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  • niaj_ihdirap 15w

    living a distorted way of life
    nothing went as planned to be
    faking happiness
    ignoring faults
    all mess had piled up inside me
    one fine day things were same
    life with no pain
    tbh i had nothing to gain
    some vibes were felt
    things were hard to describe
    who knew what things would be like
    strange is your story
    pulled me closer as i wanted to read
    pages were torn
    but i chose not to mourn
    every page of you had a tale to tell
    i dont care if things weren't well
    now that you're here
    still a few things aren't clear
    mature enough to justify what you mean
    immature enough to mess with me
    ©niaj_ihdirap

  • niaj_ihdirap 20w

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    please say u lied-

    that one sentence was enough for me
    enough for me to break you free
    break you free from scoldings of me
    scoldings of me you'll never see
    you'll never see what pain it was
    pain it was that was growing in me
    growing in me was your laugher i saw
    laughter i saw was hard to forget
    hard to forget those chats we had
    chats we had from time to time
    time to time i got to know
    got to know how no one knows you
    no one knows you from inside
    from inside how good you are
    good you are how sensative you are
    sensative you are still you said
    still you said that one sentence.
    ©niaj_ihdirap

  • niaj_ihdirap 29w

    it's a new feeling

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    JAADU

    living a distorted way of life
    nothing went as planned to be
    faking happiness
    ignoring faults
    all mess had piled up inside me
    one fine day things were same
    gave no pain
    nothing to gain
    vibes were felt
    hard to describe
    who knew what things would be like
    strange is your story
    pulled me closer as i wanted to read
    pages torn
    but nothing to mourn
    every page of you had a thing to tell
    i dont care if things weren't well
    you're here
    but still things arent clear
    mature enough to justify what you mean
    immature enough to mess with me
    ©niaj_ihdirap

  • niaj_ihdirap 34w

    take me back to the time i rose!
    take me back before my body froze!
    ©niaj_ihdirap

  • niaj_ihdirap 34w

    brink sea.
    veil clouds.
    slow breeze.
    time freeze.
    ©niaj_ihdirap

  • niaj_ihdirap 34w

    nothing to say,
    nothing to hear,
    rest-
    I believe
    I made myself clear!
    ©niaj_ihdirap

  • niaj_ihdirap 35w

    (might delete soon)

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    lo maam liya humne tu sirf dost hai
    ladna taunting krta roz hai
    confused se rhti hu mein har peher
    ye dosti hai ya roast hai
    sorry bolne se toh tu nhi h hichkichata
    i really dont know kitni ladkiyon ko tu roz hai manata
    itne confidence se bolta hai sab
    par ptani kya sochta hai
    dost hai tere boht
    par phir bhi ptani mujhko kyu jhelta hai
    i was not and will never be the topper
    but trust me the expectations you show make me do things i was afraid to do
    u would never even know i was attracted to to you
    roz ka milna routine mein hai
    jab nahi aata toh kuchh nahi lubhata
    dil se chahti hu mein tu sabse mile, baat kre
    par meri jagah kise dega yaar
    interests change kre apne meine
    par ptani kuchh samjh hi nhi aata
    koshish kari thi meine
    par uss vakt kyu tu nahi smajhata
    hn maam liya ki tujhe poocho toh inkaar nhi krta
    par yaar kisi time shanti se baat bhi toh nhi krta
    meri dosto ko baare mein mujhse toh poochta
    par kya kabhi mere baare mein unse poochhne ka tujhe hai soojta
    i really like the way you changed
    i dont know was it me or koi aur
    lo maan liya bond achha hai
    par ye hamesha bana rhe yhi rab se meri ichha hai!
    ©niaj_ihdirap

  • niaj_ihdirap 36w

    YOU ARE AUDIBLE, dear teacher!

    In the peaks of sleeping time,
    Whenever the clock shows nine,
    The teacher is up,
    Leaving everything like breakfast and brunch,
    And hurries with the laptop to the an isolated room,
    Where the maid has not even used a single stick of broom.
    The kids are joining on and on,
    And till that time the teacher remains mute.
    One child says, Good morning ma'am!
    And the duty starts with a fresh new plan
    and this thing you see, it's formed when you put alot of salt into some brie! Got it children?
    She ensured everything is heard,
    She ensures everything is learnt,
    She ensures not much is given for home,
    She ensures that not even a single kid feels gone!
    Okay so the next question is......
    This is how she takes assessment,
    Not forcing anyone to show contentment.
    Nearly 3 hours in day
    And remaining 3 that come along the way,
    Is all that is expected from her,
    Is she a daily wage worker?
    Just 6 hours is what they say,
    Ask a maths teacher,
    It's actually 1/4 of a whole big day!
    Checking assessment of children is not easy,
    I can guess how much they wish they could just flee!
    Lockdown has been difficult for all,
    But for teachers remaining warm doesn't mean bad times are gone!
    For all those who think this, you're wrong,
    Crosscheck by thinking about connecting with 50 children in a room, asking them to seprately sing a song.
    Mute children! Unmute children! is where half hours goes,
    And her plans for the day are all pissed off!
    How she thought of completing 5 pages today,
    But how it ended up with just 2 pages a day.
    Her life, it's all screwed up!
    But still with a smile on the face,
    She greets every child with a happy day!
    We might not understand her situation,
    Because we're all oursleves screwed up on our extra long vacation!

    ©jain_paridhi

  • niaj_ihdirap 47w

    https://bloganddialogue.blogspot.com/?m=1

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  • niaj_ihdirap 49w

    SING WITH TUNE! cn u hear my song?��

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    ohh lord! can you hear me?
    everyday.... can you bear me?
    this world... just wont dear me...
    show me the way!

    All those times,
    that you were thereee,
    i dont know where, but
    all i know is you do-EXIST!
    for me!
    I KNOW ITTTT
    I KNOW ITTTT
    but i dont know what to doooo.

    EVERYONE'S SO MEAN I DONT KNOW HOW TO FACE THIS CRUEL WORLD
    I TRY HARD TO GIVE MY BESTTTT, BUT OTHERSS JUST DONT TAKE A REST!
    2 STEPS FORWARD AS I GOES, I DONT KNOW WHO FOLLOWS, SOME ONE COMES MY WAY AND DITCHES MY DAYYY.....

    OHH DAYYUMMM

    i might not be working hard,
    i might not be worshiping your card
    but deep inside you know you exist!

    FORGIVE ME, MY LORD!
    PLEASE DO!
    PLEASE DO!
    I REQUEST YOU!
    PLEASE DO!

    Its your child, waiting- FOR UH!
    ©niaj_ihdirap