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  • noreenrborooah 3w

    Colours

    I see me
    In all the luxury
    I see us in all the happiness
    But all I don't see is you

    It's you...it was you and it will be you
    It was a test
    And the marks don't count
    It was to see
    If I was really sound
    I left me red
    Left me blue
    Left me in dark hue

    I have a choice and another test
    This one even more important
    I have to do
    To actually you
    To dent it out
    To paint myself with colours again.
    ©noreenrborooah

  • noreenrborooah 3w

    my story raw.

    I travelled to the woods
    To the no's of it should
    I took a tree to grow
    Green in the yellow

    I speak too much I do I know
    I smile to you and to my glow
    I incapsulated the love to show
    I do too much but did I really tho?

    I stepped on and on
    And jumped the hurdles every down
    And hoped the last breath through
    To be somewhere to see you
    In the woods to
    Will it really come true?

    Amidst the palm trees I saw
    You
    weren't really for me to
    But what is to love than to not cry
    What is to live than to not try
    And in a flash it all just reversed

    From the blossoms to the cherries yield
    Felt your happiness in my field
    From the words to the care you healed
    Felt like a new wind to me

    But winds don't last that long
    Winds kill when strong
    And winds damage every bit more

    And the leaves sheded on
    It laid lying underneath my foot
    Kept dropping on my hood
    And Felt so weary of the wood
    It's time to cut it down

    It's just time to grow another
    But this time not in the woods
    But this time just in me
    .
    In me.
    ©noreenrborooah

  • noreenrborooah 3w

    To this world that I belong
    To this place that I stand on
    To this jouney that I'd long
    To the dreams that I set on
    To this state where I cling on
    To this breath that I behold

    .

    I'd say it was easy,
    Easy to just quit
    Easy to just escape
    Easy to leave the game
    Easy to give up
    Easy to be the looser
    Easy to just leave

    .

    But what shines bright
    Doesn't has its influence on light
    For I never knew where and how to shine
    For I had seen only the fail and fall
    For in this world everyone just watches the light
    For they don't know light has its greatest influence
    In the dark.
    For the people, I know where to outcast the dark.
    It's there in capability to
    For I knew so never and never wanted to know
    That I lived for this purpose so.

    .

    But even if there's no purpose
    You still have no reason to go
    Because you also behold many reasons to be so
    You lived longer with no purpose of yours
    But there lives atleast some uncertain number of yours
    To whom you seem more than any and every

    .

    So that you now know
    To live is not a choice
    To fight is not thought
    To grow is not a task
    All it is a Challenge to you.
    Which you must do till then
    Until the end.

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    What shines bright
    Doesn't has it's influence in light


    ©noreenrborooah

  • noreenrborooah 5w

    Suffocation

    This word itself suffocates me. It's like being in a constant cage which you though would be all beautiful and fairtale-ish but all you have is more of anxiety and sufferings.
    The worst part being that you've lost literally everything for it. You've given up some of your favourite things, some of yours essentials and your part is just chipping and it's only a last piece left that is attached. You don't really have an answer to this nor do you feel anything from here. You just want to keep protecting it because ever evil leaves a temporary feel good factor to it. You know very well that its not right. It's high time to retreat but then at the peak moment you would want to go back because ouh "so and so good also happened, who will give me that now".
    I call myself very selfish and indeed I am. But sometimes these short term good things last so long that you stop thinking about yourself. And you're stuck! Stuck so bad!
    It's also such a delimma that most of the time you know the solution. You know what it is and how it is to be done. But you simply can't take that step. Suddenly it becomes the hardest step. Idk what's beyond this step. But I'd just beg my future self to please do take this step. It is important and you can do it.

  • noreenrborooah 8w

    By unknown writer

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    Change for you unchanged for all.

  • noreenrborooah 9w

    The fight unseen
    The fight within
    The fight unknown
    Like the dead candle blown
    The fight goes on

    Goes one way for me to face
    But all the ways to just deal
    Like Unwinding some lace
    I peel of the skin off my face
    To reveal this seal
    To get more lost in this peel

    If it was just me I'm so okay
    But them is so not right to say
    They've been too strong to me
    Too good to be

    How could then I not
    How could I have witnessed this lot
    I've seen a different scene
    I've been on a different dream
    Is it just a break from dream to me

    I need answers to seek
    To really be real here sleek
    I've to answer these things
    I've victories to make

    I hope I win this fight to me.

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    The fight unseen

    ©noreenrborooah

  • noreenrborooah 9w

    Dear diary,
    I think I'm running out of ink...




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  • noreenrborooah 9w

    Very early for now, maybe you'd want to skip too. But as everyone of us are preparing for the farewell I'm suddenly backed with a different kind of pinch in the bottom most part of my mind that...like "this is where we all take a sharp turn...this is where we are actually going to split in real !". Still a dream but its actually happening. Like...this is kind of over right? And I'm just grieved to have realised it. And as much as I'm pained with this feeling I'm also so paranoid to literally have to be stepping into an individual life .From now on some of us will land in some best companionships but most of us will not find that actual real connect with anyone that we find in each other today. The same comfort took us 12 years but now we're stepping into a fast life, into something fresh. But the fragrance is not sweet to me. Its maybe too early to judge. But I'll actually miss being this person I'm with all of you guys around and will be a different person with different sort of people. I don't know where we'll land but we'll definitely have a picture with us to carry in our journey throughout. And I'll be strengthen somehow somewhere. That's my thanks to you♡

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    Very early for now, maybe you'd want to skip too. But as everyone of us are preparing for the farewell I'm suddenly backed with a different kind of pinch in the bottom most part of my mind that...like "this is where we all take a sharp turn...this is where we are actually going to split in real !". Still a dream but its actually happening. Like...this is kind of over right? And I'm just grieved to have realised it. And as much as I'm pained with this feeling I'm also so paranoid to literally have to be stepping into an individual life .From now on some of us will land in some best companionships but most of us will not find that actual real connect with anyone that we find in each other today. The same comfort took us 12 years but now we're stepping into a fast life, into something fresh. But the fragrance is not sweet to me. Its maybe too early to judge. But I'll actually miss being this person I'm with all of you guys around and will be a different person with different sort of people. I don't know where we'll land but we'll definitely have a picture with us to carry in our journey throughout. And I'll be strengthen somehow somewhere. That's my thanks to you♡

  • noreenrborooah 20w

    All the shit begins when you try to make a random coincidence a fact.

  • noreenrborooah 20w

    Dear diary,

    These days haven't been that well for me. You see this feeling is unexplainable yet painful. I know I'm not the perfect human being to exist but the constant reminder of not being capable and not being anything in general is nothing more than pain. The fact that you can't understand things and are aren't enough come to be heart bleeding when you are realising that you maybe replaced. Being accepted and loved by all is not possible but being that just for some people in life is essential to me. It's hard to sometimes accept this reality when all you wanted and hoped for was good for all. But I do agree now that what I hope for someone and for something is useless unless known. And that wanting that will just leave me with more pain. A kind of pain which is unbearable to me. Well I've heard that you always have to pay back for your wrong doings. But what about those times when I was genuinely not wrong?
    It becomes the toughest to me to handle the fact that I'm transforming to something I don't want to be. But how will I stop it. I need answers. I too want to listen, understand, help and be happy. I too want to talk, be the way that I admire. And just have that mind to understand. Where have I been? Where is me? I feel lost and I want to discover myself. But I'm losing myself more in this overall process.

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