poetry_oleilah

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  • poetry_oleilah 34w

    The Day

    A year ago,
    Do you even remember,
    The 28th day of November?
    The day you kissed me
    For the very first time,
    The way it felt
    When your lips touched mine,
    The fire that burned so bright?
    How do you so easily forget
    The moment haunting my mind?
    How do you not even miss me
    When I'm fucking dying inside?
    Did any of it mean anything?
    To you, do I mean anything?
    Is it just me that'll never be the same
    While you don't even remember the day?

    ©Leilah Eirynne
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  • poetry_oleilah 35w

    Die

    I'm not suicidal,
    Not quite.
    I don't have it in me
    To take my own life.
    But all the same
    I want to die.
    Fall asleep,
    Dream goodbyes,
    Never again
    Open my eyes.
    Free myself
    From loneliness,
    And lies,
    All this pain
    And strife.

    ©Leilah Eirynne
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  • poetry_oleilah 35w

    Am I?

    I'm trying, I'm trying
    I trying so hard,
    I can't figure out
    What I'm doing so wrong.
    Why am I so easy to leave,
    Am I so forgettable?
    Do you even miss me?
    Am I so regrettable
    You had to ditch me?
    Am I such a loser,
    So damn easy to part,
    I have no place in your future?
    No place in your heart?

    ©Leilah Eirynne
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  • poetry_oleilah 35w

    Anyway

    Cutting her skin
    Watching the blood
    Trying to make
    That final one
    She can't stay here
    Has to escape
    Nobody's left to care
    Anyway.

    ©Leilah Eirynne
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  • poetry_oleilah 35w

    Go Free

    I'll never again ask you to stay
    I understand why you walked away
    I hoped that I could be enough
    But I always knew I'd never win your love
    I hope someday you'll think of me
    At least smile at our memories
    I only ever wanted to make you smile
    But, I knew I'd only have a little while
    You'll always be in my dreams
    Nobody else will ever compete
    So, I pray I'll never have too see
    The woman that's so much more than me
    But all I want is for you to be happy
    So, here I am, setting you free
    Find somebody that deserves your days
    And I'll go drown my pain.

    ©Leilah Eirynne
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  • poetry_oleilah 37w

    Love Story

    You're my epic love story
    Of that, there is no doubt,
    And I got so caught up in the feeling,
    I so wanted my happy ending
    I broke my own heart forgetting
    I was destined for a tragedy.

    ©Leilah Eirynne
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  • poetry_oleilah 37w

    Bottom

    I find my salvation
    At the bottom of a bottle
    Because that's who I am.
    I try to pretend
    to be someone better
    But I'm not fooling anyone.
    I'm so goddamn sorry
    That I'm not good enough
    I'm nothing that matters
    And I never will be.
    I'm my father's daughter
    And that's all I'll ever be.
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  • poetry_oleilah 38w

    I wish I could do for you
    All that you do for me.
    I wish I was the safe place
    That lets you to breathe.
    I wish mine was the touch you need
    And my kiss made you weak in the knees.
    I wish I could give you that peace.
    More than anything I wish
    That for you, it was me.

    ©Leilah Eirynne
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  • poetry_oleilah 39w

    Wish

    Everything about you
    Shines like gold.
    You're unbelievable,
    Too good to be true.
    I never thought I'd know
    Someone like you.
    From your eyes to your smile,
    From you're mind to your heart,
    You make everything better
    Just being who you are.
    I wish you could see it,
    I wish you knew,
    The lies in your mirror
    Are so far from the truth.
    You're a breath of fresh air.
    You're the warmth of the sun.
    I've never been so awed,
    Not by anyone.
    I wish you could see it;
    See you the way I see you.
    See how amazing you are
    In everything that you do.

    ©Leilah Eirynne
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  • poetry_oleilah 41w

    Peace

    When the world is on my shoulders
    And I find it hard to breath,
    You are the oxygen I need.
    When there is no light
    at the end of my tunnel
    You make the darkness feel like home.
    You are the happiness so rarely seen.
    My happy place. My smile. My peace.
    Things I never thought a person could be.
    A breath of fresh air, my favorite teddy bear.
    You are the safe place I created in my dreams.
    Because of you, I'm okay with me.
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