Cold showers, bleeding tears and hidden scars. Messed up thoughts, hushed tone and lonely hours
There's a side of me The side I don't let the world see I embrace it in darkness Curling myself on the matress
Deep in the chambers of my heart There are secrets buried alive Millions of secrets forever silenced Lies, betrayals, hurt and regrets Ah.. Now it's a never ending tale I try to fight it off but I always fail.
Slowly the time seems to slip Like the sand in a closed fist With time the things may change And I'll be once again sane. Away from the distress I'll live And with time in peace I'll die. _Nh
I've spent lonely nights wondering why I wasn't enough for the one who meant the world to me. The one I'd trade my life for.. I'd give everything I have.. Sacrifice all the things just to bring a smile on that face.. But, despite all my efforts I always end up on the hurt side.
I've spent many sleepless nights trying to get over you and move on in life. And woke up again,with you in my heart.
I've spent nights crying, looking at your pictures and reading our conversations. And wondering what if we lasted a little longer.. may be a little more longer.. Nh_