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  • mysocalledthoughts 2d

    My reasons to stay afloat,
    barely hanging onto fading lights.
    The starry nights turned into a blank canvas;
    awaiting a solemn ending for this nightmare,
    constantly rising from death.
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  • mysocalledthoughts 3d

    In plain sight

    I clung to you like a moth would to a light;
    There was an alluring feeling you stirred
    within me, I've never felt with anyone else.
    My heart still merely flutters at the thought of you.
    You crossed my mind all too often a stupid
    smile would string along my face.
    Your presence made me happy; only to
    shatter me into more pieces than I was before.
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  • mysocalledthoughts 1w

    My mind is awfully clear,
    Regardless of the countless bridges
    Burning before me. I see nothing amounting
    from decaying regrets and wilting
    disappointments; let my silence be,
    the only voice to reason with thy.
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  • mysocalledthoughts 1w

    Actress;
    Swallow it down, no matter the pain
    Don't let them see you struggling in vain.
    Keep it together and break down all you want
    When there's nobody to witness your ache.
    Don't embarrass us with tears meant for a show case.
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  • mysocalledthoughts 1w

    I'm left tending to the pieces of my
    Heart that was good enough to be toyed with;
    but never well enough to be loved.
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  • mysocalledthoughts 2w

    It's so hard to vocalise my thoughts,
    To breathe them into existence;
    To acknowledge it as a reality within my grasp.
    It's so frightening to know words have such an ability.
    To break as much as it can mend;
    within seconds of life being breathed into it.
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  • mysocalledthoughts 3w

    It feels as though my throat is encased in
    Thorns and vines stripping me of embracing
    My voice as it flows from thoughts carefree
    despite the world; I wish I could redeem and
    take back my words, swallow the insecurities
    landing vengeful blows. Scarred by reality and
    left speechless with mountains to relieve
    my sinking soul.
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  • mysocalledthoughts 3w

    I'm used to being ignored,
    Adapted so well to not being seen,
    I've materialised myself into this being
    Living life as an invisible piece of string,
    Floating, never settling into any cracks or seams
    Can you see me old friend? What I've come to be?
    A distraught wandering soul, a fragment of the person you once knew me to be.
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  • mysocalledthoughts 4w

    You lit within me the most beautiful embers
    and now I can't find them again;
    Lost, almost found then lost again,
    This vicious cycle constantly recycling
    Itself obliterating what remains untainted
    From my soul. I wish to cleanse my thoughts
    Of all the dysmorphia I wish to console my aching bones with.
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  • mysocalledthoughts 4w

    "Leave!" they scream.
    "Stop and breathe" said feelings;
    "Break away from it all" my heart weeped,
    "Let them go in order to move on" my mind reminisced.
    "I can't" I spoke softly.
    "I'm already far too gone, what's a little more."
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