how you completely mended yourself just to get Rumi's attention, and that's what we all do. Love makes us insane. We get impulsive, We become obsessed. We go that mad that we break all self-esteem boundaries and go beyond our ethics. But that's what we call the magic of love. It gives us the power to care and worry about others more than our feelings. How beautifully you grabbed and held Rumi in her worst times when she was fighting with her insecurities. And my most favorite part when You taught us "koi tumhe Pyaar na kare isse tumhara pyaar kum nahi ho jaata.Tum kaafi ho.Tumhara Pyaar kaafi hai" and I truly felt that. How fantastically you handled yourself after getting broken and Thanks to Sakshi Gupta. She held your hand and had been a great partner throughout. She taught us the most astounding fact that "everyone comes in your life for a purpose for a cause and when it's done then they have to leave and you need to learn t let them go". I am also grateful to Rumi for teaching us that we all make mistakes and it's okay. We all have our insecurities. We crave for others' approval and that's real. We all have been through it at least once in a while. Agastya, you said so well that we are our only competition. Our chase should make ourselves better and that's damn true. All in all, you made this hopeless romantic again believe in the magic of love. I don't know where Agastya Rao of my life is hidden. But I hope I will meet him soon someday, somewhere amid some blue sky. Yes, Broken but beautiful. A broken soul is beyond beautiful you know why because that soul knows the pain and so they never hurt anyone the way they were hurt.
    With Love,
    Muski.

    #muskikibaatein #brokenbutbeautiful @mirakee #pov

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